lightofthedawn69
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i have alot of energy and i can meditate now but i got one lil tiny yet major problem
my energy dont stay in one spot during meditation it goes all over the place even outside the body and beyond the pathways formed by the chakras
in short my energy seems to bypass the body ciruicts like i got holes in me somewhere sort of like leaks
i tend to have alot of leaks of energy i dont know if its due to aura or a broken chakra or something missing or moved or what i just know i got a problem that i had for a long time and the only thing so far that has fixed it is dark matter from azazel invoking demons letting them enter the body and provide an extra boost in spiritual pressure or letting my ego and emotions go beserk in short i require alot of energy i dont normally have in order to control the energy i create this is because my body grew up as a multi host im a walk in and i had too many damn spirits inhabiting my body at once for too long and my energy my body and my chakras are atuned and trained for energy from beings stronger then myself mostly dense guady bloated energy means if its strong yet compact like light it wont work if its dark chaos or pretty much anything dense and heavy it works for me but my own energy does not work like that unless im upset i usually keep my negative side chained up cause it always pisses everyone off and i cant trust it
so far a demon helped me have a very good yesterday but that was only cause they gave me a energy boost im kind of tired of having to mooch off everyone cause my own energy not doing the job and i know its disrespectful to ask things of demons for nothing
there has got to be a better way to fix my problem whatever it is
i have a strong aura but it usally produces lil or no pressure that actually stays in or effects the body
it like just disppears then hides
my problem is very annoying very cumbersome the fix is never permanent and in short im really sick of it but cant do much about it and need advice so far i not found much among the joy of satan meditations i could prob empower by aura but i already have a good one its a diff kind of problem its prob holes in the aura but i had my aura patched many many times i figure it could be a chakra issue so i realigned my chakras but still nothing
so i figured the normal human body has some kind of barrier in it that keeps the energy flowing within the chakras and there is some kind of membrane just around the body that is prob ment to be the aura to keep all energy from the chakras in the body but my aura dont trap everything in unless my internal spiritual pressure is high and dense this means i dont work unless my body is filled to the brime with enough energy for my skin to actually detect a sensation of pressure
and my own energy dont always sustain the sheer level of energy
at this point im looking for how to make a chakra barrier a type of energy barrier that makes sure energy flows thru certain chakras in a certain order thats the best fix i can come up with so far i never noticed this problem of mine until everyone left me (i was xian and got lucky got actual help of angels then when i was of no use they left me took away all my buffs pretty much i could be suffering from the effects similar to how should i put it spiritual drug addict which means im designed to rely on others energy due to abuse without my own being strong enough to deal with it )
the problem to fixing this is to make my own energy strong enough to use my body i even as i type i can feel lots of holes opening cause my own dense pressure is dissipating cause im not made to make dense energy unless im upset or given negative crap
the stupid angels did this on purpose my body is made to rely on others not myself cause its grown up on energy not its own to fix this i gotta make my own energy stronger then what my body once had using it but that will only work if my own energy can produce enough pressure to correctly influence my body in order to achieve accurate results from meditation
in short i prob need to do the ouroboros circulation meditation but that will only work as long as my energy can keep up and im not made to be a powerhouse all the time just in bursts of moments
in short my energy is a sprinter it can do a ton of stuff very effectively very fast very easy with alot of skill but if i don't time everything right or do it just right during that given moment all hell breaks loose
but starting this skill up is the major trick then the other catch is to keep it going start and maintenance are not my strongest points i know how to maintain myself but i dont know how to get what i need to do it
anyway anyone know how to make energy barriers the site dont list chakra barriers or how to stop energy from flowing outside the body or flowing around chakras or whatever is being bypassed in me
my energy dont stay in one spot during meditation it goes all over the place even outside the body and beyond the pathways formed by the chakras
in short my energy seems to bypass the body ciruicts like i got holes in me somewhere sort of like leaks
i tend to have alot of leaks of energy i dont know if its due to aura or a broken chakra or something missing or moved or what i just know i got a problem that i had for a long time and the only thing so far that has fixed it is dark matter from azazel invoking demons letting them enter the body and provide an extra boost in spiritual pressure or letting my ego and emotions go beserk in short i require alot of energy i dont normally have in order to control the energy i create this is because my body grew up as a multi host im a walk in and i had too many damn spirits inhabiting my body at once for too long and my energy my body and my chakras are atuned and trained for energy from beings stronger then myself mostly dense guady bloated energy means if its strong yet compact like light it wont work if its dark chaos or pretty much anything dense and heavy it works for me but my own energy does not work like that unless im upset i usually keep my negative side chained up cause it always pisses everyone off and i cant trust it
so far a demon helped me have a very good yesterday but that was only cause they gave me a energy boost im kind of tired of having to mooch off everyone cause my own energy not doing the job and i know its disrespectful to ask things of demons for nothing
there has got to be a better way to fix my problem whatever it is
i have a strong aura but it usally produces lil or no pressure that actually stays in or effects the body
it like just disppears then hides
my problem is very annoying very cumbersome the fix is never permanent and in short im really sick of it but cant do much about it and need advice so far i not found much among the joy of satan meditations i could prob empower by aura but i already have a good one its a diff kind of problem its prob holes in the aura but i had my aura patched many many times i figure it could be a chakra issue so i realigned my chakras but still nothing
so i figured the normal human body has some kind of barrier in it that keeps the energy flowing within the chakras and there is some kind of membrane just around the body that is prob ment to be the aura to keep all energy from the chakras in the body but my aura dont trap everything in unless my internal spiritual pressure is high and dense this means i dont work unless my body is filled to the brime with enough energy for my skin to actually detect a sensation of pressure
and my own energy dont always sustain the sheer level of energy
at this point im looking for how to make a chakra barrier a type of energy barrier that makes sure energy flows thru certain chakras in a certain order thats the best fix i can come up with so far i never noticed this problem of mine until everyone left me (i was xian and got lucky got actual help of angels then when i was of no use they left me took away all my buffs pretty much i could be suffering from the effects similar to how should i put it spiritual drug addict which means im designed to rely on others energy due to abuse without my own being strong enough to deal with it )
the problem to fixing this is to make my own energy strong enough to use my body i even as i type i can feel lots of holes opening cause my own dense pressure is dissipating cause im not made to make dense energy unless im upset or given negative crap
the stupid angels did this on purpose my body is made to rely on others not myself cause its grown up on energy not its own to fix this i gotta make my own energy stronger then what my body once had using it but that will only work if my own energy can produce enough pressure to correctly influence my body in order to achieve accurate results from meditation
in short i prob need to do the ouroboros circulation meditation but that will only work as long as my energy can keep up and im not made to be a powerhouse all the time just in bursts of moments
in short my energy is a sprinter it can do a ton of stuff very effectively very fast very easy with alot of skill but if i don't time everything right or do it just right during that given moment all hell breaks loose
but starting this skill up is the major trick then the other catch is to keep it going start and maintenance are not my strongest points i know how to maintain myself but i dont know how to get what i need to do it
anyway anyone know how to make energy barriers the site dont list chakra barriers or how to stop energy from flowing outside the body or flowing around chakras or whatever is being bypassed in me
