Heath Humberson
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I been having the most amazing experiences with Father Satan lately. I am just absolutely AMAZED. He really does hear us because he responds to me in ways that I would never thought possible, he has done things that I could almost describe as tangible. One of the things i am aware of is that to see a Demon or Father Satan present in our lives is through Awareness. I been working extra hard on myself, empowering myself and among many other things that was brought to my attention.
My main focus has been to develope a close relationship with him first before I do find my Guardian Demon which I feel like I already may know which one that is. In the beginning of how he came to me, is that there was this certain person, who made me feel HORRIBLE , I felt depressed and down on myself a lot, and miserable and there was a case she said to me she well cared about me and wanted to be friends but messed with my feelings an awful lot and the last interaction I had with her, was "terrifying" which means I felt my emotions, out of control take a hold of me, I was tortured for what I was feeling, and it made me weak in the gut area and I cried and I cried. Everytime I went near her, i always get that feeling in my gut, its not good or bad but it is uncomfortable and sometimes it would be good and other times bad. It was like, a rollar coaster. I honestly feel she has enemy spirits , "angels" around her, i could swear it on my life yet she isnt even a christian, in fact she hates religion. Anyway my point is my last experience caused me to run on impulse and run far away as I can and I went home and just I dont know, cried out with all my heart for Satan to help me, and indeed he did answer me, I was weak and set up a table and used whatever i had to speak to him in a ritual about the things going on, I asked him to help me work on myself and to guide me back to things that would make me learn to have self love and self esteem, and indeed I was immediately put in that direction. I have to thank Father Satan for that day. I asked for nothing more but for that and to get to know him deeper and better to have a relationship with him. Its just been one thing after another of the blessings he has been bringing into my life, almost like a peace, calm, and confidence radiated about him. At this very moment as I write this I feel overwhelmed with emotions of gratitude and for once I am able to feel real love from someone!
So yeah, its just been really like, being snapped into line immediately and just so many things. I also immediately at that point started power meditations and being consistent with it. However though, as I been improving myself and I already do see results, I been constantly getting harrassed by these damn entities or hearing thoughts or energy directed at me from a distance! Like oh say for an example, my overly hypocritical christian mother lol. I am lucky though I have a family like my sister
PS. While I am thinking about it, and I dont want to forget. How does anyone feel about the Demons listed in Faust legend like Mephistopheles? Just curious what is your opinion on the the spirits listed which I feel they are spirits of the planets much like Sorath is a Demon of the Sun if you know what I mean.
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My main focus has been to develope a close relationship with him first before I do find my Guardian Demon which I feel like I already may know which one that is. In the beginning of how he came to me, is that there was this certain person, who made me feel HORRIBLE , I felt depressed and down on myself a lot, and miserable and there was a case she said to me she well cared about me and wanted to be friends but messed with my feelings an awful lot and the last interaction I had with her, was "terrifying" which means I felt my emotions, out of control take a hold of me, I was tortured for what I was feeling, and it made me weak in the gut area and I cried and I cried. Everytime I went near her, i always get that feeling in my gut, its not good or bad but it is uncomfortable and sometimes it would be good and other times bad. It was like, a rollar coaster. I honestly feel she has enemy spirits , "angels" around her, i could swear it on my life yet she isnt even a christian, in fact she hates religion. Anyway my point is my last experience caused me to run on impulse and run far away as I can and I went home and just I dont know, cried out with all my heart for Satan to help me, and indeed he did answer me, I was weak and set up a table and used whatever i had to speak to him in a ritual about the things going on, I asked him to help me work on myself and to guide me back to things that would make me learn to have self love and self esteem, and indeed I was immediately put in that direction. I have to thank Father Satan for that day. I asked for nothing more but for that and to get to know him deeper and better to have a relationship with him. Its just been one thing after another of the blessings he has been bringing into my life, almost like a peace, calm, and confidence radiated about him. At this very moment as I write this I feel overwhelmed with emotions of gratitude and for once I am able to feel real love from someone!
So yeah, its just been really like, being snapped into line immediately and just so many things. I also immediately at that point started power meditations and being consistent with it. However though, as I been improving myself and I already do see results, I been constantly getting harrassed by these damn entities or hearing thoughts or energy directed at me from a distance! Like oh say for an example, my overly hypocritical christian mother lol. I am lucky though I have a family like my sister
PS. While I am thinking about it, and I dont want to forget. How does anyone feel about the Demons listed in Faust legend like Mephistopheles? Just curious what is your opinion on the the spirits listed which I feel they are spirits of the planets much like Sorath is a Demon of the Sun if you know what I mean.
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