I am a newer satanist, about 2 months in. I saw the mediation for money as I need more and will do that, but I know my guardian demoness is Vepar. I had mediated for a while in new age trying to open my abilities and I know I am on the right path, anything else I can do to get this going faster?
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@brooke. IMPORTANT READ NOW!!!
You are being attacked!!! The enemy is very good at knowing our weaknesses. Very good at using them against us.
You seem to be in a difficult place with several people in your life. You won't be able to advance spiritually if you're constantly being distracted or challenged by them [the Poos' stuff]. This is what the enemy wants. They want you back!
Right now you should be concentrating on getting your life in order. Do the ritual Deciple suggested. Include this ex. Also, clean him [the ex] from your soul [link below]. If he should be with you, then trust Satan to send him back LATER when you're more capable to cope.
[url=http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Detaching.html ]http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... html
YOU ARE BEING ATTACKED!!! Major! And if you continue to entertain this stuff, you will fall back into the enemy's muck!
You/your pets/your friends/your family/any one you care about could end up being killed or go insane! The enemy is not beyond pulling others into the muck then telling you it's your fault! Think life was difficult before? Get ready for it to be magnified! Or stop to stop it all.
Remember, workings are not a one shot deal. The enemy WILL throw things at you. To bring you back. Like this ex.
Do Deciples working every day for at least 40 days. Just as he said to do it. Your life depends on it!!! If you feel yourself slipping because of the enemy's trash-bombs [like this ex] then change directions by doing an Ritual, void meditations, write a poem to Satan, void meditations... Don't give the enemy any place in your life.
You're still strong enough to take care of this problem. Now! Later WILL be too late.
"Let nothing stop you. Not even yourself." Satan - the Al-JilWah
Hail SatanHail Lilith
Dehna
@Molina
-He is likely no Zevism
-He stabbed you in the back
-Now he wants to come back to you
---- Get that fucker out of your life for your own good
-Shael
I'm looking to my family for advice for this because I need another opinion. My ex has come to me wanting to get back together and I wanted to have the strength to say no to him after he stabbed me in the back but he was the first person I put all of my love into. I'm afraid of getting hurt again but I don know if I should give him a second chance- if it would be the right thing to do. Father gave me a second chance. I used to be xian but realized what it was and Father accepted me when I came to Him and I know he does not want us being with those who are without which is why I look to someone here for advice. I was going to detach him from myself in a few days when I was able to but I'm debating now whether to do it now. Should I give him another chance of should I cut him out of my life? I'm feeling very conflicted and I want to know what the right thing to do is. And he is the same race as me so that part is not the problem. Thanks :)
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@brooke. IMPORTANT READ NOW!!!
You are being attacked!!! The enemy is very good at knowing our weaknesses. Very good at using them against us.
You seem to be in a difficult place with several people in your life. You won't be able to advance spiritually if you're constantly being distracted or challenged by them [the Poos' stuff]. This is what the enemy wants. They want you back!
Right now you should be concentrating on getting your life in order. Do the ritual Deciple suggested. Include this ex. Also, clean him [the ex] from your soul [link below]. If he should be with you, then trust Satan to send him back LATER when you're more capable to cope.
[url=http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Detaching.html ]http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... html
YOU ARE BEING ATTACKED!!! Major! And if you continue to entertain this stuff, you will fall back into the enemy's muck!
You/your pets/your friends/your family/any one you care about could end up being killed or go insane! The enemy is not beyond pulling others into the muck then telling you it's your fault! Think life was difficult before? Get ready for it to be magnified! Or stop to stop it all.
Remember, workings are not a one shot deal. The enemy WILL throw things at you. To bring you back. Like this ex.
Do Deciples working every day for at least 40 days. Just as he said to do it. Your life depends on it!!! If you feel yourself slipping because of the enemy's trash-bombs [like this ex] then change directions by doing an Ritual, void meditations, write a poem to Satan, void meditations... Don't give the enemy any place in your life.
You're still strong enough to take care of this problem. Now! Later WILL be too late.
