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Lost loves
Memories fade
life flows away
everyday a foot closer
to your grave
sitting alone
why does noone call you
noone rings you on the phone


A number in time
time slowly consumes
once beautiful
once full of life
years passed
the reapers sickle
cut down your soul mate
down like grass
your friends
fell away one by one
time takes while your heart breaks

Holding onto a book
hope placed in vain
hoping you will get to be with
them all again
as time draws near
your secret fear
choking on tears
wishing to turn back all the years
Its too late your ignorance has sealed your fate
the preachers lies blinded your eyes

Amor anything to take it away
Amor wishing to live another day
wanting him back by yourside
Amor this is the way Lucifer
intended it to truely be
Paradise of pleasures
Love eternal, youth always.
Never shall time take you away
all your friends shall always stay
Waking up next to your soul mate everyday
Amor
 
This is a beautiful piece of poetry. I used to be good at poetry, but not anymore. This is really great. This sort of reminds me of another guy named Jake and how I always used to want what I can't have, but still listened to music that made me think of them, imagining them waking up beside me and saying goodnight the night before while seeing the blue clock digits glowing in the dark and the blue ground from the full moon shining at night.

This is very nice. Thank you for sharing it. I don't have much of a choice than to try and find out if Amor is one of our 72 Goetic Demons or is just a God/Demon in and of himself. I can't use divination anymore, but more often than not, Satan and his Demons will literally come to me when I'm at home. I'd like to find this out, even if they only give me clues. I know that Otto Rahn in Lucifer's Court mentions Amor a lot.

Hail Eros and Amor!!

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mageson6666" <mageson6666@... wrote:

Lost loves
Memories fade
life flows away
everyday a foot closer
to your grave
sitting alone
why does noone call you
noone rings you on the phone


A number in time
time slowly consumes
once beautiful
once full of life
years passed
the reapers sickle
cut down your soul mate
down like grass
your friends
fell away one by one
time takes while your heart breaks

Holding onto a book
hope placed in vain
hoping you will get to be with
them all again
as time draws near
your secret fear
choking on tears
wishing to turn back all the years
Its too late your ignorance has sealed your fate
the preachers lies blinded your eyes

Amor anything to take it away
Amor wishing to live another day
wanting him back by yourside
Amor this is the way Lucifer
intended it to truely be
Paradise of pleasures
Love eternal, youth always.
Never shall time take you away
all your friends shall always stay
Waking up next to your soul mate everyday
Amor
 
Thank Satan I asked him to help/write through me what I wished to express. I have found I have started to write poety much more and I am getting to the urge to start drawing again. I have not picked up a ink pen or pencil since I was around 19.

I know many of our people are still young but from having been around a lot of elderly people I have come to understand just how horrible old age is. And just how important working to perfect your soul and the Godhead really is. It prevents the real damnation which is slowly aging and dieing.

When the topic of age and life comes up with the really old I have been around. They all wish they could be young age and many of them have watched their spouses, family and friends die. And many are old and alone. When they talk on youth they smile when they talk on old age they look sad. I note many of the women all think back to when they where young and pretty a lot and how they are old and ulgy now.

It's like that woodcut image from the 9th gate of the old man with the sack of money but the reaper still hangs near. The real gold is the perfected soul not coins.

From what I understand of Amor from reading Rhan is it is the reverse of the romance version of love. Amor version of love meaning eternal and has to do with the grail and opus being obtained.

Beyond that I do not know.

The Cathars are interesting I don't know yet if they where a bizzare hybird sect like the culdee. Or if they where Satanic Pagans who cloaked some of their stuff like the Templar's did. Whatever they where it was a threat enough for the pope to launch a 30 year war of total extermination against them.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hammerofthegods_666" <hammerofthegods_666@... wrote:

This is a beautiful piece of poetry. I used to be good at poetry, but not anymore. This is really great. This sort of reminds me of another guy named Jake and how I always used to want what I can't have, but still listened to music that made me think of them, imagining them waking up beside me and saying goodnight the night before while seeing the blue clock digits glowing in the dark and the blue ground from the full moon shining at night.

