Desperately searching for someone please help

[jasmine_tea_searching]

Alright I'd like to introduce myself as Jasmine. I've been a satanist for about four years so please don't talk to me like an idiot.
My chakra's are open, but I can't say much for being able to leave my body very well. I have vivid dreams of 2012 (you may chose to believe in it or not. I did not post this to argue).
I'm in a desperate search in looking for someone I met in another plane. I'm certain he lives on planet Earth like the rest of us. I leave my body in my sleep often (which gives me cuts and bruises when i wake up) and I've woken up in his home. I know he has extraordinary capabilities. I made the biggest mistake of my life to put faith in a friend who's stronger than me who was a christian. He taught me much but had a worse motive. So I feel as if he may have brought harm to the bond I share with my mystery man.
Please take this post seriously for I feel it may have been a past life lover. I know he's a psychic vampire with extreme capabilities.
If anyone could give me any real advice please don't hesitate to answer. Thank you for reading, Hail Satan, Hail Paimon!
P.S Ignore any possible typos lol