"Let nothing stop you. Not even yourself." Satan - the Al-JilWah
Hail SatanHail Lilith
Dehna
@Molina
-He is likely no Zevism
-He stabbed you in the back
-Now he wants to come back to you
---- Get that fucker out of your life for your own good
-Shael
I'm looking to my family for advice for this because I need another opinion. My ex has come to me wanting to get back together and I wanted to have the strength to say no to him after he stabbed me in the back but he was the first person I put all of my love into. I'm afraid of getting hurt again but I don know if I should give him a second chance- if it would be the right thing to do. Father gave me a second chance. I used to be xian but realized what it was and Father accepted me when I came to Him and I know he does not want us being with those who are without which is why I look to someone here for advice. I was going to detach him from myself in a few days when I was able to but I'm debating now whether to do it now. Should I give him another chance of should I cut him out of my life? I'm feeling very conflicted and I want to know what the right thing to do is. And he is the same race as me so that part is not the problem. Thanks :)
@Molina
That's ultimately your choice, but in my opinion, it's a big fat yes. As a general heads-up for you and everyone else here -- it's not a good idea to get into relationships with non-satanists. The only exception is when you are 100% sure that the person in question can be easily converted to satanism. Ofcourse you are free to do how you please, that's just my personal advice on this matter.
-Shael
Thou shalt gather with your left, and bind with your right.
You made sacrifice for power, with power thou shalt fight.
Hail Father Satan!
@Molina
-He is likely no Zevism
-He stabbed you in the back
-Now he wants to come back to you
---- Get that fucker out of your life for your own good
-Shael
I'm looking to my family for advice for this because I need another opinion. My ex has come to me wanting to get back together and I wanted to have the strength to say no to him after he stabbed me in the back but he was the first person I put all of my love into. I'm afraid of getting hurt again but I don know if I should give him a second chance- if it would be the right thing to do. Father gave me a second chance. I used to be xian but realized what it was and Father accepted me when I came to Him and I know he does not want us being with those who are without which is why I look to someone here for advice. I was going to detach him from myself in a few days when I was able to but I'm debating now whether to do it now. Should I give him another chance of should I cut him out of my life? I'm feeling very conflicted and I want to know what the right thing to do is. And he is the same race as me so that part is not the problem. Thanks :)
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@Molina
That's ultimately your choice, but in my opinion, it's a big fat yes. As a general heads-up for you and everyone else here -- it's not a good idea to get into relationships with non-satanists. The only exception is when you are 100% sure that the person in question can be easily converted to satanism. Ofcourse you are free to do how you please, that's just my personal advice on this matter.
-Shael
Thou shalt gather with your left, and bind with your right.
You made sacrifice for power, with power thou shalt fight.
Hail Father Satan!
@Molina
-He is likely no Zevism
-He stabbed you in the back
-Now he wants to come back to you
---- Get that fucker out of your life for your own good
-Shael
I'm looking to my family for advice for this because I need another opinion. My ex has come to me wanting to get back together and I wanted to have the strength to say no to him after he stabbed me in the back but he was the first person I put all of my love into. I'm afraid of getting hurt again but I don know if I should give him a second chance- if it would be the right thing to do. Father gave me a second chance. I used to be xian but realized what it was and Father accepted me when I came to Him and I know he does not want us being with those who are without which is why I look to someone here for advice. I was going to detach him from myself in a few days when I was able to but I'm debating now whether to do it now. Should I give him another chance of should I cut him out of my life? I'm feeling very conflicted and I want to know what the right thing to do is. And he is the same race as me so that part is not the problem. Thanks :)
People whom are linked to you drain you. If you have a lot of peoople you can work on your chakras all you want but nothings is happening because youre getting drained all the time.
If you keep talking to the person and he is genuine the links can and most limely will come back.
If you cut someone out do it permanently.
The choice is hours. You say you cant judge something well, but that is either due to lack of experience or because you are insecure about it. Trust in yourself that you do best what is for you and not that you do best for someone else.
There is someone Ive known for 5 years. And this person always just left without saying a word. Eventually you get used to it but the other day he was online and then he jhst wouldnt say a darn word. Plus I got this feeling that he thought this 'ugh.. I hate/really dont want to talk to her right now. Without even taking the time to explain why. I have asked though. But no concrete reply and aside from literally 5 sentences and silently playing a game I havent heard anything from him.
I am done with it. He got my attention but never gave something back and when I make a point about it this dude doesnt even say one single word.
Those kind of people you do not need in your life. Friendship is not one sided neither are relationships.
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People whom are linked to you drain you. If you have a lot of peoople you can work on your chakras all you want but nothings is happening because youre getting drained all the time.
If you keep talking to the person and he is genuine the links can and most limely will come back.
If you cut someone out do it permanently.