This is very nice. Thank you for sharing it. I don't have much of a choice than to try and find out if Amor is one of our 72 Goetic Demons or is just a God/Demon in and of himself. I can't use divination anymore, but more often than not, Satan and his Demons will literally come to me when I'm at home. I'd like to find this out, even if they only give me clues. I know that Otto Rahn in Lucifer's Court mentions Amor a lot.

Hail Eros and Amor!!

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mageson6666" <mageson6666@ wrote:

Lost loves
Memories fade
life flows away
everyday a foot closer
to your grave
sitting alone
why does noone call you
noone rings you on the phone


A number in time
time slowly consumes
once beautiful
once full of life
years passed
the reapers sickle
cut down your soul mate
down like grass
your friends
fell away one by one
time takes while your heart breaks

Holding onto a book
hope placed in vain
hoping you will get to be with
them all again
as time draws near
your secret fear
choking on tears
wishing to turn back all the years
Its too late your ignorance has sealed your fate
the preachers lies blinded your eyes

Amor anything to take it away
Amor wishing to live another day
wanting him back by yourside
Amor this is the way Lucifer
intended it to truely be
Paradise of pleasures
Love eternal, youth always.
Never shall time take you away
all your friends shall always stay
Waking up next to your soul mate everyday
Amor
 
I could be VERY wrong, but I think a lot of the Gnostic so-called "Christians" made up the Jesus and Mary Magdalene blood-line story and the "lost gospels" as a cover-up for Satan and Lilith, but I'm not sure. Many avid followers of this messy primitive Christianity really seem to believe in the Nazarene and believe that this "Grail bloodline" goes back to Jesus and Mary in Israel. I know that know such Jesus and Mary existed, but these people claim that the Cathars "perfected ones" were killed because of their heretical beliefs where they believed that Jesus was just an enlightened man who had achieved the God-head.

Regardless what they believed or didn't believe about that Jew and Jewess, the Cathars had some great alchemy that I know of. One has to do with a bull, but I'm just trying to grasp what it means. You would think that the non-Israelite Jesus and Mary beliefs would just be a cover-up for Lucifer, but I'm not sure. Still, their alchemy is great.

Just like what has been said that the "primitive (early heretical) Gnostic Christians believed, even they had great alchemy and their depictions were DEFINITELY *not* the Nazarene, but rehashes of Sumeria, Egypt, and Greece.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mageson6666" <mageson6666@... wrote:

Thank Satan I asked him to help/write through me what I wished to express. I have found I have started to write poety much more and I am getting to the urge to start drawing again. I have not picked up a ink pen or pencil since I was around 19.

I know many of our people are still young but from having been around a lot of elderly people I have come to understand just how horrible old age is. And just how important working to perfect your soul and the Godhead really is. It prevents the real damnation which is slowly aging and dieing.

When the topic of age and life comes up with the really old I have been around. They all wish they could be young age and many of them have watched their spouses, family and friends die. And many are old and alone. When they talk on youth they smile when they talk on old age they look sad. I note many of the women all think back to when they where young and pretty a lot and how they are old and ulgy now.

It's like that woodcut image from the 9th gate of the old man with the sack of money but the reaper still hangs near. The real gold is the perfected soul not coins.

From what I understand of Amor from reading Rhan is it is the reverse of the romance version of love. Amor version of love meaning eternal and has to do with the grail and opus being obtained.

Beyond that I do not know.

The Cathars are interesting I don't know yet if they where a bizzare hybird sect like the culdee. Or if they where Satanic Pagans who cloaked some of their stuff like the Templar's did. Whatever they where it was a threat enough for the pope to launch a 30 year war of total extermination against them.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hammerofthegods_666" <hammerofthegods_666@ wrote:

This is a beautiful piece of poetry. I used to be good at poetry, but not anymore. This is really great. This sort of reminds me of another guy named Jake and how I always used to want what I can't have, but still listened to music that made me think of them, imagining them waking up beside me and saying goodnight the night before while seeing the blue clock digits glowing in the dark and the blue ground from the full moon shining at night.

