can.t take it any more!

[[email protected]]

Hi all
I've been trying to meet a demon or Satan himself for so many years and nothing is happening.
What is really going on?
From what i read and understood:
when you are new in satanism, demons will offer their help and guidence. But i can not even feel them although im trying so hard to do so.
Why can't I get help?
I tried asking questions on JOS, but no one wishes to help.
What I should do to get some help?
Is the color matters in being satanist?
Do i need to be a white man to get help?
Are there anyone @ JOS who want to help people like me?
All my hopes are almost lost.
If anyone want to help me, NOW is the time.

 

[GakunGak1]

Talk to me, bro,what is the issue.
Ok calm down... Let's discuss and find a solution, ok?
Ok, so many years you did meditations. Any changes or same as the begining? What is your meditation program? Did you ask a demon for help thru ritual?
And no, you don't have to be white to get help, we are all equal here. I am also new but I will do my best until someone more experienced comes. I know it's not much but it's something.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], josshahryar@... wrote:

Hi all
I've been trying to meet a demon or Satan himself for so many years and nothing is happening.
What is really going on?
From what i read and understood:
when you are new in satanism, demons will offer their help and guidence. But i can not even feel them although im trying so hard to do so.
Why can't I get help?
I tried asking questions on JOS, but no one wishes to help.
What I should do to get some help?
Is the color matters in being satanist?
Do i need to be a white man to get help?
Are there anyone @ JOS who want to help people like me?
All my hopes are almost lost.
If anyone want to help me, NOW is the time.

 

[stewie griffin]

for starters satan n the demons help those who help themselves jus simple dedicating ur soul n summoning a demon iz not enough have u been doin at least power meditations to open ur chahkras furthermore satan n the demons show themselves to people when the time is right
-----Original Message-----
Date: Saturday, January 22, 2011 6:47:34 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: josshahryar@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] can.t take it any more!

Hi all
I've been trying to meet a demon or Satan himself for so many years and nothing is happening.
What is really going on?
From what i read and understood:
when you are new in satanism, demons will offer their help and guidence. But i can not even feel them although im trying so hard to do so.
Why can't I get help?
I tried asking questions on JOS, but no one wishes to help.
What I should do to get some help?
Is the color matters in being satanist?
Do i need to be a white man to get help?
Are there anyone @ JOS who want to help people like me?
All my hopes are almost lost.
If anyone want to help me, NOW is the time.

 

[[email protected]]

I don't know of any "clauses"that state you have to be white to get help.[/B] What methods have you used to conjure a demon to yourself?[/B] Do you approach them with confidence or apprehension?[/B] Hail Satan![/B] Motherwolff[/B]

 

[the_fire_starter666]

"I tried asking questions on JOS, but no one wishes to help."

You asked a question about "failed power meditations" 3 weeks ago and you DID get a reply:

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/27152

"From what i read and understood:

when you are new in satanism, demons will offer their help and guidence. But i can not even feel them although im trying so hard to do so."

Yes, but it means they help those who help themselves and those who ask for their help. If you just sit down expecting someone to help you without doing anything of course you won't get anything in return. You have to do rituals to Satan and ask the Gods for help. Everything in Satanism implies that you have to be actively doing things, not just sitting and expecting.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], josshahryar@... wrote:

Hi all
I've been trying to meet a demon or Satan himself for so many years and nothing is happening.
What is really going on?
From what i read and understood:
when you are new in satanism, demons will offer their help and guidence. But i can not even feel them although im trying so hard to do so.
Why can't I get help?
I tried asking questions on JOS, but no one wishes to help.
What I should do to get some help?
Is the color matters in being satanist?
Do i need to be a white man to get help?
Are there anyone @ JOS who want to help people like me?
All my hopes are almost lost.
If anyone want to help me, NOW is the time.

