After dedicating my soul to Fathe Satan

[janhavisaxena]

I dedicated my soul to Father Satan a month ago. I did not expect anything 'magical' to happen after the ritual, and neither anything did. After the dedication, next morning I woke up feeling content and happy for an unknown reason. And for some reason I feel free more than ever before. 
But in the past few days, I have been having mood swings. Like sometimes I feel like crying, and I am calling out for my Guardian Demon. And every morning when I wake up, I always think about Father Satan. Like literally, when I open my eyes, he comes to my mind. I don't know if this sounds weird or not, but yes. And also during the night time, my eyes stay open and my brain starts recalling different names of demons. 
In the night it is like I am communicating with demons in my room, but in the morning when I wake up, I faintly remember about them. 
If anytime I get disturbed during meditation, I feel like crying. I don't even know what is up with my mood, or me forgetting that I have talked to demons in the night time. And I am also awake from 3 to 4. It is like my eyes are closed but I can see my room. And I am talking. This is so difficult to describe and all. Can anyone tell what is up with me? 

 

[Light Yagami]

I believe this is entirely normal. When we are new to Spiritual Satanism and meditating, it is normal to have many 'mood swings' as they say (to suddenly to want to cry or to be angry for no reason etc etc etc). Actually, I'm pretty sure HP Maxine had wrote about this somewhere... Let me find it.Well, there is some information here: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/FOR.html but damnit, I can't find the exact link...
Anyway, point is, when you're new to meditating, it's like you start healing yourself from the inside out... In other words your soul. It is normal to have mood swings and the like; it's sort of like things that you've kept buried inside you are now coming to the surface.
Also, in regards to your dreams, it is quite possible that you're having conversations with Demons. If you can't remember them then it's either not the time to remember them yet; but they're definitely helping you even subconsciously.
Anyway, keep up with your meditations, I believe you're doing a good job. Don't forget to do daily, at least twice a day, aura cleaning + chakras and aura of protection. These are essential. Keep it up!


Στις 4:11 μ.μ. Σάββατο, 18 Οκτωβρίου 2014, ο/η "janhavisaxena@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  I dedicated my soul to Father Satan a month ago. I did not expect anything 'magical' to happen after the ritual, and neither anything did. After the dedication, next morning I woke up feeling content and happy for an unknown reason. And for some reason I feel free more than ever before. 
But in the past few days, I have been having mood swings. Like sometimes I feel like crying, and I am calling out for my Guardian Demon. And every morning when I wake up, I always think about Father Satan. Like literally, when I open my eyes, he comes to my mind. I don't know if this sounds weird or not, but yes. And also during the night time, my eyes stay open and my brain starts recalling different names of demons. 
In the night it is like I am communicating with demons in my room, but in the morning when I wake up, I faintly remember about them. 
If anytime I get disturbed during meditation, I feel like crying. I don't even know what is up with my mood, or me forgetting that I have talked to demons in the night time. And I am also awake from 3 to 4. It is like my eyes are closed but I can see my room. And I am talking. This is so difficult to describe and all. Can anyone tell what is up with me? 

 

[karthikkashyap84]

I would say, it is quite normal to have mood swings when you start working on your chakras and kundalini. The first few days or weeks is a cleansing process. Whatever your deep hidden emotions are, all will start coming out. I personally went through a severe depression, as few days before I dedicated, I had gone through a severe emotional pain and I had tried to hide it. It all came out when I started doing my meditations. Of course, one you cross that phase, your emotions will come back to normal.                                                                                                                            A word of caution.. You may also go through a phase of intense anger.. Do keep watch on it, as you don't want to succumb to your anger. That will create unnecessary problems.