this was not from me engaging in the occult, it was occurring when i was shedding my christian beliefs, i think it was trying to scare me back to christianity, but once i released my fear, it seemed to have no power over me, like i said, this man is always dressed like a hassitic jew, i wasn't trying to scare members, but comment on this coercion this thing was imposing upon me. thanks for the advice though.resisting the psychological enslavement system by taking back my pagan roots.
From: High Priest Mac Friday <macfriday@...
To: "JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com" <JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Sunday, October 28, 2012 5:03 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] any help??
This is one thing that the enemy is big on. Scaring members and putting negative thoughts in their heads. One thing you can do is perform a banishing ritual to cleanse your area before you start your meditations and or rituals. The other thing would be to get more advanced in void meditating. This will help you concentrate better and block unwanted things out of your head.
I can assure you that you have nothing to be scared of. This too happened when I started off. So I know when I tell you that if you fight it and stay consistent, you will see this problem fade away. Cordially,
PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!
Knowledge cant be rushed, it is power so you must accept and embrace it.
-High Priest Mac Friday
High Priest Mac Friday
Joy Of Satan Ministries
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From: "diaboluswrath@..." <diaboluswrath@...
To: JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Sunday, October 28, 2012 1:58 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] any help??
Hi i m consistant with power meditations,lately m feeling very paranoid to concentrate as if going to be attacked and see unwanted things. i m getting stunned by slightest sounds in room while in Trance and you knw how that Sucks!..I dont know why i feel extremely depressed and sucidal.when asleep i wake up in unpleasant ways

..i did the cleaning and everyhting..If i tell anyone about such things,they'll put me on meds again..
Can someone tell me about Demon "NERGAL"..I think i heard him,not sure though,if it was "him".I looked up for information on net,but i want to hear from a satanist.
How can i know if its demons or enemies in disguise?
thanks!sisters/brothers
Hail satan
Hail Nergal