Can someone please help.....?

[warmaster721]

i haven't been on the Teens 4 Satan webgroup's page for a while, my apologies to Father. The doctor diagnosed me with schizofrenia, but i didn't fight it because i knew that would be useless. i got really pissed off though, and i started feeling kind of strange...i kind of feel myself regressing to old tendencies such as; listening to Goregrind, obsessing over evil clowns and other masked killers...most significant of all, i feel like beating someone to a bloody pulp. Well, my concern is with all of this going on in my head, i really didn't find myself connecting well with Father...