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[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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Void is training your mind to focus. It is just a mental skill. It is not mutually exclusive with normal thought, because you employ it selectively.

What you describe near the end here is a classic yin deficiency case. By drinking caffeine so much and not just sleeping, you are like frying your body and making it unable to relax. That is why you fell asleep when you tried meditating.

This yin deficiency reflects in both the mind and body, as you have both trouble voiding and falling asleep. If this is the case, you should not be drinking any caffeine at all. You are artificially stimulating yourself way beyond what is healthy, so no wonder it is hard for you to do yin-based activities, such as a trance.

Caffeine gives energy by burning your yin stores. It is not "free energy", nor it is balanced energy like we get from sleeping or eating well. It can be used in emergencies, but should not be a daily thing, especially for someone like you. Switch to decaf or stop drinking it entirely.

As for Eihwaz, this is the Plutonian rune. Pluto rules transformations. By invoking and programming it appropriately, you can enhance your own ability to create transformations, like through meditation. Pluto has both water and fire aspects.
This is not much different than invoking Mars energy so you can punch harder.

However, your first priority is to calm your body down, which involves not artificially stimulating it to levels that make you unable to sleep or relax.

This can also be done through invoking Ether energy and programming it to balance you in a positive manner. Then, your body will feel like it can be calm and sit still without getting agitated.

 

[Henu the Great]

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Keep this acupoint pressed while you meditate: https://www.miridiatech.com/news/2016/05/acupuncture-point-spleen-6/

It will help you to calm down. It's specifically good during evening / night before you go to sleep.

 

[Gearshift]

Well to iterate somethings. Because not hyperbolic but I believe you might get the wrong impression.

I always for many years on end was a calm person for example being in school just sitting for hours on end using my mind,(thinking, contemplating, processing, living in my own World). I probably had people later in life believe I'm tripping or stoned on something in class.

As one former friend of mines stated. I literally sat down once in my class crossed my arms stretched my legs. And two hours or so passed by and to get up I just self-cracked my neck without my hands and just heard a bunch of bone crackling around. Just cracked around my knuckles and some were like looking at him like damn.

Obviously that was the better part of the pre-2010s and so as time went on for example I could in the past. I don't want to do it, but I could have easily spent time 8-10-12-15 hours on the computer researching or finding stuff or doing something to find research information on various subjects. I don't do it as I don't have the drive for it anymore, but I can if need be.

Yeah I drink too much coffee and I hate it and I've been at it since the better part of 2008. Once I left high school within the end of summer I was at it. My most was 5 maybe 6 cups. Even in the past my usual was drink at wake, maybe another later, one at 6 and one an hour later at 7. In fact my current usual is one then another after drinking it, so two after wake and then maybe another one or two total. I'm at probably 4 maybe 5.

I have tried to quit multiple times. I even did the water trick to drink one or two glasses of distilled water wake up with the water while also drinking a cup to not need a second or simply keep it at one. Like nearly 85% of American's I do the most legal and used drug substance on Earth. If need be I can quit albeit I'd probably leave it to one cup.

One of my issues is not so much the body is un-calm, in fact it's quite calm. I think habitually from years of school I've kept it calm.

It's that thinking and walking go hand in hand. Sheer fact is I like to walk and think and I think from reading your message your saying avoid all caffeine. In essence quit and I can do it.

But are you trying to state I've become more of this thinking throughout the years from coffee alone? I mean I'm a very bored person and after years of being on the computer. I decided to do something else.

I don't like relaxing or calming myself down. Or as you put it which I stated I try and calm myself down and relax for void, mindfulness, whatever and get all these physical aches and physical lurch in my body to lay down and sleep.

In essence sitting down is relaxing which further is like since I don't even watch TV anymore. I find absolutely worthless, or like when listening to music the few music I listen to it's always walking and standing and just contemplating.

I'm stuck in a feedback loop.

Sometimes I wonder if doing the squares may of triggered these things from the past few years since '17/'18. For example I've asked this multiple times as I do recall Maxine stating like a computer we can remove or add programs.

But I'd like to know if there is a way to vibrate something or do something to cancel and wipe out squares done. I don't think it was a wise idea doing the Saturn Square that one time nor any other square especially more so with considering Ghost in the machine, Azorm, and Shael communicated with me.

But again I think back and it's like "Did it even do anything to me?"

