lonewolfdsigns
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- Jul 2, 2012
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It's been awhile now. 4 years since I've had to deal with this sickening feeling, like understanding how cruel people are and how the government is doing what isn't for the best efforts of the people.
I've never been a hateful kid, honestly I had a great childhood. But something clicked in my head one day, as if I came across the knowledge of everything. I see everything different, and now I'm trudging along, with a hate for the world, the system, what our people have let this earth become.
I came to Satanism in hopes of finding my new God, or higher being than myself. And for Satan I am thankful, but I've never honestly read much about Hate on the JoS forums.
Is there some way, maybe in a cursing ritual or something of the sort, to take all of my anger built up inside me and relinquish it on another human?
To let it all out, as if beating them up, letting my anger out on someone, without touching them?
I have a few backstabbing friends, and I want to be able to damn them and curse them as I have been, with this weight on my shoulders, it makes it, uneasy to go through life living with all the rage and sorrow.
I would think, there is some way to relieve this burden in some way.
I have hope that Satan is directing me in the right path.
I just need to relinquish all the anger and frustration I feel.
I've never been a hateful kid, honestly I had a great childhood. But something clicked in my head one day, as if I came across the knowledge of everything. I see everything different, and now I'm trudging along, with a hate for the world, the system, what our people have let this earth become.
I came to Satanism in hopes of finding my new God, or higher being than myself. And for Satan I am thankful, but I've never honestly read much about Hate on the JoS forums.
Is there some way, maybe in a cursing ritual or something of the sort, to take all of my anger built up inside me and relinquish it on another human?
To let it all out, as if beating them up, letting my anger out on someone, without touching them?
I have a few backstabbing friends, and I want to be able to damn them and curse them as I have been, with this weight on my shoulders, it makes it, uneasy to go through life living with all the rage and sorrow.
I would think, there is some way to relieve this burden in some way.
I have hope that Satan is directing me in the right path.
I just need to relinquish all the anger and frustration I feel.