Destroying Thoughtforms?

[shadowsage99]

Hey, so I have a few thoughtforms I'm working on destroying. I've looked through the site and this is my current plan, with my questions in ().
Any time I have anxiety, summon the thougtforms and destroy them over and over. Sometimes beat the shit out of them and vent my anger into them.(Would visualizing the thought form with a grey aura as I "physically" destroy it help? and would it have a particular backlash to me?)
Cleanse my aura after the anxiety goes away
build a protective aura and program it to reflect the negative energy back at the thought forms
at least once a day, after raising energy, chant "Ri" while destroying the thought forms.

Should this do it? It's a majorly powerful and complex pair of thought forms. They've been growing and developing ever since I was born, between my mother(Narcissist) father (Emotionally distant and abusive/unsupported) and Church (Mormon)

One is "Dark Mirror"- it looks like a darkly reflective mirror with a sliver frame, with evil looking dragons wrapping around the frame. It's purpose is to generate anxiety, fear, doubt, weakness, and shut down any attempts to improve. Basically, whatever you try to do it taint's and hinders. (Mainly, it triggers anxiety attacks anytime I begin to doubt, try to do homework, or interact with good people, or do anything that would get me away from my mother. I could go on for a while about it's effects.)

The other is "Mezmer" it's just a pendulum, and it's purpose is to make my mind more susceptible to outside control, especially that of my parents and Mormons. Destroy self-control and will, make me a puppet.

Is it theoretically possible for thought forms this powerful and complex to exist? I would assume so, given enough time and energy and thought. Much of my family is fairly spiritually powerful, though it's all twisted to work against themselves and each other. Much like these two thought forms.

Also, they get strengthened whenever I spend time around my familiy, around Mormons, or have to read those vile scriptures/pray. I also suspect they amplify/are amplified by any attempts by my family to pray for me or try to bring me under control.

Am I missing anything? OR is there anything else I should know? Any advice would be appreciated. These are probably the single biggest limiting factors in my life. Destroying them is a priority for me. I'm also putting this up here so that we have some more data about thought forms- The more we know the better!

Finally, I feel like it will be possible for me to fairly easily create new versions of these thoughtforms but direct them at others after I destroy them. Is that the case? I hope so, these things are fucking evil, and they can really limit and destroy someone. If I could use these against others, I could destroy a lot of people who are harassing/limiting me in my life. (One at a time, of course.)

Thank you for your help, and

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Light Yagami]

Are you sure they are thoughtforms and not just grays...?Because it sounds like grays...? Well, I can't know for sure... :[
I do not really have experience with thoughtforms... not much anyway. Maybe you could try creating a thoughtform that does the exact opposite of the thoughtforms that annoy you? For example for the one (if it's a thoughtform) that makes you anxious, make a thoughtform that calms you down? Or create thoughtforms that will eliminate the other negative thoughtforms? I mean, if you can't eliminate them otherwise, then do that. Also, do void meditation... It helps a lot when you need to understand that "hey, it's not me. It's the fucking thoughtform making me feel that way".

Στις 4:05 μ.μ. Σάββατο, 18 Οκτωβρίου 2014, ο/η "shadowsage99@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  Hey, so I have a few thoughtforms I'm working on destroying. I've looked through the site and this is my current plan, with my questions in ().
Any time I have anxiety, summon the thougtforms and destroy them over and over. Sometimes beat the shit out of them and vent my anger into them.(Would visualizing the thought form with a grey aura as I "physically" destroy it help? and would it have a particular backlash to me?)
Cleanse my aura after the anxiety goes away
build a protective aura and program it to reflect the negative energy back at the thought forms
at least once a day, after raising energy, chant "Ri" while destroying the thought forms.

Should this do it? It's a majorly powerful and complex pair of thought forms. They've been growing and developing ever since I was born, between my mother(Narcissist) father (Emotionally distant and abusive/unsupported) and Church (Mormon)

One is "Dark Mirror"- it looks like a darkly reflective mirror with a sliver frame, with evil looking dragons wrapping around the frame. It's purpose is to generate anxiety, fear, doubt, weakness, and shut down any attempts to improve. Basically, whatever you try to do it taint's and hinders. (Mainly, it triggers anxiety attacks anytime I begin to doubt, try to do homework, or interact with good people, or do anything that would get me away from my mother. I could go on for a while about it's effects.)

