I am a 27 year old veteran of the US Marine Corps, and it was during my service
to this country that I discovered many truths and lies.
I signed up as a devout xian and super-patriot. And it was during training
where I began to open my eyes. How they were transforming us to machines.
I was trained to disassemle and re-assemble my M-16 rifle in 90 seconds, eat a
meal in no more than 2 minutes, shower in 2 mins, shave and brush my teeth in 2
mins. Marching in rank and file, memorizing songs and sayings--indoctrination,
shooting, hand to hand combat--my actual favorite.
So with all that, I got to see the inner workings of the force that goes behind
the anti-life empire. It disgusted me that I could be so deceived into being so devout.
It made me sick to my stomach, I lost sleep, and eventually made it to the
psyche ward so I could get out early at age 20.
Whine in my constant search for truth, I have considered expatriating to other
countries. Any country. I had friends from Jamaica and considered going there
with them, but they never left/went back. And now I consider France, Germany,
Spain, Japan, and others.
My dominant race is Native North American and it is very visible in my red-brown
skin and facial features, however, there has been race-mixing that occurred
several generations ago on my mother and father's side with the Spanish. Mom's
side--5 gens ago, Father's side--3 or more--kinda unknown.
I didn't want to believe the issues about race-mixing, but more and more, I am
finding sound advise in "sticking with ur own".
But I still have a great disgust with the country I was born in and used to feel
so benevolent towards. This "xian nation" that now suffers as a direct
result--in my opinion of their nasty anti-life beliefs and practices, as well as
a curse to the way my ancestors were destroyed and removed from their lands.
This is no longer the land of MY ancestors. It is a land that has become
infected and cursed. And the only way to get relief from this pervasive disease
is to get away from it.
If I am wrong, I hope to find out soon.
I imagine it might be better to be a part of a nation that is not so filled with
the culture of violence and disrespect. I definitely don't want to raise MY
future offspring in this type of culture. And I have even considered having
surgery so I can prevent myself from having kids at all. Maybe just adopt orphans.
--Blue Earth
HAIL SATAN.
to this country that I discovered many truths and lies.
I signed up as a devout xian and super-patriot. And it was during training
where I began to open my eyes. How they were transforming us to machines.
I was trained to disassemle and re-assemble my M-16 rifle in 90 seconds, eat a
meal in no more than 2 minutes, shower in 2 mins, shave and brush my teeth in 2
mins. Marching in rank and file, memorizing songs and sayings--indoctrination,
shooting, hand to hand combat--my actual favorite.
So with all that, I got to see the inner workings of the force that goes behind
the anti-life empire. It disgusted me that I could be so deceived into being so devout.
It made me sick to my stomach, I lost sleep, and eventually made it to the
psyche ward so I could get out early at age 20.
Whine in my constant search for truth, I have considered expatriating to other
countries. Any country. I had friends from Jamaica and considered going there
with them, but they never left/went back. And now I consider France, Germany,
Spain, Japan, and others.
My dominant race is Native North American and it is very visible in my red-brown
skin and facial features, however, there has been race-mixing that occurred
several generations ago on my mother and father's side with the Spanish. Mom's
side--5 gens ago, Father's side--3 or more--kinda unknown.
I didn't want to believe the issues about race-mixing, but more and more, I am
finding sound advise in "sticking with ur own".
But I still have a great disgust with the country I was born in and used to feel
so benevolent towards. This "xian nation" that now suffers as a direct
result--in my opinion of their nasty anti-life beliefs and practices, as well as
a curse to the way my ancestors were destroyed and removed from their lands.
This is no longer the land of MY ancestors. It is a land that has become
infected and cursed. And the only way to get relief from this pervasive disease
is to get away from it.
If I am wrong, I hope to find out soon.
I imagine it might be better to be a part of a nation that is not so filled with
the culture of violence and disrespect. I definitely don't want to raise MY
future offspring in this type of culture. And I have even considered having
surgery so I can prevent myself from having kids at all. Maybe just adopt orphans.
--Blue Earth
HAIL SATAN.