dark_pagan_666
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This is a story for those who would like to read, about my life to satanism.
(Shit...this story got longer than expected)
I remember when I was 7 years old, second grade. I didn't thought of much, I simply enjoyed the life, out playing with my friends, playing video games, simply having fun! I recall that I've always had this fascination about the paranormal and the occult. And so did my friends...the closest we got was Harry Potter with the wand, though. Which was really fun, even though I knew that was all bullshit.
Anyways, soon my mother told me that me and my cousin was starting on this thing, called ''The love of Jesus'', and I asked why? My mother replied. because that is where the good kids go, and I asked why? My mother replied again with because you just have to and that is the end of it. I was just a kid back then, so I was like ''Yeah, okay..whatever!'' But, actually! My mom couldn't give a shit if I went to The house of God and joined a choir, where we got teached and brainwashed by xianity. That was my ant, she claimed that if I didn't go I would become a douchbag, drug addict and then join the Devil worshippers. Uhm, yeah..I know, fuck me right?
So when me and my cousin came to that nasty place, "House of God", there were grown ups, that started preaching about how wonderful and good Jewsus is. And there was things they said about sins and like that. I started to question them actually, on how did they know he was real and how he helps and why God would send us to a place of torture, if he loved us so much...Needless to say, that bitch had no answer. She said I was a BAD child, a bad seed. and needed to ask of forgiveness to the lord. My punishment was standing in a corner, reading bible verse, and praying to god, and she refused to give me food included. I was just pretending reading that shit, and I was sad, at the same time confused on what I did wrong.
The next day, we started to teach about religion on school, and the teacher started to preach about that shitty kike jewsus and that god of theirs. I told I got punished the day before because of something I questioned. SHE ASKED ABOUT WHAT. Well, I questioned her the same, and she gasped, like really gasped, and gave me this strange look if I was retarded or something. And, oh yeah! She punished me too!
She gave me a fucking bible, and told me I was going to sit in this small room with a big window in it, at second floor. She said I had to think over the bad things I've said and had to come to her in the end of the day and apologice to her. While I sat hter on school, in punishment. Confused of what wrong I had done, I watched the other kids at school outside playing and having fun. And I sat inside that tiny room for two fucking hours. And for a child, that is a very long time!
So, the results was that I stopped questioning, because I felt like I was dumb. And was scared for getting that treatment again. As a result, I felt so dumb and ashamed that I didn't ask for help in any class.
Then, the next year, I told my friends that I was gay. And they started to bully me like I was a abomination or something. Yet, deep inside I knew I was all natural. So, I stopped telling them things about me.
My parents, they are secretive, and I am as well. I didn't tell them anything of what was going on, because I stopped caring.
I do recall finding the Jos website when I was in sixth grade, but I didn't understand english at that moment so I was scared as fuck.
At high school, I was a very rude, and a cruel person. I was a agnostic, cause I always believed there had to be a spirit world. But, I hated xianity, like whenever someone said 'God' or 'Jesus', I said, 'Ew, don't say that, thats nastey!' The others just laughed..
Anyways. Then this one day me and my best friend, started out this insane philosophy, about thinking that, what if..everything is backwards? Like, xianity is like a program that wants our souls, and satanism is our true religion and things like that?? What if the angels are the evil ones and the demons the good ones, and Satan is our true Lord? (And how awesome philosophy by an agnostic kid isn't that!?)
My best friend said as well: "What if there exist another species, that is like us on a different planet, but are perfect in every way? Their appearance, skin, hair and body and mind are perfect? And can do magick and stuff! And maybe that we can teach how to do that as well?
(Well, the connections are pretty clear, don't you think?)We started laughing, then hampering over that it was only a theory. Even though since I was a child, I knew magick existed, not the harry-potter-kind-of-way, but having abnormal abilities, such as pyrokinesis, telikinesis and using the mind kind of way. (Honestly)
And.....TADAAA!!!! We found the Joy of Satan!!! Well, actually, we came in a topic of sex demons and got curious, and got a link on google and read about them and found the JoS link abouth them, and everything got like. Shit. This. This got suddenly serious.
Coming to the homepage and reading that Satan is our True creator god of humanity, and that he loves us and is not evil. That felt extremely right, I just knew it with all my heart! I was HOME! This is where I belong, home. I was moved to tears! I couldn't believe it, all the lies, and brainwashing. Xianity and its cohorts is all a lie, and somehow I've always felt that way. It all came to sense, and I was finally where I always knew in my soul that Satan is the One True God of Humanity. I felt instant my connection with Father Satan! And Before I even had read anything on the site. Me and my best friend decided to dedicate our soul to Satan, the next week. The only time we both got privacy!
I do not regret a second of it! I rather die, then living a life without Satan! He has shown me and given me so much! I am so greatful to him. Beyond words!!!
HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!~ Dark Pagan 666
(Shit...this story got longer than expected)
I remember when I was 7 years old, second grade. I didn't thought of much, I simply enjoyed the life, out playing with my friends, playing video games, simply having fun! I recall that I've always had this fascination about the paranormal and the occult. And so did my friends...the closest we got was Harry Potter with the wand, though. Which was really fun, even though I knew that was all bullshit.
Anyways, soon my mother told me that me and my cousin was starting on this thing, called ''The love of Jesus'', and I asked why? My mother replied. because that is where the good kids go, and I asked why? My mother replied again with because you just have to and that is the end of it. I was just a kid back then, so I was like ''Yeah, okay..whatever!'' But, actually! My mom couldn't give a shit if I went to The house of God and joined a choir, where we got teached and brainwashed by xianity. That was my ant, she claimed that if I didn't go I would become a douchbag, drug addict and then join the Devil worshippers. Uhm, yeah..I know, fuck me right?
So when me and my cousin came to that nasty place, "House of God", there were grown ups, that started preaching about how wonderful and good Jewsus is. And there was things they said about sins and like that. I started to question them actually, on how did they know he was real and how he helps and why God would send us to a place of torture, if he loved us so much...Needless to say, that bitch had no answer. She said I was a BAD child, a bad seed. and needed to ask of forgiveness to the lord. My punishment was standing in a corner, reading bible verse, and praying to god, and she refused to give me food included. I was just pretending reading that shit, and I was sad, at the same time confused on what I did wrong.
The next day, we started to teach about religion on school, and the teacher started to preach about that shitty kike jewsus and that god of theirs. I told I got punished the day before because of something I questioned. SHE ASKED ABOUT WHAT. Well, I questioned her the same, and she gasped, like really gasped, and gave me this strange look if I was retarded or something. And, oh yeah! She punished me too!
She gave me a fucking bible, and told me I was going to sit in this small room with a big window in it, at second floor. She said I had to think over the bad things I've said and had to come to her in the end of the day and apologice to her. While I sat hter on school, in punishment. Confused of what wrong I had done, I watched the other kids at school outside playing and having fun. And I sat inside that tiny room for two fucking hours. And for a child, that is a very long time!
So, the results was that I stopped questioning, because I felt like I was dumb. And was scared for getting that treatment again. As a result, I felt so dumb and ashamed that I didn't ask for help in any class.
Then, the next year, I told my friends that I was gay. And they started to bully me like I was a abomination or something. Yet, deep inside I knew I was all natural. So, I stopped telling them things about me.
My parents, they are secretive, and I am as well. I didn't tell them anything of what was going on, because I stopped caring.
I do recall finding the Jos website when I was in sixth grade, but I didn't understand english at that moment so I was scared as fuck.
At high school, I was a very rude, and a cruel person. I was a agnostic, cause I always believed there had to be a spirit world. But, I hated xianity, like whenever someone said 'God' or 'Jesus', I said, 'Ew, don't say that, thats nastey!' The others just laughed..
Anyways. Then this one day me and my best friend, started out this insane philosophy, about thinking that, what if..everything is backwards? Like, xianity is like a program that wants our souls, and satanism is our true religion and things like that?? What if the angels are the evil ones and the demons the good ones, and Satan is our true Lord? (And how awesome philosophy by an agnostic kid isn't that!?)
My best friend said as well: "What if there exist another species, that is like us on a different planet, but are perfect in every way? Their appearance, skin, hair and body and mind are perfect? And can do magick and stuff! And maybe that we can teach how to do that as well?
(Well, the connections are pretty clear, don't you think?)We started laughing, then hampering over that it was only a theory. Even though since I was a child, I knew magick existed, not the harry-potter-kind-of-way, but having abnormal abilities, such as pyrokinesis, telikinesis and using the mind kind of way. (Honestly)
And.....TADAAA!!!! We found the Joy of Satan!!! Well, actually, we came in a topic of sex demons and got curious, and got a link on google and read about them and found the JoS link abouth them, and everything got like. Shit. This. This got suddenly serious.
Coming to the homepage and reading that Satan is our True creator god of humanity, and that he loves us and is not evil. That felt extremely right, I just knew it with all my heart! I was HOME! This is where I belong, home. I was moved to tears! I couldn't believe it, all the lies, and brainwashing. Xianity and its cohorts is all a lie, and somehow I've always felt that way. It all came to sense, and I was finally where I always knew in my soul that Satan is the One True God of Humanity. I felt instant my connection with Father Satan! And Before I even had read anything on the site. Me and my best friend decided to dedicate our soul to Satan, the next week. The only time we both got privacy!
I do not regret a second of it! I rather die, then living a life without Satan! He has shown me and given me so much! I am so greatful to him. Beyond words!!!
HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!~ Dark Pagan 666
It's funny how the so-called "conspiracy theories" are actually based on facts... and the reason the 'media' (jews) keep on saying that 'it's just a crazy conspiracy theory' is because they don't want us to question of things, and they just want us to idly accept whatever they feed us... This goes for religion, politics and wars of course...