This is very nice. Thank you for sharing it. I don't have much of a choice than to try and find out if Amor is one of our 72 Goetic Demons or is just a God/Demon in and of himself. I can't use divination anymore, but more often than not, Satan and his Demons will literally come to me when I'm at home. I'd like to find this out, even if they only give me clues. I know that Otto Rahn in Lucifer's Court mentions Amor a lot.

Hail Eros and Amor!!

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mageson6666" <mageson6666@ wrote:

Lost loves
Memories fade
life flows away
everyday a foot closer
to your grave
sitting alone
why does noone call you
noone rings you on the phone


A number in time
time slowly consumes
once beautiful
once full of life
years passed
the reapers sickle
cut down your soul mate
down like grass
your friends
fell away one by one
time takes while your heart breaks

Holding onto a book
hope placed in vain
hoping you will get to be with
them all again
as time draws near
your secret fear
choking on tears
wishing to turn back all the years
Its too late your ignorance has sealed your fate
the preachers lies blinded your eyes

Amor anything to take it away
Amor wishing to live another day
wanting him back by yourside
Amor this is the way Lucifer
intended it to truely be
Paradise of pleasures
Love eternal, youth always.
Never shall time take you away
all your friends shall always stay
Waking up next to your soul mate everyday
Amor
 
I wonder if the Cathars where the suriving Pagan church that cloaked their knowledge in xantian sounding doctrine to keep rome at bay. Like the Yedizi's did with the islamics.

From what I have read the term Christ originally was a Pagan title such as Zeus Christos and from what I am reading Mary might have originally been a title for a Pagan Goddess.

It also seems christianity might have been originally started by the jews in Alexandria which was the jew york of the day. Murdock is putting a book out on the subject.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hammerofthegods_666" <hammerofthegods_666@... wrote:

I could be VERY wrong, but I think a lot of the Gnostic so-called "Christians" made up the Jesus and Mary Magdalene blood-line story and the "lost gospels" as a cover-up for Satan and Lilith, but I'm not sure. Many avid followers of this messy primitive Christianity really seem to believe in the Nazarene and believe that this "Grail bloodline" goes back to Jesus and Mary in Israel. I know that know such Jesus and Mary existed, but these people claim that the Cathars "perfected ones" were killed because of their heretical beliefs where they believed that Jesus was just an enlightened man who had achieved the God-head.

Regardless what they believed or didn't believe about that Jew and Jewess, the Cathars had some great alchemy that I know of. One has to do with a bull, but I'm just trying to grasp what it means. You would think that the non-Israelite Jesus and Mary beliefs would just be a cover-up for Lucifer, but I'm not sure. Still, their alchemy is great.

Just like what has been said that the "primitive (early heretical) Gnostic Christians believed, even they had great alchemy and their depictions were DEFINITELY *not* the Nazarene, but rehashes of Sumeria, Egypt, and Greece.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mageson6666" <mageson6666@ wrote:

Thank Satan I asked him to help/write through me what I wished to express. I have found I have started to write poety much more and I am getting to the urge to start drawing again. I have not picked up a ink pen or pencil since I was around 19.

I know many of our people are still young but from having been around a lot of elderly people I have come to understand just how horrible old age is. And just how important working to perfect your soul and the Godhead really is. It prevents the real damnation which is slowly aging and dieing.

When the topic of age and life comes up with the really old I have been around. They all wish they could be young age and many of them have watched their spouses, family and friends die. And many are old and alone. When they talk on youth they smile when they talk on old age they look sad. I note many of the women all think back to when they where young and pretty a lot and how they are old and ulgy now.

It's like that woodcut image from the 9th gate of the old man with the sack of money but the reaper still hangs near. The real gold is the perfected soul not coins.

From what I understand of Amor from reading Rhan is it is the reverse of the romance version of love. Amor version of love meaning eternal and has to do with the grail and opus being obtained.

