On Thu, 14 Jul 2011 00:57 PDT koreysun wrote:
Hello brothers,sisters I have a few months of being dedicated to father and been doing meditations every day, I have opened my all of chakras, and I am now in the process of fully empowering them in order ( I spend a feew weeks on just 1 chakra ) Anyway, I turned to father because deep inside I knew that the "god" that catholics/christians was complete fake, my mother was a die hard catholic, she had a very bad childhood and as an adult, she went through a hard time with her relationship, after 14 years of being married, she got divored and lost everything but me and her mother, currently we live at my grandma's house , she has two house and we are living separately, my grandma tries her best to support us, financially my mother is currently in a tough depression or so we think we could only take her to a cheap doctor, that diagnosed her with depression, thing is..it's not a normal depression she has very strong pains daily that prevent her
from standing or even walking, my grandma thinks that my mom might be under some spell, or simply has un diagnosed illnes but currently we do not have the money to take her to a qualified doctor or witch to see what we can do. After researching a few months I found the truth with father Satan and I dedicated myself in my astral temple ( I currently cannot get any of the ritual items ) anyway I have the past days been doing ahealing ritual for my mother, but I fail to see even a bit of ease of pain . she has actually gotten worse, as I cannot do a ritual I am unable to summon a Demon or talk to father, all I ask for is for my mother to be cured of whichever illness she has, I know father always hears me when I talk to him, but I felt inclined to post this here for your guys help. I see that my healing rituals have little to know effect, I might just not be spirituality powerful enough to heal her yet. I've been thinking of doign ilicit stuff to get
the money so i can take my mother to a doctor and get her the treatment she needs, she's suffered alot, for most of her life and I would like to cure her of what ever illness she has. But right before I was about to join a group that dedicates to gaining money in highly iliciet ways, I found out about father, and something deep inside told me that I should not join the ilicit stuff but trust father so I did... Sorry for the long wall of text, just needed to vent(?) Which Demon should I contact for healing? or a improvised healing ritual that I can do myself? My mother has been suffering of this illness for 2 years and I fear that any more time , it might be late for her, but I trust father hail Satan
