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Not sure what's going on I can no longer feel an energy buzz after one round of power meditations I start to yawn which is a sign to stop I no longer can visualize energy in white gold and color I still do the newest rtrs and the days I miss I make it up with more rounds... I'm in nyc which is enemy territory... my building is behind a church and their are a few Jewish neiborhoods surrounding me it's getting worse the more jews I see on a daily basis the worse I get that includes my emotional state... I can no longer do deep trance meditations which is important for my visualization I do not want to quit I will not quit.. I've been a spiritual satanist for 3 years and have been reduced to a beginner level starting from scratch as you could guess this is the third time I'm supposed  to be able to cover sate and share my ideas of warfare it our gods... I need help

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[satansdemons]

I'd there a chance you can get involved with a coven? Or join Hells Army?
Otherwise, I suggest you try getting into more advanced meditations and possibly magic, which you probably know is in the "meditation/ magick" section on 'JoS' website - hang in there!
Father Satan and His Demons bless and protect you!

 

[satanicninja]

I guess you gotta clean your aura more and build a stronger aura of protection daily. Also increase the times of your banishing rituals and build a shield around your house.

This is probably a time to focus on this in your meditations.

I'm just copy/pasting some comments from Johnson Akemi:

First of all, clean your aura and build an aura of protection daily. A clean aura naturally repels negative energy, banishes depression, and prevents
disease from manifesting. A dirty aura will cause bad luck, negative thoughts, financial hardship, problems with meditation, and other issues. A strong aura of protection will guard you against bad luck, accidents, psychic or physical attack, horrible people, and other misfortune.

How to Clean Your Aura
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html

Aura of Protection
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html

Meditation for Protection
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic10007.html

You can also absorb energy from the sun or visualize yourself in a golden aura and affirm 108 times “I am always safe, secure, protected, and healthy in every way,”. The protection working can be done multiple
times a day.

Banishing Ritual
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... shing.html

Satanic Electric-Blue Fire (The picture is towards the middle of the page)
http://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/extras.html

Building a shield around your house and doing a daily Banishing Ritual keeps enemy entities out of your house. If enemy entities are strong, you can do more than 9 vibrations of VINASA to banish them. You can build a shield of Satanic electric-blue fire and affirm something like, "Those not of Satan cannot enter this house," or, "Enemies of Satan are completely and
permanently banished from this house."