Like I thought before typing this post. I find it very strange that as a JoS returner person as some have stated I was here years ago and only returned and trying to see if it works. On the side of that being at 20 years now since April passed and being not even square one or square zero. Nope just square negative. I do feel bad posting as some go look at your good posts and it's like well that is what I read, contemplated, and studied. That doesn't mean it happened. I just read it kept it in my mind and regurgitate it out.

As one person said to me memorizing things and repeating them isn't smart. Well it's a component of intelligence but maybe they did make a point.

But anyways I can sit still I'm doing that right now. I just habitually ingrained thinking and walking. In school it was sit and think. After that it's walk and think.

But even back in the past finding JoS I never really bothered much with the meditations. In fact I just read the site and took it in and contemplated it. I'm akin to some of these occultist who may or may not do anything and just study and put down information and simply add information. It's simply thought up it's not actual they didn't practice a magickal ritual or whatever. It's just let me write up a document or book or pamphlet on the occult simply by reading passages from people and reading people's stuff on the internet and thinking about it.

That's why I said 2016 when I decided to get back, I got involved reading wise with ProPHP forums before it's closer. To know JoS and be like "oh okay that clears up my confusion".

As for your comments on Eihwaz. So what would I do with it.

Eihwaz rune is transforming me meditation wise now and forever. No idea if it requires positive clause or whatever. In fact the affirmation makes no sense really it has no substance on what.

Yeah I've invoked Ether/Aether energy in fact for a while I was using it to balance my elements. Never used it in your way. I thought the only point of Ether is to use for elements it has no other purpose or make the soul stronger as a precharger.

So your saying I can breath in 10-15-20 breaths and then go "Ether balances me in a positive manner" x8 and it will help.

It's not that I don't believe the consistency of members responses but it just doesn't work for me. I'll do it I'm not gonna type up anymore I'm not advancing I just never knew mediation was such an inconsistent property. Hell maybe even meditation isn't for me at all.

Some people even in the mindfulness World are not cut out for that activity.

 

[Invader816]

Hello, I plan to use the moon mantra (shortened) to empower my third eye and the sixth chakra with a 16 vibration counts and 10 affirmation using for daily meditation. Will this work regardless of the low number of vibration counts? If there are any advice I am all ears since I can't find much information for the Moon's numbers.

Thank you in advance (And Im sorry for not thanking you guys earlier since i don't really want to talk much really, im really just lurk here and read; thank you for understanding and my appreciation).

 

[BlackOnyx8 [SG]]

Hello, I plan to use the moon mantra (shortened) to empower my third eye and the sixth chakra with a 16 vibration counts and 10 affirmation using for daily meditation. Will this work regardless of the low number of vibration counts? If there are any advice I am all ears since I can't find much information for the Moon's numbers.

Thank you in advance (And Im sorry for not thanking you guys earlier since i don't really want to talk much really, im really just lurk here and read; thank you for understanding and my appreciation).

While I'm not certain about the exact numbers attributed to the Moon, it could be interesting to explore numbers associated with Astarte in the context of Moon-related workings, considering She rules over the Moon.

Numbers: 5, 55, 10, 8, 51

 

[zzzz]

Hi.

Is it possible for people to secure permanent spiritual growth even if they are starving daily?

 

[Setiya]

is it possible demons materialize as full physical human exactly like another living person? or can satan create physical human body exactly like another living person...and then switch human body with that body?..or transfer human soul in that body?...to have new body and new appearance

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

is it possible demons materialize as full physical human exactly like another living person? or can satan create physical human body exactly like another living person...and then switch human body with that body?..or transfer human soul in that body?...to have new body and new appearance

No

 

[Henu the Great]

Hi.

Is it possible for people to secure permanent spiritual growth even if they are starving daily?

Starvation weakens the body and the more one advances the stronger the body has to be. In other words, yes and no. Mostly, no.

 

[Setiya]

is it possible demons materialize as full physical human exactly like another living person? or can satan create physical human body exactly like another living person...and then switch human body with that body?..or transfer human soul in that body?...to have new body and new appearance

No

is there any way for have new body and new appearance?...can create new human body?

 

[AFODO]

is there any way for have new body and new appearance?...can create new human body?

You can't change your look.
With spiritual development on a very very high level, you will look younger and nicer, also you can change your mind that you think that you don't look bad, but thats for the ones, who think they look bad.

So if you mean that could you change your look, your face shape, your features, no.
Our souls is what we are and how we look or how we supposed to look, you will reincarnate in the same race since you are what you are and your soul can't change that.(that's just additional info)

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

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I said no because the answer is no.

