When I meditate, alot of times right after ill be dog tired. My body forces me to lay down and sleep. I'll end up sleeping till mid day. Even after working with energy when I should be invigorated.
Another problem I've had is my concentration, and visualization isn't as strong as it could be. I can't concentrate for more then 5 mins on something during meditation. Its extremely frustrating and makes me very angry at myself. Yes! I do void meditation frequently, but it seems even then I can't find that void of nothingness for long. (2-3 mins) as if something is stopping me
So I've been trying to find the answer from various sources. One idea centers on " occupants, discarnates, auric attachments and negative thought forms" ( all meaning the same thing)
These discarnates are energetic fragments of souls that haven't passed through the light tunnel in the astral so they're here seeking energy to live. They're energy vampires that attach through slits in the aura to the chakras when we experience analogical moments.
These discarnates pulse negative thoughts through, that are just awful. For me suicide, sometimes I hate that I'm a part of life and I just want to leave.
I really want these discarnates to leave. But all these website wanted was money to clear them for you and be dependent on them. I say No.. I clear them myself somehow, I just don't think cleansing my aura is sufficient enough. If I don't get these discarnates to leave they're going to drive me to insanity and ill never progress in Satanism or meditation. Anytime I do meditations I've always been held back and I know why.. I've been meditation consistently and always wonder why no progress? Can't visualize strong enough. No concentration.
Thank you, sorry for all the rambling. Take care
Hail Enki! And all the gods.
Another problem I've had is my concentration, and visualization isn't as strong as it could be. I can't concentrate for more then 5 mins on something during meditation. Its extremely frustrating and makes me very angry at myself. Yes! I do void meditation frequently, but it seems even then I can't find that void of nothingness for long. (2-3 mins) as if something is stopping me
So I've been trying to find the answer from various sources. One idea centers on " occupants, discarnates, auric attachments and negative thought forms" ( all meaning the same thing)
These discarnates are energetic fragments of souls that haven't passed through the light tunnel in the astral so they're here seeking energy to live. They're energy vampires that attach through slits in the aura to the chakras when we experience analogical moments.
These discarnates pulse negative thoughts through, that are just awful. For me suicide, sometimes I hate that I'm a part of life and I just want to leave.
I really want these discarnates to leave. But all these website wanted was money to clear them for you and be dependent on them. I say No.. I clear them myself somehow, I just don't think cleansing my aura is sufficient enough. If I don't get these discarnates to leave they're going to drive me to insanity and ill never progress in Satanism or meditation. Anytime I do meditations I've always been held back and I know why.. I've been meditation consistently and always wonder why no progress? Can't visualize strong enough. No concentration.
Thank you, sorry for all the rambling. Take care
Hail Enki! And all the gods.