Beyond that I do not know.

The Cathars are interesting I don't know yet if they where a bizzare hybird sect like the culdee. Or if they where Satanic Pagans who cloaked some of their stuff like the Templar's did. Whatever they where it was a threat enough for the pope to launch a 30 year war of total extermination against them.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hammerofthegods_666" <hammerofthegods_666@ wrote:

This is a beautiful piece of poetry. I used to be good at poetry, but not anymore. This is really great. This sort of reminds me of another guy named Jake and how I always used to want what I can't have, but still listened to music that made me think of them, imagining them waking up beside me and saying goodnight the night before while seeing the blue clock digits glowing in the dark and the blue ground from the full moon shining at night.

This is very nice. Thank you for sharing it. I don't have much of a choice than to try and find out if Amor is one of our 72 Goetic Demons or is just a God/Demon in and of himself. I can't use divination anymore, but more often than not, Satan and his Demons will literally come to me when I'm at home. I'd like to find this out, even if they only give me clues. I know that Otto Rahn in Lucifer's Court mentions Amor a lot.

Hail Eros and Amor!!

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mageson6666" <mageson6666@ wrote:

Lost loves
Memories fade
life flows away
everyday a foot closer
to your grave
sitting alone
why does noone call you
noone rings you on the phone


A number in time
time slowly consumes
once beautiful
once full of life
years passed
the reapers sickle
cut down your soul mate
down like grass
your friends
fell away one by one
time takes while your heart breaks

Holding onto a book
hope placed in vain
hoping you will get to be with
them all again
as time draws near
your secret fear
choking on tears
wishing to turn back all the years
Its too late your ignorance has sealed your fate
the preachers lies blinded your eyes

Amor anything to take it away
Amor wishing to live another day
wanting him back by yourside
Amor this is the way Lucifer
intended it to truely be
Paradise of pleasures
Love eternal, youth always.
Never shall time take you away
all your friends shall always stay
Waking up next to your soul mate everyday
Amor
 
I just stay away from the "Christos" term because of a GLBT church I once went to called "Casa De Christo," lol. In Arizona, a lot of the older buildings are in Espanol. The GLBT church meant "House of Christ." I need not go into detail about that bunch. It's just like adding a toaster to a tub of bathwater, except for the communist and Jewish ones. I've heard the term "Christeos," though, but I say "Chi," "Witch-power," or "Vril" instead. I've also looked up the term "Christos," and it also translates as "Christ Consciousness," although, I think it may have had something to do with Thoth. I'm not sure. I know that Blavatsky had an astrological trinity of Bel, Christos, and Lucifer, though. That's on the Black Sun website, and I think in that book Unholy Alliance: "A History of Nazi Involvement With the Occult" and I also have the Secret Doctrine. I found the hardback, both volumes, from a used bookstore for under $30.

Acharya S/D.M. Murdock has some great books, but the only one I have so far is The Christ Conspiracy. I had to sever ties with her for my own reasons (nothing to like that kike D.H. Sandlin's Muslim reason), but I intend to get the rest of her books, though.

That woman has been through a lot. Some kikes from the Coast to Coast radio station kidnapped her little kid and she started suffering from severe panic attacks where all she could do was isolate and never leave. I remember what that used to feel like.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mageson6666" <mageson6666@... wrote:


I wonder if the Cathars where the suriving Pagan church that cloaked their knowledge in xantian sounding doctrine to keep rome at bay. Like the Yedizi's did with the islamics.

From what I have read the term Christ originally was a Pagan title such as Zeus Christos and from what I am reading Mary might have originally been a title for a Pagan Goddess.

