Brothers and sisters i need some moral support....

[dagradiaboli]

Brothers and sister of father Lucifer, i want to thank you in advanced for reading this. its an issue that has just currently arose..

See, i was in a relationship with this girl, whom i thought was wonderful, amazing, a gift from Father Lucifer..(he told me he'd send someone when i was ready) however, she apparently has left me now, and I'm devastated. I can't get over the pain its nearly unbearable. Its incredibly horrible, i don't know why i let my emotion get in the way, but they did. She's apparently left me for one of her older boyfriends. After lying to my face and telling me she loved me and wanted to be with me forever. Now, I'm not sure if this was caused by opposite energies interfering, but i do know 1: she attended catholic school for a long period of time, but she claims she doesn't like Xianity. (She CLAIMS to be athiest)

Now, at first i was destroyed upon being able to think, i even had a moment of doubt in father of why he would do this, i am a satanist of 7 years(forgive me father for the doubt has been removed from my mind and he is the only one for me)However...upon further investigation i DID realize something was...strange about the relationship, she would text me or call me or something would happen which would cause me to look at the clock, and many MANY times it read "11:11" (without me even knowing near what time it was) Upon further study of the number 11:11, some spiritualists believe that when you see the number 11:11 on the clock or elsewhere, it means your "Spirit Guide" in their terms (or I'll say Guardian Demon in ours) is present with you, and wants you to acknowledge them. Now, my Guardian demon i figured out some time ago is Enlil, and i have been lucky enough to speak to him in my astral temple. I am wondering...Father Lucifer stated that "When i am ready" he would send someone to be a companion to me, and i have since then waited and asked him every now and then if he thought i was ready. He always replied the same, and i understood.


Now...here's the part i want to ask you, if 11:11 does symbolize my guardian demon being present with me, (which happened strangely a lot over the course of the relationship)do you think it was all a test? That Father was testing me to see if i was ready?? It all came together when i started to think about it, and made a lot of sense to me. What is your opinions Brothers and Sisters?


Hail Enki, Hail Enlil, and the gods of old.

-Dagra

 

[David De Jager]

hello brother, ok so you know of the saying everything happens for a reason. this could be an example. i wouldn't say this is a test, but more of a preperation to something. although i couold be wrong. ask yourself brother, what is being tested in you? and what could you gain from this experience. go outside, to where no one can hear you or see you, or wouldnt take notice. get into a slight trance and think about EVERYTHING that happened with you and the girl, what you talked about, what you felt, everything. lay out the puzzle and put it together. ask yourself why this and that, listen carefully to the answer inside youl.   this is my suggestion. good luck brother. may peace be with you.   hail father

From: dagradiaboli <dagradiaboli@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, 27 May, 2009 12:55:43 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Brothers and sisters i need some moral support....

Brothers and sister of father Lucifer, i want to thank you in advanced for reading this. its an issue that has just currently arose..

See, i was in a relationship with this girl, whom i thought was wonderful, amazing, a gift from Father Lucifer..(he told me he'd send someone when i was ready) however, she apparently has left me now, and I'm devastated. I can't get over the pain its nearly unbearable. Its incredibly horrible, i don't know why i let my emotion get in the way, but they did. She's apparently left me for one of her older boyfriends. After lying to my face and telling me she loved me and wanted to be with me forever. Now, I'm not sure if this was caused by opposite energies interfering, but i do know 1: she attended catholic school for a long period of time, but she claims she doesn't like Xianity. (She CLAIMS to be athiest)

Now, at first i was destroyed upon being able to think, i even had a moment of doubt in father of why he would do this, i am a satanist of 7 years(forgive me father for the doubt has been removed from my mind and he is the only one for me)However.. .upon further investigation i DID realize something was...strange about the relationship, she would text me or call me or something would happen which would cause me to look at the clock, and many MANY times it read "11:11" (without me even knowing near what time it was) Upon further study of the number 11:11, some spiritualists believe that when you see the number 11:11 on the clock or elsewhere, it means your "Spirit Guide" in their terms (or I'll say Guardian Demon in ours) is present with you, and wants you to acknowledge them. Now, my Guardian demon i figured out some time ago is Enlil, and i have been lucky enough to speak to him in my astral temple. I am wondering... Father Lucifer stated that "When i am ready" he would send someone to be a companion to me, and i have since then waited and asked him every now and then if he thought i was ready. He always replied the same, and i understood.

Now...here's the part i want to ask you, if 11:11 does symbolize my guardian demon being present with me, (which happened strangely a lot over the course of the relationship) do you think it was all a test? That Father was testing me to see if i was ready?? It all came together when i started to think about it, and made a lot of sense to me. What is your opinions Brothers and Sisters?

Hail Enki, Hail Enlil, and the gods of old.

-Dagra


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