dbrammer11
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I am currently 27 years old. I first discovered Joy of Satan when I was a teenager in high school. After reading about the 'Dedication Ritual' and various testimonies of others who had supposedly performed them, I decided to perform the ritual myself.
The first time I dedicated my soul to Satan, I felt absolutely nothing. I began to wonder if I had done something wrong. Some time later, I performed the ritual again at another location. Again, nothing.
After both of these events I became extremely depressed. Fast forward to today, years later, I am wondering what went wrong and/or how to start the relationship I never had with Satan now.
Reading over the ritual, I don't clearly remember whether or not I burned the paper both times. I imagine at least one of those times I must have let the paper burn in an ashtray, but can't be 100%.
Now that I am older, should I perform the ritual again, one last time just to be sure? Or should I try something else?
The first time I dedicated my soul to Satan, I felt absolutely nothing. I began to wonder if I had done something wrong. Some time later, I performed the ritual again at another location. Again, nothing.
After both of these events I became extremely depressed. Fast forward to today, years later, I am wondering what went wrong and/or how to start the relationship I never had with Satan now.
Reading over the ritual, I don't clearly remember whether or not I burned the paper both times. I imagine at least one of those times I must have let the paper burn in an ashtray, but can't be 100%.
Now that I am older, should I perform the ritual again, one last time just to be sure? Or should I try something else?