Hello everyone. I hope you are all doing well. I'm going to get straight to the point so I don't waste your time.
You see, from 2024 until today I have had problems in my life, specifically in my stomach. Even though I have tried everything to fix it; omeprazole, esomeprazole, sucralfate, probiotics (pajaritos yogurt), and going to the doctor several times and they always give me the same garbage of very expensive medications that make me worse; for example omeprazole that causes me anxiety. I also tried to have an endoscopy, but my trauma from a previous endoscopy in which they did the procedure AWAKE for 20 minutes feeling everything caused me so much panic that I couldn't breathe so they had to cancel it, I left the place very scared and shaking.
I am currently trying glutamine but it makes me feel bad even with a small amount, I also tried aloe vera 1gr in the mornings for days and I still felt bad. I know most of you are not doctors and will probably tell me to go back to the doctor, but I honestly can't trust them much anymore. Plus I'm not in a good financial situation now. I've been like this for so long that I previously posted asking for help because my mind was devastated, thankfully you guys helped me out and gave me some really good advice and I was able to gather the courage again and keep living.
The reason I'm asking for help again is because my mind is slowly falling apart again. And that scares me.
I don't know what else to do, folks. I'm tired. Meditating is hard for me because of the discomfort, but I do it anyway because it keeps me sane.
Anyway, I know it's arrogant what I'm asking for, but if anyone knows or can help me with advice, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you so much.