The other is "Mezmer" it's just a pendulum, and it's purpose is to make my mind more susceptible to outside control, especially that of my parents and Mormons. Destroy self-control and will, make me a puppet.

Is it theoretically possible for thought forms this powerful and complex to exist? I would assume so, given enough time and energy and thought. Much of my family is fairly spiritually powerful, though it's all twisted to work against themselves and each other. Much like these two thought forms.

Also, they get strengthened whenever I spend time around my familiy, around Mormons, or have to read those vile scriptures/pray. I also suspect they amplify/are amplified by any attempts by my family to pray for me or try to bring me under control.

Am I missing anything? OR is there anything else I should know? Any advice would be appreciated. These are probably the single biggest limiting factors in my life. Destroying them is a priority for me. I'm also putting this up here so that we have some more data about thought forms- The more we know the better!

Finally, I feel like it will be possible for me to fairly easily create new versions of these thoughtforms but direct them at others after I destroy them. Is that the case? I hope so, these things are fucking evil, and they can really limit and destroy someone. If I could use these against others, I could destroy a lot of people who are harassing/limiting me in my life. (One at a time, of course.)

Thank you for your help, and

HAIL SATAN!

 

[shadowsage99]

Thanks for the advice! I've considered making counter thoughtforms, but it's a little advanced for me right now. Besides, I lack the power to do that thanks to the thoughtforms I'm dealing with.
Void meditation DOES help, very much. I've been doing it twice a day. 
I think they are thoughtforms rather than grey's because when I think on them I do see fairly distinct forms. Could grey's assume those forms? I would think they would actually look like grey's. 
It's also possible that these are grey's, since the further away from church/my family I am the better, but it by no means makes me immune. I was getting fucked in class by them.
The reason I think they are grey's is a psychic friend of mine was able to recognize that they were present, and he described them as that.
In any case, thanks again for the advice! I might try making a counter thoughtform. Now that I think about it, I may be able to do that... maybe meditate to Gurren Lagaan, use the emotional charge from that to empower the thoughtform. Since that show is all about believing in yourself and doing the impossible, it's a great help for this problem.

 

[frizzard56]

If it does happen to be a thoughtform, then it'll take strength of will to destroy it. I just annihilated one today.

It was about my mom, and the praying crap, and thoughts worries, and anxieties building from my different life path.

All of the ones I have cut so far have looked like some disgusting black fungusy looking root at the end. Sometimes, it might truly just be greys. I actually do get midly harrassed by greys. But, it's.. whatever.

The best, and most fun part about dealing with a situation your in you don't like, is how to annihilate it, or at least lessen it till you can resolve it. I guess I like adversity, it serves to strengthen people, and bring out their true character. Not that I'm seeking it, I'm just turning a disadvantage into an advantage. The best way to deal with adversity until you have overcame it is to remain positive about it. Works wonders.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[shadowsage99]

Thanks, that's some great advice. I finally stabilized the situation, and I learned how to rip energy in the process! Now it's a much more balanced affair, and I have the advantage of being able to rip energy from others as well. It's only a matter of time before they are totally destroyed, already I'm a lot healthier and have less anxiety.

I do wonder though, are there any drawbacks to after totally killing these(Which I've started a 40 day working to  cut them off forever as well as constantly destroying them and draining their energy and cutting their ties to me)

Anyways, after totally destroying these thought forms, is it a bad idea to create the same kind of thoughtform and sic it on someone else?

Is there a possiblity they could turn around and attack me again? Or, would it be fine since I'm creating something new, just with the attributes I learned from these? They are advanced thoughtforms, they have definite shapes and more intelligence. I feel like I should be able to use the basic designs and simply send them at others. Besides, I'd also be better able to deal with them in the event this didn't work and they turned on me, at least that's what I think.

Thanks again for your advice, and HAIL SATAN!