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memphisgamingpunk

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Greetings ive been lost for sometime now i have done my dedication ritual long ago i praise and preach about father enki's name to others and i do my best not to give in or let the lies of christians affect me or the ones i love around me. I pray everynight to father satan and my demons whom ever they may be that watch over me and yet i still dont truly see or hear them i do meditation though im unsure if i do them well enough but im sure father hears me and his demons! at times i feel great pressence around me the energies i feel at times are so great it makes me tremble and at the same time it empowers my every being so i know they are there listening and trying to help me...I know we as humans have to work together to achieve our goals and help our father out as much as possible i to want to help in anyway possible that i can im a soldier in this life and very powerful witch and maybe even pyhic friend once told me she has seen me in cloth which she described and what i found to be clothing of old uniforms us army history i was a soldier in my past life and i am one now...what im saying is im here to do what i can and i ask guidance from all our priests and priestesses to hear me and guide me in anyway that they hear fathers will to be my own as well!! HAIL SATAN!!!
 
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Greetings ive been lost for sometime now i have done my dedication ritual long ago i praise and preach about father enki's name to others and i do my best not to give in or let the lies of christians affect me or the ones i love around me. I pray everynight to father satan and my demons whom ever they may be that watch over me and yet i still dont truly see or hear them i do meditation though im unsure if i do them well enough but im sure father hears me and his demons! at times i feel great pressence around me the energies i feel at times are so great it makes me tremble and at the same time it empowers my every being so i know they are there listening and trying to help me...I know we as humans have to work together to achieve our goals and help our father out as much as possible i to want to help in anyway possible that i can im a soldier in this life and very powerful witch and maybe even pyhic friend once told me she has seen me in cloth which she described and what i found to be clothing of old uniforms us army history i was a soldier in my past life and i am one now...what im saying is im here to do what i can and i ask guidance from all our priests and priestesses to hear me and guide me in anyway that they hear fathers will to be my own as well!! HAIL SATAN!!!
Continue Power Meditation, eventually you will be able to hear him
 
I know I am not a high priest but I thought that I would just say that Im in a similar position, i don't get to do my meditations as much as i would like and i sometimes worry that i will loose touch with father and the demons. But I soon realised that even the shortest amount of mediations or concentration or visualisations can help, I quite often try to visualise things while im walking around at work or while eating I will try to concentrate my mind on one thing, just to keep my mind active and strong.

It is important to remember that as a satanist we have already chosen to make our lives more difficult in a xtian filled world, but we must keep trying and making ourselves known both spritually and in the physical world and to show that we can achieve anything by ourselves and once we have shown how well we can do on our own soon the demons will see your potential and come to help perfect it.

From the sounds of it you have already had some good experiences and it sounds like the demons are taking a real interest in you, i think you just need to keep it up doing the power meditations stengthening yourself. If you haven't already try and find out who your guradian is and try contacting them, they will definitely be able to guide you on your path.

Hope that helps.

HAIL SATAN!!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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