change.

[Mike1]

Since dedicating to Father Satan Ive had no regrets.Im glad I did it and Im not going back to that jew loving filthy messiah thats caused me nothing but misery.Im going to do a prayer ritual tonight but dont think I should because I think Father is mad at be because I feel like I let him and the Demons down.I went out and got loaded last night.The worst thing a Satanist can do especially if Im trying to better myself.Im trying really hard to self empower myself but it seems like no matter how strong I feel the enemy seems to outsmart me and causes me more weakness.Im also having a hard time cleaning my aura,no matter how hard I concentrate I cant seem to visualize that bright light yet,so I dont know what to do there.I dont think I should ask Father for help,I dont think I need to because he can read my mind anyway.lately Ive been getting frequent visits from an unwanted entity that hasnt identified itself to me yet.I dont know if its my guardian demon or the enemy grey.It wakes me up at 3am sometimes and I dont know if its trying to hurt me or communicate with me.All I can do is communicate with it and find out what it wants,instead of telling it to go away.I guess im not as strong and tough as I thought I was after dedicating.I still think Im a strong indidual,but I think somebody is working overtime to convince me Im nothing but a lowlife scum that will never be good enough for Father and his Demons.

 

[lydia_n_666]

I doubt Father Satan is angry with you, he knows we humans are imperfect and make mistakes. All that matters is that you know what you did wrong, and work on becoming a better person.

As for learning to visualize your aura being cleaned, try sitting in front of a lamp, close your eyes, and you will see a soft glow through your eyelids. Imagine that covering you, in an outline of your body. See it becoming a bright white, and affirm to yourself that your aura is clean.

The "unwanted entity" is most likely is not your guardian, they don't wake us up and make us feel uncomfortable. When your Guardian does choose to show him/herself to you, you will feel at ease, possibly blissful. It will be a positive feeling.

And always ask Father for help when you need it. It's true that he knows us better then we do, but I think the very act of formally asking for help is important.

And as for the "lowlife scum that will never be good enough for Father and his Demons", well, they would not have lead you to them if you were not worthy. I read in one of HPS Maxine's sermons, that Satan leads us to him when he decides we are ready. Whenever I feel down. I think of this, and realize that I must be a pretty special person if they lead me to the Truth. That cheers me up and gives me the confidence I need to stay strong.

Stay strong in Father Satan, and you will get through this

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Mike" <mleskela@... wrote:

Since dedicating to Father Satan Ive had no regrets.Im glad I did it and Im not going back to that jew loving filthy messiah thats caused me nothing but misery.Im going to do a prayer ritual tonight but dont think I should because I think Father is mad at be because I feel like I let him and the Demons down.I went out and got loaded last night.The worst thing a Satanist can do especially if Im trying to better myself.Im trying really hard to self empower myself but it seems like no matter how strong I feel the enemy seems to outsmart me and causes me more weakness.Im also having a hard time cleaning my aura,no matter how hard I concentrate I cant seem to visualize that bright light yet,so I dont know what to do there.I dont think I should ask Father for help,I dont think I need to because he can read my mind anyway.lately Ive been getting frequent visits from an unwanted entity that hasnt identified itself to me yet.I dont know if its my guardian demon or the enemy grey.It wakes me up at 3am sometimes and I dont know if its trying to hurt me or communicate with me.All I can do is communicate with it and find out what it wants,instead of telling it to go away.I guess im not as strong and tough as I thought I was after dedicating.I still think Im a strong indidual,but I think somebody is working overtime to convince me Im nothing but a lowlife scum that will never be good enough for Father and his Demons.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Mike,Congrats on the dedication man,but understand that Satan does not get mad at us for enjoying our lives.He fully expects us too!
Hail Satan!
Brian

--- On Fri, 6/17/11, Mike <mleskela@... wrote:

From: Mike <mleskela@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] change.
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, June 17, 2011, 6:32 PM