Your soul and your body are the same thing. They are two layers of the same thing. Your body looks like your soul, and your soul looks like your body.

 

[Aura_Node]

Can you invoke different elements after each other?

I'm finally off my meds and completely sober from everything else, so I've started with the elements.

I've very strong in Water (over 50%) and the other 3 elements are just about even.

In the spiritual warfare training it says to invoke the opposite element to balance it out. I read over it like 10 times and still find it confusing why you would invoke the opposite element you lack.

So if I'm very strong in water and just about even in the other elements then I would invoke more water and earth/air.
(I would have thought I would invoke fire because I'm heavy on water...?)

Can I invoke one element after another which would take me like 10 mins giving I take a couple of mins to feel the element I invoked?

I'm not trying to rush things, I have the time. It just seems very fast for something that can have effects on you but idk if I should sit there for like 10 mins feeling water if the feel wears off quickly.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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Yes, to balance water you would invoke fire, but keep in mind of any backlash which may occur. Maybe you misread it as invoking the opposite OF the element you lack, which is completely different.

Sometimes you can experience effects within 10 minutes, but I believe this depends on how you affirm it. If you are just leaving it and experimenting with how you feel, as HPS Maxine described, then you should give longer than just 10 minutes.

If you are experienced with invoking an element and know that nothing will happen based on what you did, then you can push beyond that. However, you would not initially want to invoke too much at once.

 

[Gearshift]

I did Saturn square, once, back in '17 or '18; a number of years ago.

I'm wondering if we can remove karma positive, neutral, and negative which we advise keep the positive and neutral and expel the negative out of your system.

Like Maxine said, our soul is like a computer it is programmable you can add new or remove old programs.

My question which I've asked before but no one has shed any real light on the subject. Is there a working to remove squares? Or are squares something added to the soul and kept for many years or lifetimes?

I don't know what the squares did honestly I regret doing Venus, Sun, and Jupiter x3 as well. Is there any working I can do like Munka/Runic to remove he square from my soul?

 

[Gearshift]

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Yes, to balance water you would invoke fire, but keep in mind of any backlash which may occur. Maybe you misread it as invoking the opposite OF the element you lack, which is completely different.

Sometimes you can experience effects within 10 minutes, but I believe this depends on how you affirm it. If you are just leaving it and experimenting with how you feel, as HPS Maxine described, then you should give longer than just 10 minutes.

If you are experienced with invoking an element and know that nothing will happen based on what you did, then you can push beyond that. However, you would not initially want to invoke too much at once.

Wouldn't it make more sense to absorb Akashic energy and balance the elements through it.

Akashic is like runic workings, a slap on the wrist in case the person has an issue. Most likely it'll never develop into a major issue.

I know eventually you should work on the individual element but isn't elemental a higher skill ceiling. It seems like the person would be better off with Akasha.

 

[ApolloAbove [SG]]

I did Saturn square, once, back in '17 or '18; a number of years ago.

I'm wondering if we can remove karma positive, neutral, and negative which we advise keep the positive and neutral and expel the negative out of your system.

Like Maxine said, our soul is like a computer it is programmable you can add new or remove old programs.

My question which I've asked before but no one has shed any real light on the subject. Is there a working to remove squares? Or are squares something added to the soul and kept for many years or lifetimes?

I don't know what the squares did honestly I regret doing Venus, Sun, and Jupiter x3 as well. Is there any working I can do like Munka/Runic to remove he square from my soul?

You want to remove a completed Square? Why? Did you affirm it towards something positive?

 

[Darkspirit]

is there any way for have new body and new appearance?...can create new human body?

You don't need to transform yourself into something else, because even as you are you have your beauty and the qualities that you have. But you have to learn to accept, take care and improve yourself. (if you're talking about yourself)

 

[Gearshift]

I did Saturn square, once, back in '17 or '18; a number of years ago.

I'm wondering if we can remove karma positive, neutral, and negative which we advise keep the positive and neutral and expel the negative out of your system.

Like Maxine said, our soul is like a computer it is programmable you can add new or remove old programs.

My question which I've asked before but no one has shed any real light on the subject. Is there a working to remove squares? Or are squares something added to the soul and kept for many years or lifetimes?

I don't know what the squares did honestly I regret doing Venus, Sun, and Jupiter x3 as well. Is there any working I can do like Munka/Runic to remove he square from my soul?

You want to remove a completed Square? Why? Did you affirm it towards something positive?

I suppose I don't remember.

