If you kill yourself in one life, yes, you will have to repeat everything over. I avidly remember everything from my past 2 lives because I keep messing it up. First one I remember clearly I killed myself, leaving those behind who mourned me (and a young child, now incarnated into my mother). Everything about that past life torments me, and it's worse the second time around, since I remember everything, and can't do anything about it to correct it. My issues with my past lives are part of the reasons that I have come to the JOS groups, finally finding peace, and being able to clearly use my abilities to correct the mistakes I have been making for over 300 years.
Am I weak for remembering and admitting my mistakes? To get the ability and control to correct them and do the right thing? If anything, I believe every wrong attempt is one closer to getting it right, as long as you remember everything that you did, and learn from it (otherwise yes, you are doomed to repeat your mistakes through this life and the next, I've seen this intimately).
Everything is decided before you incarnate into your next life, you know everything that will happen, but you are given choices (think of it like a tree, a Y in the branch is a choice) and you are given the details of what you will need to do before hand. I know it might sound crazy, but when you remember everything that's happened for a very important reason, you're meant to use it.
Remembering my past life is ONE of the only reasons I have gotten to this point, otherwise I would have killed myself, caught in the crossfire of Satanism (my past) and Xianity (the situation I was incarnated into).
Hail Enki.
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--- In , Forums Contributor < wrote:
People who kill themselves out of psychological issues are wasting their time. As suicide is believed to be a method of escape. You don't escape, your problems follow you into the next life and inbetween. No one gets a free ride in this universe.
--- In mailto:, "kieithnightmare0" <pinkteabunny@ wrote:
Are there any real consequences if a dedicated satanist committed suicide?
Like, How will that affect your karma?
Will you also be doomed to repeat suicide in your next life too?
Will our consciousness/soul be looked down upon because we were weak?
Also, how does reincarnation work? Is there like a line you have to wait in or can you get reincarnated any time you like?
Do you get to consciously choose who you get to be reincarnated in?
do you know what kinds of hardships you will be going through before hand if you choose to be reincarnated?
I know its a lot of questions, but I really wish to know these
HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!!!