  Since dedicating to Father Satan Ive had no regrets.Im glad I did it and Im not going back to that jew loving filthy messiah thats caused me nothing but misery.Im going to do a prayer ritual tonight but dont think I should because I think Father is mad at be because I feel like I let him and the Demons down.I went out and got loaded last night.The worst thing a Satanist can do especially if Im trying to better myself.Im trying really hard to self empower myself but it seems like no matter how strong I feel the enemy seems to outsmart me and causes me more weakness.Im also having a hard time cleaning my aura,no matter how hard I concentrate I cant seem to visualize that bright light yet,so I dont know what to do there.I dont think I should ask Father for help,I dont think I need to because he can read my mind anyway.lately Ive been getting frequent visits from an unwanted entity that hasnt identified itself to me yet.I dont know if its my guardian demon or the enemy grey.It wakes me up at 3am sometimes and I dont know if its trying to hurt me or communicate with me.All I can do is communicate with it and find out what it wants,instead of telling it to go away.I guess im not as strong and tough as I thought I was after dedicating.I still think Im a strong indidual,but I think somebody is working overtime to convince me Im nothing but a lowlife scum that will never be good enough for Father and his Demons.

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[Shannon Outlaw]

hey Mike i too am still having alittle problems with the aura cleaning but let me tell you, it definetly got better. over time you should be able to do it. its much easier for me, for now try to meditate inthe sun or by light when your eyes are closed it will help you visualize white light. and try to go on the internet and look at white gold light auras. it will give you an idea. good luck.
-----Original Message-----
Date: Saturday, June 18, 2011 1:20:04 am
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "Brian Gibbons" <briangibbons20@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] change.

Mike,Congrats on the dedication man,but understand that Satan does not get mad at us for enjoying our lives.He fully expects us too!
Hail Satan!
Brian

--- On Fri, 6/17/11, Mike <mleskela@... wrote:

From: Mike <mleskela@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] change.
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, June 17, 2011, 6:32 PM
















 









Since dedicating to Father Satan Ive had no regrets.Im glad I did it and Im not going back to that jew loving filthy messiah thats caused me nothing but misery.Im going to do a prayer ritual tonight but dont think I should because I think Father is mad at be because I feel like I let him and the Demons down.I went out and got loaded last night.The worst thing a Satanist can do especially if Im trying to better myself.Im trying really hard to self empower myself but it seems like no matter how strong I feel the enemy seems to outsmart me and causes me more weakness.Im also having a hard time cleaning my aura,no matter how hard I concentrate I cant seem to visualize that bright light yet,so I dont know what to do there.I dont think I should ask Father for help,I dont think I need to because he can read my mind anyway.lately Ive been getting frequent visits from an unwanted entity that hasnt identified itself to me yet.I dont know if its my guardian
demon or the enemy grey.It wakes me up at 3am sometimes and I dont know if its trying to hurt me or communicate with me.All I can do is communicate with it and find out what it wants,instead of telling it to go away.I guess im not as strong and tough as I thought I was after dedicating.I still think Im a strong indidual,but I think somebody is working overtime to convince me Im nothing but a lowlife scum that will never be good enough for Father and his Demons.

 

[darrklady13]

GUILT.
You have something going on inside you that feels it.
Is it drinking?
Hard drug use? I ask since you said you got loaded.

That doesn't mean anything bad. People go to parties and get loaded often.
Why DO YOU feel that you screwed up?
What priorities are you setting up for yourself....then failing?

If this is too personal, email me.

AVE SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Mike" <mleskela@... wrote:

Since dedicating to Father Satan Ive had no regrets.Im glad I did it and Im not going back to that jew loving filthy messiah thats caused me nothing but misery.Im going to do a prayer ritual tonight but dont think I should because I think Father is mad at be because I feel like I let him and the Demons down.I went out and got loaded last night.The worst thing a Satanist can do especially if Im trying to better myself.Im trying really hard to self empower myself but it seems like no matter how strong I feel the enemy seems to outsmart me and causes me more weakness.Im also having a hard time cleaning my aura,no matter how hard I concentrate I cant seem to visualize that bright light yet,so I dont know what to do there.I dont think I should ask Father for help,I dont think I need to because he can read my mind anyway.lately Ive been getting frequent visits from an unwanted entity that hasnt identified itself to me yet.I dont know if its my guardian demon or the enemy grey.It wakes me up at 3am sometimes and I dont know if its trying to hurt me or communicate with me.All I can do is communicate with it and find out what it wants,instead of telling it to go away.I guess im not as strong and tough as I thought I was after dedicating.I still think Im a strong indidual,but I think somebody is working overtime to convince me Im nothing but a lowlife scum that will never be good enough for Father and his Demons.