But yeah I'd like to remove the Saturn, Mars, Jupiter x3, Sun, and Venus squares I did. No idea if it did anything to be honest. I did it, as one person said, even if you did something it still has an effect.

I'd simply like to remove them maybe in the future try again or not whatever. I'd like just remove old programs and whatnot.

I'd simply like to remove it, I don't understand why that is an issue. You make it sound like it's good to do that. No many people have put up crappy affirmations or affirmations that don't work how they work even with visualization.

My actions were Square, Affirm, Visualize 5 minutes or so maybe more and then keep waiting on the next day.

I'd simply like to remove them, no idea if it did anything but if these things are affecting me I'd like to obliterate their effect. Like I said maybe in the future I'll consider doing squares, even if people would state why bother your chakras aren't even open nor operating at a high level.

Okay then whatever I did it and I don't know if it worked or not. If it did I'd like to remove them, if not and it never worked. I'd still like to remove it.

 

[ApolloAbove [SG]]

I suppose I don't remember.

But yeah I'd like to remove the Saturn, Mars, Jupiter x3, Sun, and Venus squares I did. No idea if it did anything to be honest. I did it, as one person said, even if you did something it still has an effect.

I'd simply like to remove them maybe in the future try again or not whatever. I'd like just remove old programs and whatnot.

I'd simply like to remove it, I don't understand why that is an issue. You make it sound like it's good to do that. No many people have put up crappy affirmations or affirmations that don't work how they work even with visualization.

My actions were Square, Affirm, Visualize 5 minutes or so maybe more and then keep waiting on the next day.

I'd simply like to remove them, no idea if it did anything but if these things are affecting me I'd like to obliterate their effect. Like I said maybe in the future I'll consider doing squares, even if people would state why bother your chakras aren't even open nor operating at a high level.

Okay then whatever I did it and I don't know if it worked or not. If it did I'd like to remove them, if not and it never worked. I'd still like to remove it.

You want to remove permanent, positive influences on your Soul... just because? If you affirmed the Square correctly and in a positive manner, then you have created a positive change within yourself. Now you want to undo the positive change and go back to square one... just because? It's like climbing a mountain, and becoming stronger through the course of it. Then wanting to go back to the bottom intentionally reversing any progress you made.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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Any negativity from this would fall into either the category of dirt or negative karma, and would either come off on its own, or as you target specific planets. I don't think you have anything to worry about, both because of this, but also because the probability of you doing major damage to yourself is minuscule.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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Yes you are right on this, although it would make it harder to experience the specific elements, which is part of what they wanted to do. I was also trying to correct what seemed to be an error in their reading of the JoS website.

 

[Meow!]

hello. Long time article reader.

i know Hp Cobra said that 2040 far as anyone coming might not happen. What I'm wondering about is Is there a good possibility of them arriving in this lifetime- I'm 34-. My reason for asking is due to having a Demon Lover and I've had a horrible time trying to open my senses in order to feel him. Yes I know I have to work on this, it gets discouraging and increases mental issues which creates a horrible cycle.
As everyone here is human except for the idiot trolls I suffer from a lot of lonlyness due to said issues and I'm trying to not piss off my lover because of this.

Ok so could anyone recommend other sensory opening meditations beyond the few on the JOS? When I was doing them consistantly I wasn't feeling much progress thats why I ask.

Either way thank you for reading this.

Hail Father Satan

 

[phi3.14infinity]

I actually belong to a very good spiritual hindu family ..I was really brainwashed by christians 9 years back ..And I thought that christian god is the only true God and hence I became a christian ..I have also read the bible many and many times as well ..I was actually a very good spiritual christian ..Despite of my parents convincing me that it is NOT the correct path ,,I was super ignorant to understand the truth and continued believing that The bible alone is the word of god and used to pray well and made sure I was leading a pure life (i led a pure life when I was a hindu also )..

Because of reading the bible cover to cover many and many times ,I used to get 100s of doubts since any man with common sense should get such doubts ,but everytime I asked questions ,Those christians used to frown upon me and used to say "u take pride ,u wanna become like god just as adam and eve wanted to become like god ,u think u know things better than god ,dont use your wisdom,dont question God ..he is God ..u are a mere man.." and what NOT ..But then the thing is ever since I became a christian leaving my actual true path ,,My life went totally downhill ..I started to face all problems and hurdles and setbacks ..I started facing super many obstacles and I can clearly start to see ,never did I Face such difficulties when I was a hindu ..

