ok so i did the dedication yesterday but i dont feel anything i didnt have the right candle so i just held it up by tongs( so i wouldnt burn my fingers) and lit it on fire. do i need to do the ritual over again? i also have a bit of doubt. could that be why its not working? any suggestions on how to remove my doubt? i used to be a xian i guess thats where my dout begins. im past most of it but theres stil a tiny,tiny bit. i am no longer a xian but maybe i need to study about how christianity is false a little more? please help.