Disturbing Dream

[Shittu Ur]

So I'm no stranger to disturbing dreams, every night of my entire life has been filled with weird, fucked up disturbing shit, night terrors are a normal occurrence for me.

And that's the strangest thing here, this is nowhere near the worst dream I've ever had, you may not even find it disturbing at all, but for some reason, it's just burned into my mind, and it's really fucking with me.

so I was with these friends who I can't remember who they were at this point, a male and a female, and we'd broken into this nice urban home, and were messing around within. Suddenly we were all freaked out cause someone in a black car pulled into the driveway, but it turned out to be nothing and we went about our goofing off in the house.

Then strange supernatural shit started happening, lights flashing, shit flinging across the room, and I was all "Guys we've gotta go, this is bad, somethings really really wrong in this place" and they agreed. and so I bent down to grab my packsack and...it was like I passed out crouching and woke up and it was late, and the other two were all tucked in and sleeping, she was on the couch beside me and the guy was in the next room in the bed. I'm like "What the FUCK just happened why are we still here" and she just said "It's fine, you fell asleep, we'll go in the morning" and I'm just all "No, we need to go NOW, fuck you guys, I ain't staying!" and I left.

A bunch of other irrelevant weird shit went on but somehow I ended up back outside of the house as it was being torn down by a backhoe, and they were STILL in there. And wouldn't get out no matter how much I yelled. Again, more irrelevant weirdness before suddenly I'm inside the house again, it's torn up and derelict as shit only the rec room is still intact, but filled with debris. And she's still in there, except now she's buck naked, and her chest is all clawed up and bloody and she's got like one tit, and she starts trying to get me to have sex with her, saying shit like "Fuck yeah, I could hang off you like a rack" and "I'll climb you like a mountain" and of course, I'm all like "Noooouuu, nonononono, fuck that no way, there's something very wrong with you, what happened to you what did this?! why are you acting like this" and she wouldn't stop and just kept advancing and I'm just beyond horrified at this point. So I'm like fuck this and boot it out of the house and jack some poor fucker's mountain bike and booked it down the street as fast as I could repeating "Why didn't they listen to me?!", then I somehow ended up at my grandma's cul de sac (Obviously one of my safe places in my mind-city) and woke up.

I don't know what to make of any of it. But these parts are burned into my mind, so there's clearly some meaning behind this particular dream. If anyone could give some insight, it would be much appreciated.

 

[Shittu Ur]

I kinda wish I hadn't posted this now, cause I figured it out all on my own...the girl is someone very close to me, and the house is the enemy. And the whole nude and torn up + weird sexual shit is how perverse and corrupted she's becoming, as well as how she feels about me I just found out from her, which is creepy cause of who she is in particular, not to mention she went about it the same way as in my dream. The bicycle is my current reaction to it, the distance I've now put between us.

I don't know why I'm sharing any of this, maybe it's because I think some of you might understand what I'm going through right now. Tch...beats me...mostly just feel like I've pulled another Foot in Mouth moment. Oh well. Time to keep up the trudge. They sure do attack us in the most twisted of ways, I must say...

You fuck with the Wolf, you get the jaws...and I've been honing my teeth... :evil:

 

[Shael]

(Obligatory disclaimer that I'm not an expert in dream interpretation, and this is just my personal view on possible meanings in your dream)

so I was with these friends who I can't remember who they were at this point, a male and a female, and we'd broken into this nice urban home, and were messing around within.

I feel like this might indicate you and your friends being immature, seeing how you criminally broke into someone's house and messed around in it. Since you didn't say you were adversed to the idea in any way, this could hint at some immaturity in your morals and ethics.

Suddenly we were all freaked out cause someone in a black car pulled into the driveway, but it turned out to be nothing and we went about our goofing off in the house.

This I think can indicate a warning of sorts, a warning that was left ignored.