So when I was a christian ,i met a person who caused me extreme harm and I was really traumatised(he is not a christian) ..I could not understand why my life is ONLY seeing darkness despite I was worshipping true god (that time i thought the lie was the truth) ..I began to seek christian counselling ..To my only suprise what I could see was christians like parrot saying the same "no matter whatever the harm is being done to u ,u should still forgive your enemy and pray good for him ..U are NOT NOT to judge him as u are NOT his creator ...God will not forgive u if u do NOT forgive your enemies and you will also go to hell " This was the very first time i felt that there is something very seriously wrong with this religion since seeking justice for the harm done to u is what is natural and every sane man should seek justice when they had been wronged ..

Everytime I had sought out the answer to this problem ,only I was condemned but the evil person was deemed innocent ..This thing really started striking me ..I felt how can this religion be so much in favour of evil and can be so much oblivious to the victim but INSTEAD shames the victim but favours the perpetator ..Since I had also read the bible many and many times ,I could NEVER understand how matthew 18 can even be humane chapter where their god is openly saying unless u forgive your enemies u will go to hell ..

NOT just this BUT since I could not find the right direction in life with regards to my career and education ,I sought out the same counselling and all I was told was having any ambition,goal ,or love for money is idolatry and the only aim of christianity is to convert the whole world into their religion and to think poverty and sufferings as something virtuous ..I started to feel as if I am trapped in some psychiatric mind control as all obvious natural things are frowned upon

Christians curse hindu gods all time and they also rebuke people who love even good secular music like rock and metal calling all good things as devil ..They claim jesus second coming is this generation and so we are NOT to love this world ..I understood if i continue remaining in this cult ,I will lose all the remaining sanity and become mind washed robot..So I left that trap 3 years back and Now I am once again a spiritual hindu ..My life is slowly becoming peaceful ..So my question to my dear brothers and sisters in satan(the god of all ancient religions)

1)why is it wrong to seek justice when we were really wronged??how does seeking justice and venting punishment to evil people is wrong?why does christianity call such a right thing as evil ??if everybody starts forgiving and loving enemies does not that mean we are supporting their evil ?

2)is there any manthra or satanic technique to punish enemies who have done us grevious harm ?

3)how does one restore all lost years ?

 

[AFODO]

hello. Long time article reader.

i know Hp Cobra said that 2040 far as anyone coming might not happen. What I'm wondering about is Is there a good possibility of them arriving in this lifetime- I'm 34-. My reason for asking is due to having a Demon Lover and I've had a horrible time trying to open my senses in order to feel him. Yes I know I have to work on this, it gets discouraging and increases mental issues which creates a horrible cycle.
As everyone here is human except for the idiot trolls I suffer from a lot of lonlyness due to said issues and I'm trying to not piss off my lover because of this.

Ok so could anyone recommend other sensory opening meditations beyond the few on the JOS? When I was doing them consistantly I wasn't feeling much progress thats why I ask.

Either way thank you for reading this.

Hail Father Satan

Hello!
The Demons won’t come to earth in your lifetime, this is impassible. Don’t forget that you will reincarnate, and you probably will live in a golden society in the future.
You have to open your chakras before the astral senses. If your main 7 chakras are not open, there is no much sense to meditate on the astral senses.
Also, the astral senses have chakras, so you have to meditate on these points, and even breath energy into them, and after you can do meditations that improves astral senses, for exemple, the astral sight improved by visualizing, the astral hearing improved by try to hearing sounds, like birds chiriping..

 

[bluefire07]

I developed a head pressure from getting up to fast and it's been 3 days and still have it. I feel like I'm gona have to take a break from my yoga until this fukin head pressure goes away.. i have no clue it this pressure is from high blood pressure or hypertension from getting up to fast but surely is not from activated 6th chakra because im also feeling slightly disorientated and it saddens me because I was persistent with my yoga everyday.
My question is should i still do my yoga routine despite of this annoying headpressure or should I wait until it goes away? When i do the shoulder stand i can feel my head pressure just gets worse.

 

[Endless]

Hello,
When working on your chakras is it ok to go from the crown down to the base instead of the other way around? It feels more natural to me but I don’t want to do it in that order if it’ll have any negative effects.

I’m also wondering if there’s any specific direction you’re supposed to spin the chakras when doing chakra spinning?

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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This just sounds like a minor health problem. Sometimes, poor yang energy can result in low blood pressure, for example.
If it was 6th chakra related, this would be accompanied by increased abilities of that chakra, such as heightened astral senses.

