oberscharfuhrer666
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Greetings,
I have been a dedicated satanist for about a month now. I have meditated on a regular schedule everyday except for this last week because I felt like I needed a break because my brain was just getting to overloaded. But anyway, I know that a lot of us a very intense dreams. Almost every night without fail even during this week when I wasn't really concentrating on satanism(though I still did believe and still followed the path)I have and the most intense dreams I have ever had. I never really used to dream much but now its like intense dreams. I mean these dreams are so real that I actually experience fear in situations like gunfights or things of that nature. Almost all of my dreams have to do with either gunfights, fighting, or similar topics. My opinion is that these dreams are kind of like mental training, so they can train my mind to handle fear and stuff like that more. During the course of this month I have also noticed that I have been able to handle more stuff mentally, like I don't get emotional over much now. Granted I still get emotions but they are not as often. I was wondering if my observations were correct, what are your opinions? Thanks in advance for your time and advice.
I have been a dedicated satanist for about a month now. I have meditated on a regular schedule everyday except for this last week because I felt like I needed a break because my brain was just getting to overloaded. But anyway, I know that a lot of us a very intense dreams. Almost every night without fail even during this week when I wasn't really concentrating on satanism(though I still did believe and still followed the path)I have and the most intense dreams I have ever had. I never really used to dream much but now its like intense dreams. I mean these dreams are so real that I actually experience fear in situations like gunfights or things of that nature. Almost all of my dreams have to do with either gunfights, fighting, or similar topics. My opinion is that these dreams are kind of like mental training, so they can train my mind to handle fear and stuff like that more. During the course of this month I have also noticed that I have been able to handle more stuff mentally, like I don't get emotional over much now. Granted I still get emotions but they are not as often. I was wondering if my observations were correct, what are your opinions? Thanks in advance for your time and advice.