I am fairly confident finding an at least somewhat familiar and documented force under Satan which you individually are most in like of, or would best suit you in terms of guidance is important. Where I am at in doing this, I cannot confidently pin any one down. I can see as much likeness I would like to see with all of my closest guesses most of the time, making me feel as though I need to do something else at this point where nothing is getting done (Possibly just pushy here as well). Could someone who has studied and experienced much of this realm of existence (Satanism) personally, advise me based on distinct physical and non-physical characteristics of my human existence? I think these things. Irrelevant thoughts? I'd like to know. This is where I am at.