The choice is hours. You say you cant judge something well, but that is either due to lack of experience or because you are insecure about it. Trust in yourself that you do best what is for you and not that you do best for someone else.
There is someone Ive known for 5 years. And this person always just left without saying a word. Eventually you get used to it but the other day he was online and then he jhst wouldnt say a darn word. Plus I got this feeling that he thought this 'ugh.. I hate/really dont want to talk to her right now. Without even taking the time to explain why. I have asked though. But no concrete reply and aside from literally 5 sentences and silently playing a game I havent heard anything from him.
I am done with it. He got my attention but never gave something back and when I make a point about it this dude doesnt even say one single word.
Those kind of people you do not need in your life. Friendship is not one sided neither are relationships.
@taolvanswd
What if he can be converted tho? He wouldn't be a leech or a negative influence if he is one of us and he's not an xian. Maybe there is still a fighting chance and my gut is telling me that if he was one of us things we be alot better. Thanks you all for your advice and help
--------------------------------------------
People whom are linked to you drain you. If you
have a lot of peoople you can work on your chakras all you
want but nothings is happening because youre getting drained
all the time.
If you keep talking to the person and he is genuine the
links can and most limely will come back.
If you cut someone out do it permanently.
The choice is hours. You say you cant judge something well,
but that is either due to lack of experience or because you
are insecure about it. Trust in yourself that you do best
what is for you and not that you do best for someone
else.
There is someone Ive known for 5 years. And this person
always just left without saying a word. Eventually you get
used to it but the other day he was online and then he jhst
wouldnt say a darn word. Plus I got this feeling that he
thought this 'ugh.. I hate/really dont want to talk to
her right now. Without even taking the time to explain why.
I have asked though. But no concrete reply and aside from
literally 5 sentences and silently playing a game I havent
heard anything from him.
I am done with it. He got my attention but never gave
something back and when I make a point about it this dude
doesnt even say one single word.
Those kind of people you do not need in your life.
Friendship is not one sided neither are relationships.
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@taolvanswd
What if he can be converted tho? He wouldn't be a leech or a negative influence if he is one of us and he's not an xian. Maybe there is still a fighting chance and my gut is telling me that if he was one of us things we be alot better. Thanks you all for your advice and help
--------------------------------------------
People whom are linked to you drain you. If you
have a lot of peoople you can work on your chakras all you
want but nothings is happening because youre getting drained
all the time.
If you keep talking to the person and he is genuine the
links can and most limely will come back.
If you cut someone out do it permanently.
The choice is hours. You say you cant judge something well,
but that is either due to lack of experience or because you
are insecure about it. Trust in yourself that you do best
what is for you and not that you do best for someone
else.
There is someone Ive known for 5 years. And this person
always just left without saying a word. Eventually you get
used to it but the other day he was online and then he jhst
wouldnt say a darn word. Plus I got this feeling that he
thought this 'ugh.. I hate/really dont want to talk to
her right now. Without even taking the time to explain why.
I have asked though. But no concrete reply and aside from
literally 5 sentences and silently playing a game I havent
heard anything from him.
I am done with it. He got my attention but never gave
something back and when I make a point about it this dude
doesnt even say one single word.
Those kind of people you do not need in your life.
Friendship is not one sided neither are relationships.
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@Molina
It's an enemy mind trick. Please don't fall for it.Don't try to pull other people out of the shit they are in when you still have serious stuff to do about your own situation.
-Shael
Thou shalt gather with your left, and bind with your right.
After sacrifice for power, with power thou shalt fight.Hail Father Satan!
What if he can be converted tho? He wouldn't be a leech or a negative influence if he is one of us and he's not an xian. Maybe there is still a fighting chance and my gut is telling me that if he was one of us things we be alot better. Thanks you all for your advice and help
--------------------------------------------
To:
People whom are linked to you drain you. If you
have a lot of peoople you can work on your chakras all you
want but nothings is happening because youre getting drained
all the time.
If you keep talking to the person and he is genuine the
links can and most limely will come back.
If you cut someone out do it permanently.
The choice is hours. You say you cant judge something well,
but that is either due to lack of experience or because you
are insecure about it. Trust in yourself that you do best
what is for you and not that you do best for someone
else.
There is someone Ive known for 5 years. And this person
always just left without saying a word. Eventually you get
used to it but the other day he was online and then he jhst
wouldnt say a darn word. Plus I got this feeling that he
thought this 'ugh.. I hate/really dont want to talk to
her right now. Without even taking the time to explain why.