Then strange supernatural shit started happening, lights flashing, shit flinging across the room, and I was all "Guys we've gotta go, this is bad, somethings really really wrong in this place" and they agreed.

Once the first warning was ignored, shit started hitting the fan and you got into serious danger. Only then you realized the danger and tried to leave, when it was already too late.

and so I bent down to grab my packsack and...it was like I passed out crouching and woke up and it was late, and the other two were all tucked in and sleeping, she was on the couch beside me and the guy was in the next room in the bed. I'm like "What the FUCK just happened why are we still here" and she just said "It's fine, you fell asleep, we'll go in the morning" and I'm just all "No, we need to go NOW, fuck you guys, I ain't staying!" and I left.

This shows your friends being the classic ignorant normies, even after what had happened they still do not care enough to leave. Thankfully, it seems you did have the mental capacity to realize that you had to leave. This shows that even with that immaturity, you atleast have some common sense once you have clearly seen the negative results of your actions.

A bunch of other irrelevant weird shit went on but somehow I ended up back outside of the house as it was being torn down by a backhoe, and they were STILL in there. And wouldn't get out no matter how much I yelled.

Strongly reminds of how normies refuse to wake up no matter how much one may try to enlighten them to the truth.

Again, more irrelevant weirdness before suddenly I'm inside the house again, it's torn up and derelict as shit only the rec room is still intact, but filled with debris. And she's still in there, except now she's buck naked, and her chest is all clawed up and bloody and she's got like one tit, and she starts trying to get me to have sex with her, saying shit like "Fuck yeah, I could hang off you like a rack" and "I'll climb you like a mountain" and of course, I'm all like "Noooouuu, nonononono, fuck that no way, there's something very wrong with you, what happened to you what did this?! why are you acting like this" and she wouldn't stop and just kept advancing and I'm just beyond horrified at this point.

Your friend, through her ignorance, receives severe damage due to the enemy programs she has tied herself into, and then proceeds to try and drag you down along with her. You appear to realize this is bad, thankfully.

So I'm like fuck this and boot it out of the house and jack some poor fucker's mountain bike and booked it down the street as fast as I could repeating "Why didn't they listen to me?!", then I somehow ended up at my grandma's cul de sac (Obviously one of my safe places in my mind-city) and woke up.

You have enough common sense to realize how bad these people can be (even if it may take you some time), and refuse to go down with them.

I see that kind of criminal undertone in your dreams. If these are actually things you would consider doing irl then you should work extensively on cleaning your soul. Criminal activity and illegal things, are frowned upon by the Gods and no SS should do these things if at all avoidable. Leaving aside the breaking into a house, which should be obvious enough to be a wrong thing to do, if you were to steal a bike in order to get away from danger as soon as possible, you should atleast try your best to return it afterwards.

 

[Shittu Ur]

(Obligatory disclaimer that I'm not an expert in dream interpretation, and this is just my personal view on possible meanings in your dream)

so I was with these friends who I can't remember who they were at this point, a male and a female, and we'd broken into this nice urban home, and were messing around within.

I feel like this might indicate you and your friends being immature, seeing how you criminally broke into someone's house and messed around in it. Since you didn't say you were adversed to the idea in any way, this could hint at some immaturity in your morals and ethics.

Suddenly we were all freaked out cause someone in a black car pulled into the driveway, but it turned out to be nothing and we went about our goofing off in the house.

This I think can indicate a warning of sorts, a warning that was left ignored.

Then strange supernatural shit started happening, lights flashing, shit flinging across the room, and I was all "Guys we've gotta go, this is bad, somethings really really wrong in this place" and they agreed.

Once the first warning was ignored, shit started hitting the fan and you got into serious danger. Only then you realized the danger and tried to leave, when it was already too late.

and so I bent down to grab my packsack and...it was like I passed out crouching and woke up and it was late, and the other two were all tucked in and sleeping, she was on the couch beside me and the guy was in the next room in the bed. I'm like "What the FUCK just happened why are we still here" and she just said "It's fine, you fell asleep, we'll go in the morning" and I'm just all "No, we need to go NOW, fuck you guys, I ain't staying!" and I left.