 

[Henry Nav]

Hi I hear you guy, well like stewie griffin says about the power meditations and opening your chahkras and the other stuff

My self I am on the edge but I am starting to cross over where I can see things, the first time I summoned a Demon well Agares this was before I became a true dedicated Satanist, well about 2 weeks ago LOL, but I was into black magic and LHP and going from the witchcraft stuff that I was into since I got interested in the occult a few years ago

but I used a ton of incense, and a 4 X 8 box where I stuck like 20 sticks of incense, and while I was having odd feelings on my arms and talking to what I thought was there a big turtle head took the shape from the incense, like the JOS site says the incense is a great way to see if you got a visitor, just ask who your calling on to do something with the incense, or they like stewie griffin say's they might wait to make contact to the right time

I just had about 3 days ago while sleeping a voice that I NEVER heard before told me I was close to astral projecting. and that is the first time I ever had a thought or well more so Any voice in my head, not even my own I hear, it's like also what I read somewhere about the demons making contact in your dreams and one did or my guardian Demon did who ever he or she is, I yet have not find out who is but I know in time I will.

but yes meditate and work on the chakras, I know this because I have not meditate as I should but we got to if we want to advance in our skills and senses and open our mind up to things that a normal person will never see

 

[[email protected]]

Thanks Bro
It's good to know there is someone who want to help.
Bro, I've done the ritual as well as the other stuff that was mentioned on the JOS,
I know this might sound funny but I was one in a big Muslim family who was always
diffirent from the others on my childhood.
From the age of 12 onwards I was feeling that Satan is the only God and since then I always
turned to him for help and support.
whether he helped me or not is't the question and for I to leave my country deserting Army
and being far from the family and friends for almost 22 years it wasn't too hard.
I've done quite good for myself for these years and really did not asked the so called GOD for
any help since.
I know that I was blessed by someone other than GOD, so who else could really be there
for me except for SATAN?
I've always wished to meet him BUT I did not know how. And now that I know about meditations and rituals that I wasn't aware before, I was very pleased that I Finally get a chance to meet the one that I've always belieaved to be MY ONLY GOD.
But Bro, I don't know what to say when I'm trying so hard and with no resaults.
It's really sad and negative to feel you are unwanted by the one you've always LOVE and BELIEVED in.
I hope to get in touch with the one which I've preyed to for almost all my life as this means alot to me and I don't want to be disapointed.
Thanks again for your reply.
HAIL SATAN and bless all my brothers and sisters in Satanism

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@... wrote:

Talk to me, bro,what is the issue.
Ok calm down... Let's discuss and find a solution, ok?
Ok, so many years you did meditations. Any changes or same as the begining? What is your meditation program? Did you ask a demon for help thru ritual?
And no, you don't have to be white to get help, we are all equal here. I am also new but I will do my best until someone more experienced comes. I know it's not much but it's something.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], josshahryar@ wrote:

Hi all
I've been trying to meet a demon or Satan himself for so many years and nothing is happening.
What is really going on?
From what i read and understood:
when you are new in satanism, demons will offer their help and guidence. But i can not even feel them although im trying so hard to do so.
Why can't I get help?
I tried asking questions on JOS, but no one wishes to help.
What I should do to get some help?
Is the color matters in being satanist?
Do i need to be a white man to get help?
Are there anyone @ JOS who want to help people like me?
All my hopes are almost lost.
If anyone want to help me, NOW is the time.

 

[[email protected]]

Thanks for your negative reply.
Is that how you help your brthers and sisters?
Next time try it more Positivly.

HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "stewie griffin" <hoodfella973@... wrote:

for starters satan n the demons help those who help themselves jus simple dedicating ur soul n summoning a demon iz not enough have u been doin at least power meditations to open ur chahkras furthermore satan n the demons show themselves to people when the time is right
-----Original Message-----
Date: Saturday, January 22, 2011 6:47:34 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: josshahryar@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] can.t take it any more!

Hi all
I've been trying to meet a demon or Satan himself for so many years and nothing is happening.
What is really going on?
From what i read and understood:
when you are new in satanism, demons will offer their help and guidence. But i can not even feel them although im trying so hard to do so.
Why can't I get help?
I tried asking questions on JOS, but no one wishes to help.
What I should do to get some help?
Is the color matters in being satanist?
Do i need to be a white man to get help?
Are there anyone @ JOS who want to help people like me?
All my hopes are almost lost.
If anyone want to help me, NOW is the time.