It also seems christianity might have been originally started by the jews in Alexandria which was the jew york of the day. Murdock is putting a book out on the subject.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hammerofthegods_666" <hammerofthegods_666@ wrote:

I could be VERY wrong, but I think a lot of the Gnostic so-called "Christians" made up the Jesus and Mary Magdalene blood-line story and the "lost gospels" as a cover-up for Satan and Lilith, but I'm not sure. Many avid followers of this messy primitive Christianity really seem to believe in the Nazarene and believe that this "Grail bloodline" goes back to Jesus and Mary in Israel. I know that know such Jesus and Mary existed, but these people claim that the Cathars "perfected ones" were killed because of their heretical beliefs where they believed that Jesus was just an enlightened man who had achieved the God-head.

Regardless what they believed or didn't believe about that Jew and Jewess, the Cathars had some great alchemy that I know of. One has to do with a bull, but I'm just trying to grasp what it means. You would think that the non-Israelite Jesus and Mary beliefs would just be a cover-up for Lucifer, but I'm not sure. Still, their alchemy is great.

Just like what has been said that the "primitive (early heretical) Gnostic Christians believed, even they had great alchemy and their depictions were DEFINITELY *not* the Nazarene, but rehashes of Sumeria, Egypt, and Greece.

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mageson6666" <mageson6666@ wrote:

Thank Satan I asked him to help/write through me what I wished to express. I have found I have started to write poety much more and I am getting to the urge to start drawing again. I have not picked up a ink pen or pencil since I was around 19.

I know many of our people are still young but from having been around a lot of elderly people I have come to understand just how horrible old age is. And just how important working to perfect your soul and the Godhead really is. It prevents the real damnation which is slowly aging and dieing.

When the topic of age and life comes up with the really old I have been around. They all wish they could be young age and many of them have watched their spouses, family and friends die. And many are old and alone. When they talk on youth they smile when they talk on old age they look sad. I note many of the women all think back to when they where young and pretty a lot and how they are old and ulgy now.

It's like that woodcut image from the 9th gate of the old man with the sack of money but the reaper still hangs near. The real gold is the perfected soul not coins.

From what I understand of Amor from reading Rhan is it is the reverse of the romance version of love. Amor version of love meaning eternal and has to do with the grail and opus being obtained.

Beyond that I do not know.

The Cathars are interesting I don't know yet if they where a bizzare hybird sect like the culdee. Or if they where Satanic Pagans who cloaked some of their stuff like the Templar's did. Whatever they where it was a threat enough for the pope to launch a 30 year war of total extermination against them.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hammerofthegods_666" <hammerofthegods_666@ wrote:

This is a beautiful piece of poetry. I used to be good at poetry, but not anymore. This is really great. This sort of reminds me of another guy named Jake and how I always used to want what I can't have, but still listened to music that made me think of them, imagining them waking up beside me and saying goodnight the night before while seeing the blue clock digits glowing in the dark and the blue ground from the full moon shining at night.

This is very nice. Thank you for sharing it. I don't have much of a choice than to try and find out if Amor is one of our 72 Goetic Demons or is just a God/Demon in and of himself. I can't use divination anymore, but more often than not, Satan and his Demons will literally come to me when I'm at home. I'd like to find this out, even if they only give me clues. I know that Otto Rahn in Lucifer's Court mentions Amor a lot.

Hail Eros and Amor!!

666/88!!

High Priest Jake Carlson
http://www.joyofsatan.com

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mageson6666" <mageson6666@ wrote:

Lost loves
Memories fade
life flows away
everyday a foot closer
to your grave
sitting alone
why does noone call you
noone rings you on the phone


A number in time
time slowly consumes
once beautiful
once full of life
years passed
the reapers sickle
cut down your soul mate
down like grass
your friends
fell away one by one
time takes while your heart breaks

Holding onto a book
hope placed in vain
hoping you will get to be with
them all again
as time draws near
your secret fear
choking on tears
wishing to turn back all the years
Its too late your ignorance has sealed your fate
the preachers lies blinded your eyes

Amor anything to take it away
Amor wishing to live another day
wanting him back by yourside
Amor this is the way Lucifer
intended it to truely be
Paradise of pleasures
Love eternal, youth always.
Never shall time take you away
all your friends shall always stay
Waking up next to your soul mate everyday
Amor
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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