Generally, yoga helps these things as it is healing, but if any injury is aggravated by yoga, then you would want to avoid that specific pose. You will have to use your judgement about this. It doesn't sound too bad, but just make sure you aren't hurting yourself.

There is an acupoint that helps to drain pressure in the head, in the case of something like a headache. You can try this: https://www.peakmassager.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/03/fengchi-2.jpg

Alternatively, this acupoint promotes for circulation to the head, in the case of a deficiency of energy going to the brain: https://i2.wp.com/www.miridiatech.com/news/wp-content/uploads/2016/08/Ref_GV20.jpg

I would try both and see if either makes it feel better. One of the two should help.

 

[bluefire07]

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This just sounds like a minor health problem. Sometimes, poor yang energy can result in low blood pressure, for example.
If it was 6th chakra related, this would be accompanied by increased abilities of that chakra, such as heightened astral senses.

Generally, yoga helps these things as it is healing, but if any injury is aggravated by yoga, then you would want to avoid that specific pose. You will have to use your judgement about this. It doesn't sound too bad, but just make sure you aren't hurting yourself.

There is an acupoint that helps to drain pressure in the head, in the case of something like a headache. You can try this: https://www.peakmassager.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/03/fengchi-2.jpg

Alternatively, this acupoint promotes for circulation to the head, in the case of a deficiency of energy going to the brain: https://i2.wp.com/www.miridiatech.com/news/wp-content/uploads/2016/08/Ref_GV20.jpg

I would try both and see if either makes it feel better. One of the two should help.

I will apply these acupressure points hoping it will ease the head pressure. Other than that I think ima have to skip the poses that bring blood to my head like handstand and shoulder stand for now.. Just that when everything is goin smooth and I'm on the brink to achieving any serious power there's always a damn roadblock stopping me from achieving this power.. lts like taking 10 steps forward and 5 steps. I keep thinking maybe its the enemy that are always putting roadblocks in my path

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

I will apply these acupressure points hoping it will ease the head pressure. Other than that I think ima have to skip the poses that bring blood to my head like handstand and shoulder stand for now.. Just that when everything is goin smooth and I'm on the brink to achieving any serious power there's always a damn roadblock stopping me from achieving this power.. lts like taking 10 steps forward and 5 steps. I keep thinking maybe its the enemy that are always putting roadblocks in my path

It can be negative karma as well. Enemy attacks should be kept at bay with a strong AOP. Stay optimistic though, as losing a few yoga poses is not a serious issue. In regards to your power, there are plenty of other substitutes you can do while this issue is resolving itself.

If this, or anything else, becomes enough of an obstacle, then certainly plan a working to help yourself out. Munka and Ansuz are great for getting around obstacles.

 

[bluefire07]

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I will apply these acupressure points hoping it will ease the head pressure. Other than that I think ima have to skip the poses that bring blood to my head like handstand and shoulder stand for now.. Just that when everything is goin smooth and I'm on the brink to achieving any serious power there's always a damn roadblock stopping me from achieving this power.. lts like taking 10 steps forward and 5 steps. I keep thinking maybe its the enemy that are always putting roadblocks in my path

It can be negative karma as well. Enemy attacks should be kept at bay with a strong AOP. Stay optimistic though, as losing a few yoga poses is not a serious issue. In regards to your power, there are plenty of other substitutes you can do while this issue is resolving itself.

If this, or anything else, becomes enough of an obstacle, then certainly plan a working to help yourself out. Munka and Ansuz are great for getting around obstacles.

I will try working with the runes Minka and ansuz that could really helped overcome obstacles. I also void meditated alot today to keep me from becoming annoyed by this head pressure since I was home all day. YOu're right tho there's other substitutes i can use to keep my power levels from falling i will go back to the meditation section on Jos and review my options..! When I'm back to 100 i will dedicate all of my spare time working on my soul i can't give up.. Hope father guides me i just want him to know that im trying the best I can

 

[Darkspirit]

I will try working with the runes Minka and ansuz that could really helped overcome obstacles. I also void meditated alot today to keep me from becoming annoyed by this head pressure since I was home all day. YOu're right tho there's other substitutes i can use to keep my power levels from falling i will go back to the meditation section on Jos and review my options..! When I'm back to 100 i will dedicate all of my spare time working on my soul i can't give up.. Hope father guides me i just want him to know that im trying the best I can

The very fact that you are here proves that you are a strong person, because it is not easy to escape from the enemy trap. But you must never give up, things do come with time bro.