Confused

Thank you so much for answering my questions, honestly i had expirience a lot of wierd things but i think its just normal. I think ive been in my astral when i was a child, when i woke up then observing my surrounding, i thought i'm really awake because my surroundings looks real, the bed, pillows, my sleeping brothers, but something is off, the surrounding is gloomy, then i realized im still asleep. I also expirienced being touched by a ghost, if tha .was really a ghost.
I think im really weak, since childhood, i expirience worse things, i also planned to commit suicide many times, nobody knows how miserable i am, before i discover the JoS, i am convinced to kill myself. Im in my worst situation, but JoS gave me hope, at first im doubting myself, but after a few days of doing the power meditation program, committing suicide never came to my mind again. I dont what's wih the f*cking enemy, and they badly wanted me dead!

Thank you for reading my story, and sorry for my grammar, im not fluent in english,

HAIL SATAN!!

Ps: a day before, in idea came to me that i need to leave, but leaving is a big big decision, i need to leave my family and my study which is at stake, i dont know if this the answer ive been asking to Lird Satan, or its just my own idea... should i leave???

If you feel that "leaving" is bad, or that you do NOT want that and have no idea of where to go next, then DON'T leave. You know, the enemy can easily mess with our minds, especially when we're new. As we develop ourselves and souls, we begin to realize when these 'thoughts' are of our own, or when it's the enemy, or when it's the Gods talking to us. :)If the thought of leaving makes you anxious and stressed out, then no, don't leave. :)If it was Satan who gave you this 'thought' (which, for some reason I doubt) then He'll find another way to give His message to you. Remember, our Gods would never ask something absurd from us, or to do something we don't want to.

Στις 2:51 π.μ. Παρασκευή, 9 Ιανουαρίου 2015, ο/η "omir.artemis@... " έγραψε:

Thank you so much for answering my questions, honestly i had expirience a lot of wierd things but i think its just normal. I think ive been in my astral when i was a child, when i woke up then observing my surrounding, i thought i'm really awake because my surroundings looks real, the bed, pillows, my sleeping brothers, but something is off, the surrounding is gloomy, then i realized im still asleep. I also expirienced being touched by a ghost, if tha .was really a ghost.
I think im really weak, since childhood, i expirience worse things, i also planned to commit suicide many times, nobody knows how miserable i am, before i discover the JoS, i am convinced to kill myself. Im in my worst situation, but JoS gave me hope, at first im doubting myself, but after a few days of doing the power meditation program, committing suicide never came to my mind again. I dont what's wih the f*cking enemy, and they badly wanted me dead!

Thank you for reading my story, and sorry for my grammar, im not fluent in english,

HAIL SATAN!!

Ps: a day before, in idea came to me that i need to leave, but leaving is a big big decision, i need to leave my family and my study which is at stake, i dont know if this the answer ive been asking to Lird Satan, or its just my own idea... should i leave???

There's something you should understand, and I also speak from experience. If you kill yourself, then the enemy wins. And, you WILL have to go through all of this, or even worse, because the enemy plays on what is already there within your soul, and worsens it intensely given the chance.

Think back to all of the agony you've endured. There's only one way to brave this, it's to pick your ass up, and keep moving. If you cannot be fearless, then use courage. Courage it the willingness to try and NEVER QUIT despite how you feel.

Yes, being a spiritual satanist is damn hard from time to time, but, it's far more than worth it, and even glorious.

Just want to add that even normal xians are our enemies if they get on our way. There are xians who harass us, "pray" for us (i.e. attack us psychically), attack us, try to "convert" us e.t.c. One is free to curse and psychically attack a normal xian who messes with him or however else he wants to deal with him (like reporting him to authorities e.t.c.) as long as he deals with him in a legal way (we're law abiding).

The lost book of enki

The lost book of enki

Hey all, I've been having really, irrelevant dreams and they all happen in this one really old, creepy house. Seems to happen every time I have a long meditation session. Not for sure what it could mean..? What are some thoughts on this?

Perhaps. But if there is no compassion, would we not become like them, even if we are right?

@dragondrawergirl: What do you mean "become like them"?? It's actually the xians who try to become like us and not the other way round. To clarify some things:
1)Xians are supposed to love everyone. That's what the buybull says. That they hate everyone except of themselves is something hypocritical, not what they are really about. The liberals who are secular xians bitch about "hate" but they hate themselves a hell lot. Again they're hypocrites.
2)Satanists aren't supposed to love everyone. Every Satanic texts supports hating our enemies and loving our people. We don't consider hate bad here, contrary to xians, liberals and others. We accept the validity of all emotions in different purposes, including hate. So we aren't hypocrites, we simply follow what we preach. So it's the other way round, xians behave like Satanists sometimes.

Well, hang on ... doesn't our father Satan encourage questions?

Does your body's immune system have compassion on a virus?

@dragondrawergirl, yes He does. And, you're not always going to like the answer.

Deal with it, though.

How true, how true. Thanks everyone. I'm still a little hesitant to take a swipe at our enemies, but at least now I know that compassion for them will only help them. It's likely I'll have to have a personal bad experience with the enemy before any sympathy I have from harming them is erased.

Hi, I followed this link  to read the sermon and it took me nowhere basically, no sermon there. Not the first time either I have tried to look at something and its taken me nowhere...

Hail Lucifer/Satan

Just bookmark this link. I have found it has come in very useful:Internet Archive: Wayback Machine

Hi, I followed this link  to read the sermon and it took me nowhere basically, no sermon there. Not the first time either I have tried to look at something and its taken me nowhere...

Hail Lucifer/Satan

How do i know when he is helping?

Who are you referring to?

How do i know when he is helping?

I mean lord satan when I know that he is helping me?

The Gods are always guiding and helping us, if we help ourselves, do our power meditations and seek a relationship with Satan.Just keep a journal and write in it daily of good things that happen, people that come into your life (or leave), and answers to your questions that you pose to Satan in the form of coincidences, signs, thoughts/ideas that "pop" into your head, etc. This is Satan and your Guardian Demon(s) helping you.Hail Satan.

I mean lord satan when I know that he is helping me?

Thank you

Always healthy goin back to basics. Even more healthy to hear the basics.


Hail Satan
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The Gods
are always guiding and helping us, if we help ourselves, do
our power meditations and seek a relationship with
Satan.Just keep
a journal and write in it daily of good things that happen,
people that come into your life (or leave), and answers to
your questions that you pose to Satan in the form of
coincidences, signs, thoughts/ideas that "pop"
into your head, etc. This is Satan and your Guardian
Demon(s) helping you.Hail
Satan.





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2015 5:41 PM, "[ email redacted ]
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I mean lord satan when I know that he is helping
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