 

[Don Danko]

The reply was truth, humanity is on a lower level of spiritual ability due to the enemy programs. By having a daily spiritual practice of Power Meditations you will awaken the dormant aspects of the psyche to where you will be able to speak, see and hear the Gods direcly.   Prehaps they have already made contact you just have not been awake of the signs. Your here after all are you not, so some divine guidence on their part for you right there.

From: "josshahryar@..." <josshahryar@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sun, January 23, 2011 7:54:15 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: can.t take it any more!

  Thanks for your negative reply.
Is that how you help your brthers and sisters?
Next time try it more Positivly.

HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "stewie griffin" <hoodfella973@... wrote:

for starters satan n the demons help those who help themselves jus simple dedicating ur soul n summoning a demon iz not enough have u been doin at least power meditations to open ur chahkras furthermore satan n the demons show themselves to people when the time is right
-----Original Message-----
Date: Saturday, January 22, 2011 6:47:34 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: josshahryar@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] can.t take it any more!

Hi all
I've been trying to meet a demon or Satan himself for so many years and nothing is happening.
What is really going on?
From what i read and understood:
when you are new in satanism, demons will offer their help and guidence. But i can not even feel them although im trying so hard to do so.
Why can't I get help?
I tried asking questions on JOS, but no one wishes to help.
What I should do to get some help?
Is the color matters in being satanist?
Do i need to be a white man to get help?
Are there anyone @ JOS who want to help people like me?
All my hopes are almost lost.
If anyone want to help me, NOW is the time.

 

[stewie griffin]

every question deserves a certain response and as i reread your orginal post there is no indication to me that states that u need to be patted on the back or to be hugged my first post u stated was negative beats the hell outta me i just stated the truth of what ur problems might be or havin cant take it anymore is just sayin you are given up because no one as u stated has helped you in the past and you havent met satan and the demons yet im goin to give benfit of doubt that u r doin power meditations n you forgot to mention it n the post if thats the case here is a simple solution go on the joyofsatan.org website n go to the demons section summoning it will give you a q&a of why ur demon contact was a success or failure i am not tryna put u down or make u fill bad im jus givin u tough love because thats what i feel u need at this time.....hs
-----Original Message-----
Date: Sunday, January 23, 2011 10:35:11 am
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: josshahryar@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: can.t take it any more!

Thanks for your negative reply.
Is that how you help your brthers and sisters?
Next time try it more Positivly.

HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "stewie griffin" <hoodfella973@... wrote:

for starters satan n the demons help those who help themselves jus simple dedicating ur soul n summoning a demon iz not enough have u been doin at least power meditations to open ur chahkras furthermore satan n the demons show themselves to people when the time is right
-----Original Message-----
Date: Saturday, January 22, 2011 6:47:34 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: josshahryar@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] can.t take it any more!

Hi all
I've been trying to meet a demon or Satan himself for so many years and nothing is happening.
What is really going on?
From what i read and understood:
when you are new in satanism, demons will offer their help and guidence. But i can not even feel them although im trying so hard to do so.
Why can't I get help?

 

[GakunGak1]

I'm at the end of Hell's Army training program for second month and still did not meet any God face to face. I did ask Father Satan when I am ready to show someone to me. Let them dictate the timing. Just focus on power meditations! Practice concentration because it's the hardest. I've been touched a few times and that's the closest thing I come to a demon. Did not see or hear him. It takes time, someone is more open, someone is not, it's all individually.
So, if you have time, try to increase meditation. Notice any changes, humming in your ears, what you feel in your body, anything....
Don't be frustrated if the results don't show right away, just make sure you don't skip meditating for a day, it will set you back to the begining.
Care to share what your meditation session looks like?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], josshahryar@... wrote:

Thanks Bro
It's good to know there is someone who want to help.
Bro, I've done the ritual as well as the other stuff that was mentioned on the JOS,
I know this might sound funny but I was one in a big Muslim family who was always
diffirent from the others on my childhood.
From the age of 12 onwards I was feeling that Satan is the only God and since then I always
turned to him for help and support.
whether he helped me or not is't the question and for I to leave my country deserting Army
and being far from the family and friends for almost 22 years it wasn't too hard.
I've done quite good for myself for these years and really did not asked the so called GOD for
any help since.
I know that I was blessed by someone other than GOD, so who else could really be there
for me except for SATAN?
I've always wished to meet him BUT I did not know how. And now that I know about meditations and rituals that I wasn't aware before, I was very pleased that I Finally get a chance to meet the one that I've always belieaved to be MY ONLY GOD.
But Bro, I don't know what to say when I'm trying so hard and with no resaults.
It's really sad and negative to feel you are unwanted by the one you've always LOVE and BELIEVED in.
I hope to get in touch with the one which I've preyed to for almost all my life as this means alot to me and I don't want to be disapointed.
Thanks again for your reply.
HAIL SATAN and bless all my brothers and sisters in Satanism






--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@ wrote:

Talk to me, bro,what is the issue.
Ok calm down... Let's discuss and find a solution, ok?
Ok, so many years you did meditations. Any changes or same as the begining? What is your meditation program? Did you ask a demon for help thru ritual?
And no, you don't have to be white to get help, we are all equal here. I am also new but I will do my best until someone more experienced comes. I know it's not much but it's something.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], josshahryar@ wrote:

Hi all
I've been trying to meet a demon or Satan himself for so many years and nothing is happening.
What is really going on?
From what i read and understood:
when you are new in satanism, demons will offer their help and guidence. But i can not even feel them although im trying so hard to do so.
Why can't I get help?
I tried asking questions on JOS, but no one wishes to help.
What I should do to get some help?
Is the color matters in being satanist?
Do i need to be a white man to get help?
Are there anyone @ JOS who want to help people like me?
All my hopes are almost lost.
If anyone want to help me, NOW is the time.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Hail Satan,
I have to agree with you that one should not miss a day of Power meditations,I certainly don't now.But the thing that I disagree with you about is that you have to start over.I have found,as I know High Priestess Maxine has said in one of her sermons,that what ever you do in Satan's name is not lost.I got very sick from a virus about six weeks ago.After six month's of steady everyday Hatha and Power Meditations,because of having COPD,and this virus,I had to stop my Power Meditations,because I could not hardly breath.Before I stopped I had already opened all my chakras.Within a week of being able to continue,I have already opened all my chakras,and can feel the energy flowing in my body as before,and am doing the mer ka ba meditation.So I know from my own experience,that you don't ever loose what you have worked for.I thought that it would take me months to get back to where I was,but I found it only took a week.Just my experience,we all have our own.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Mon, 1/24/11, GakunGak <drgnjvnv@... wrote:

From: GakunGak <drgnjvnv@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: can.t take it any more!
To: [email protected]
Date: Monday, January 24, 2011, 6:23 AM

  I'm at the end of Hell's Army training program for second month and still did not meet any God face to face. I did ask Father Satan when I am ready to show someone to me. Let them dictate the timing. Just focus on power meditations! Practice concentration because it's the hardest. I've been touched a few times and that's the closest thing I come to a demon. Did not see or hear him. It takes time, someone is more open, someone is not, it's all individually.
So, if you have time, try to increase meditation. Notice any changes, humming in your ears, what you feel in your body, anything....
Don't be frustrated if the results don't show right away, just make sure you don't skip meditating for a day, it will set you back to the begining.
Care to share what your meditation session looks like?

