Atheist skeptic needs friends and a little guidance

[zachariahsells]

Hi, I'm new. This group is a little cluttered and disorganized but, the JoS site said that they were working on that. I'm not sure what the next step is myself. I am an atheist and I tend to be skeptical about believing in anything. However, I have study ancient history and the beginnings of the bible stories for many years and the historical info on the JoS site is all legit. I live in the backwater state of OK so, I don't really have the ability to meet people to talk to close to me but, I am still very intrigued but what I've read so far. A few moths ago, I shed the last vestiges of lingering zionist induced doubts by blaspheming the whole trinity! It was very cathartic actually. Can some of you tell me a little about your stories and maybe we can help each other out and, maybe some more good folks that have been on here a lot longer than us will chime in too?Eternally searching for truth,Zachariah

 

[shenshakti1]

There is a forum too which is more organized but it seems to have less activity than the groups.

I was an agnostic but always intrigued by kundalini, qi gong so I decided to do chakra meditation and tbh I felt dumb while doing so. But when I had a couple minutes of focusing on my root I couldn't believe what I felt, like a fraction of what an orgasm feels so I decided to focus on my 2nd chakra and same thing. Eventually stopped around my throat since I felt tired and I felt an orgasm in my entire body but not overwhelming just a light wave of pleasure and since then I knew something was up with this.

The problem is I never wrote things down so there are things I have forgotten. But there is definitely more than just a physical reality.

 

[Audrell Crowe]

Certainly. I, myself was doing a bit of biblical research as well when I first discovered the JoS site. After doing intensive research and experimenting with the meditations for about a week, I decided to perform the dedication ritual. About four months later, here I am conversing with you. You said you required some guidance, can you elaborate, please?


On Tuesday, February 16, 2016 11:05 PM, "zachariahsells@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hi, I'm new. This group is a little cluttered and disorganized but, the JoS site said that they were working on that. I'm not sure what the next step is myself. I am an atheist and I tend to be skeptical about believing in anything. However, I have study ancient history and the beginnings of the bible stories for many years and the historical info on the JoS site is all legit. I live in the backwater state of OK so, I don't really have the ability to meet people to talk to close to me but, I am still very intrigued but what I've read so far. A few moths ago, I shed the last vestiges of lingering zionist induced doubts by blaspheming the whole trinity! It was very cathartic actually. Can some of you tell me a little about your stories and maybe we can help each other out and, maybe some more good folks that have been on here a lot longer than us will chime in too?Eternally searching for truth,Zachariah

 

[raditus]

When I was young, in my teens years I did the usual, went to church with my parents, etc. Then I became involved with (secretly) Occult and spell casting. It seemed good for me, not to be with Jehova any longer. It felt wholesome, right, but still something seemed lacking. Around 2003, I found the JOS site back then, started reading. THAT was what I was missing! I fell right in line with it, and Father Satan, and never looked back since.

Since then, Satan has guided me to try new things, and more than once, saved my life. He even set a guard at my house about people outside the family coming by randomly to our house wihtout any notice- since I have an issue with people doing that. Strange things happen, I go right to a window to look outside. Sure enough, it's either neighbors sneaking up our driveway to ambush us at the house to start shite or other members of Team Toilet stirring up trouble. The protection has recently extended down to the edge of my driveway.

I have developed other strange skills, some very slowly, but cool nonetheless. I haven't been going at the pace I want lately, but that is MY fault, not Satan's.  To be sure, it's not a one way street. Someone cannot just sit back and say, "I'm with Satan," and not do anything else. Even if it's only doing RTRs  lately, I have been making sure I pull my weight.

The short version is that I used to be 'meh' about the other ways of life. Now, I would never go back to a 'normal' life that would make me not notice Satan and the way he is fair, to all the gifts he bestows on people who follow him.