This shows your friends being the classic ignorant normies, even after what had happened they still do not care enough to leave. Thankfully, it seems you did have the mental capacity to realize that you had to leave. This shows that even with that immaturity, you atleast have some common sense once you have clearly seen the negative results of your actions.

A bunch of other irrelevant weird shit went on but somehow I ended up back outside of the house as it was being torn down by a backhoe, and they were STILL in there. And wouldn't get out no matter how much I yelled.

Strongly reminds of how normies refuse to wake up no matter how much one may try to enlighten them to the truth.

Again, more irrelevant weirdness before suddenly I'm inside the house again, it's torn up and derelict as shit only the rec room is still intact, but filled with debris. And she's still in there, except now she's buck naked, and her chest is all clawed up and bloody and she's got like one tit, and she starts trying to get me to have sex with her, saying shit like "Fuck yeah, I could hang off you like a rack" and "I'll climb you like a mountain" and of course, I'm all like "Noooouuu, nonononono, fuck that no way, there's something very wrong with you, what happened to you what did this?! why are you acting like this" and she wouldn't stop and just kept advancing and I'm just beyond horrified at this point.

Your friend, through her ignorance, receives severe damage due to the enemy programs she has tied herself into, and then proceeds to try and drag you down along with her. You appear to realize this is bad, thankfully.

So I'm like fuck this and boot it out of the house and jack some poor fucker's mountain bike and booked it down the street as fast as I could repeating "Why didn't they listen to me?!", then I somehow ended up at my grandma's cul de sac (Obviously one of my safe places in my mind-city) and woke up.

You have enough common sense to realize how bad these people can be (even if it may take you some time), and refuse to go down with them.

I see that kind of criminal undertone in your dreams. If these are actually things you would consider doing irl then you should work extensively on cleaning your soul. Criminal activity and illegal things, are frowned upon by the Gods and no SS should do these things if at all avoidable. Leaving aside the breaking into a house, which should be obvious enough to be a wrong thing to do, if you were to steal a bike in order to get away from danger as soon as possible, you should atleast try your best to return it afterwards.

Your interpretation seems to make a lot of sense, And I know, the criminal undertones bug me too. These seem to be things I used to do, but wouldn't think of doing now that I've become a little more advanced, though I do get the urge to do stupid shit now and again still, something, I assure you, that I've been working on truncating from my soul.

The worst fact of it all is how much it relates to the close person in real life, and the stupid shit we used to do, and how she won't stop and she's just...waay too far gone and keeps trying to infect and corrupt me in different ways. The way I can relate it to different aspects of my past and the present with even other people I used to hang out with but no longer do. I know for a fact I have a lot more cleaning to do, I can't really deny any of what you've said, all I can say on it is I've been working on it, and I'm making a lot of ground, especially as of late.

Straight up, even though it was a dream I felt like shit for stealing that poor sucker's bike...that's just something I just wouldn't do anymore, you know? All of it, as a whole, really disturbed me. But I consider it a necessary message, a push to keep going as I am and to stay away from her and the dumb shit that occasionally goes through my head-just cut the bad fruit off of the tree so it doesn't keep killing the rest of the good fruit.

Thanks a lot. This helped me understand the message a lot more deeply than I did, and to a far deeper extent and the full scope of the meaning...she's not the only one, I'm realizing. Just one example of the trials to come. I hate what I used to be, and I'll do all that I can to continue shedding that old skin and grooming my beautiful shiny new one. And I won't let anything get in my way. Even if that means shedding some who I hold very dear, there's nothing that will stop me from ascension. Thanks again. Much appreciated.

 

[Shael]

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I'm glad I could help a bit. As long as you keep working on yourself it should all be fine in the end.