--- [/IMG][email protected], josshahryar@... wrote:

Thanks Bro
It's good to know there is someone who want to help.
Bro, I've done the ritual as well as the other stuff that was mentioned on the JOS,
I know this might sound funny but I was one in a big Muslim family who was always
diffirent from the others on my childhood.
From the age of 12 onwards I was feeling that Satan is the only God and since then I always
turned to him for help and support.
whether he helped me or not is't the question and for I to leave my country deserting Army
and being far from the family and friends for almost 22 years it wasn't too hard.
I've done quite good for myself for these years and really did not asked the so called GOD for
any help since.
I know that I was blessed by someone other than GOD, so who else could really be there
for me except for SATAN?
I've always wished to meet him BUT I did not know how. And now that I know about meditations and rituals that I wasn't aware before, I was very pleased that I Finally get a chance to meet the one that I've always belieaved to be MY ONLY GOD.
But Bro, I don't know what to say when I'm trying so hard and with no resaults.
It's really sad and negative to feel you are unwanted by the one you've always LOVE and BELIEVED in.
I hope to get in touch with the one which I've preyed to for almost all my life as this means alot to me and I don't want to be disapointed.
Thanks again for your reply.
HAIL SATAN and bless all my brothers and sisters in Satanism






--- [/IMG][email protected], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@ wrote:

Talk to me, bro,what is the issue.
Ok calm down... Let's discuss and find a solution, ok?
Ok, so many years you did meditations. Any changes or same as the begining? What is your meditation program? Did you ask a demon for help thru ritual?
And no, you don't have to be white to get help, we are all equal here. I am also new but I will do my best until someone more experienced comes. I know it's not much but it's something.


--- [/IMG][email protected], josshahryar@ wrote:

Hi all
I've been trying to meet a demon or Satan himself for so many years and nothing is happening.
What is really going on?
From what i read and understood:
when you are new in satanism, demons will offer their help and guidence. But i can not even feel them although im trying so hard to do so.
Why can't I get help?
I tried asking questions on JOS, but no one wishes to help.
What I should do to get some help?
Is the color matters in being satanist?
Do i need to be a white man to get help?
Are there anyone @ JOS who want to help people like me?
All my hopes are almost lost.
If anyone want to help me, NOW is the time.

[/TD]

 

[Alley Cat]

Joss,when we first come to Satanism, Demons and Father Satan do not appear just like that. To expect Them to do so is disrespectful. This is Satan, the God of Hell, Creator of Mankind, Lord of the Earth.Like all relationships, what we put in is what we get back. Work on a relationship with Satan. Get to know Him, read about Him, pray to Him.Even if we summon Demons, and They come, we may not be open enough to sense or feel Them. This comes with power meditation and time.
Power meditations are found on the Joy of Satan website.
HAIL SATAN.



From: stewie griffin <hoodfella973@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sun, January 23, 2011 1:12:41 PM
Subject: RE: [JoyofSatan666] Re: can.t take it any more!

  every question deserves a certain response and as i reread your orginal post there is no indication to me that states that u need to be patted on the back or to be hugged my first post u stated was negative beats the hell outta me i just stated the truth of what ur problems might be or havin cant take it anymore is just sayin you are given up because no one as u stated has helped you in the past and you havent met satan and the demons yet im goin to give benfit of doubt that u r doin power meditations n you forgot to mention it n the post if thats the case here is a simple solution go on the joyofsatan.org website n go to the demons section summoning it will give you a q&a of why ur demon contact was a success or failure i am not tryna put u down or make u fill bad im jus givin u tough love because thats what i feel u need at this time.....hs
-----Original Message-----
Date: Sunday, January 23, 2011 10:35:11 am
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: josshahryar@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: can.t take it any more!

Thanks for your negative reply.
Is that how you help your brthers and sisters?
Next time try it more Positivly.

HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "stewie griffin" <hoodfella973@... wrote:

for starters satan n the demons help those who help themselves jus simple dedicating ur soul n summoning a demon iz not enough have u been doin at least power meditations to open ur chahkras furthermore satan n the demons show themselves to people when the time is right
-----Original Message-----
Date: Saturday, January 22, 2011 6:47:34 pm
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: josshahryar@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] can.t take it any more!

Hi all
I've been trying to meet a demon or Satan himself for so many years and nothing is happening.
What is really going on?
From what i read and understood:
when you are new in satanism, demons will offer their help and guidence. But i can not even feel them although im trying so hard to do so.
Why can't I get help?