i'm reading thru some of maxines old material and have been trying to find the pdf versions of some of the books she mentions including The watchers,and others-any advise? i haven't really found these books in the libraries near me as far as i know but i'll look there too just in case. besides shelling out money i don't have any advise would be appreciated.-oh i had glanced at a post about a person feeling pressure and power during meditation and thats compltly normal it's ether the kundalinie activating or the chakras picking up speed. you'll get this a lot as you advance.