asking Father who my guardian demon is with a pendulum

[ferreirashiatsu]

Just an hour ago I consulted with Father as to who my guardian demon is and I used a pendulum and an alphabet chart. It spelled out Lilioho. I was very thankful but a little confused as I have never heard of Lilioho. I searched online and was sent to sites that were about Lilith. I asked Father again with my pendulum whether I made a mistake and was my guardian in fact Lilith, my answer was yes. I read in the JoS site that one should not call upon Lilith. How may I confer with her if I am not able to call her. I don't want to upset her or Father. Help please!

Hail Lucifer!!

John