I have asked though. But no concrete reply and aside from
literally 5 sentences and silently playing a game I havent
heard anything from him.
I am done with it. He got my attention but never gave
something back and when I make a point about it this dude
doesnt even say one single word.
Those kind of people you do not need in your life.
Friendship is not one sided neither are relationships.
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@Molina
It's an enemy mind trick. Please don't fall for it.Don't try to pull other people out of the shit they are in when you still have serious stuff to do about your own situation.
-Shael
Thou shalt gather with your left, and bind with your right.
After sacrifice for power, with power thou shalt fight.Hail Father Satan!
What if he can be converted tho? He wouldn't be a leech or a negative influence if he is one of us and he's not an xian. Maybe there is still a fighting chance and my gut is telling me that if he was one of us things we be alot better. Thanks you all for your advice and help
--------------------------------------------
To:
People whom are linked to you drain you. If you
have a lot of peoople you can work on your chakras all you
want but nothings is happening because youre getting drained
all the time.
If you keep talking to the person and he is genuine the
links can and most limely will come back.
If you cut someone out do it permanently.
The choice is hours. You say you cant judge something well,
but that is either due to lack of experience or because you
are insecure about it. Trust in yourself that you do best
what is for you and not that you do best for someone
else.
There is someone Ive known for 5 years. And this person
always just left without saying a word. Eventually you get
used to it but the other day he was online and then he jhst
wouldnt say a darn word. Plus I got this feeling that he
thought this 'ugh.. I hate/really dont want to talk to
her right now. Without even taking the time to explain why.
I have asked though. But no concrete reply and aside from
literally 5 sentences and silently playing a game I havent
heard anything from him.
I am done with it. He got my attention but never gave
something back and when I make a point about it this dude
doesnt even say one single word.
Those kind of people you do not need in your life.
Friendship is not one sided neither are relationships.
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@Brooke:
Conversion connotates that he must be persuaded. If he must be persuaded, his heart won't be in it as it should be. I'm sorry to be so blunt, but I think you're grasping at straws and making this harder on yourself. There should be nothing that you need to change about someone to be with them.
Just keep your head up and be strong. The more you grow in power and wisdom and the more you fundamentally understand yourself, the more you'll see what's good for you.
Father Satan will help you to find what makes you happy and whole, because he loves you.
Hail Satan!
0
@Brooke:
Conversion connotates that he must be persuaded. If he must be persuaded, his heart won't be in it as it should be. I'm sorry to be so blunt, but I think you're grasping at straws and making this harder on yourself. There should be nothing that you need to change about someone to be with them.
Just keep your head up and be strong. The more you grow in power and wisdom and the more you fundamentally understand yourself, the more you'll see what's good for you.
Father Satan will help you to find what makes you happy and whole, because he loves you.
Hail Satan!
I have to agree with shael though.. Thia guy does 1 not even show interest in me in being my friend.
Then when I mentioned witchcraft he says yeah my mom is a wiccan or into that or something..
And third. He loves cars. To race to build and he doesnt even care a bit for the envirionment. Its always his car hes talking about and all erg e thinks that makes his life better would be having a girl to have sex with basically.
So no thx im not taking him back. Waste of time.
0
I have to agree with shael though.. Thia guy does 1 not even show interest in me in being my friend.
Then when I mentioned witchcraft he says yeah my mom is a wiccan or into that or something..
And third. He loves cars. To race to build and he doesnt even care a bit for the envirionment. Its always his car hes talking about and all erg e thinks that makes his life better would be having a girl to have sex with basically.
So no thx im not taking him back. Waste of time.
Throughout my life, Ive encountered strangers who called themselves mediums who knew things about myself and experiences that no one else knows. They told me I have a powerful energy that is attracting darkness and demons to me, and out of fear I used every bit of energy I could to cast them out. In doing so, it felt like I lost a part of myself and I had never felt more alone. It made me realize that what people considered to be "darkness" around and inside of me, was bringing me strength, hope, and comfort. In every aspect of my life, it has always been the only thing there for me. Ive always been drawn to what most consider to be dark or evil. The idea of Satanism always called to me, and after being in a Christian home, it made me question everything I had been taught about God and Satan. It felt like whenever I called on the "darkness" it answered, while every time I called on God, I felt ignored. The thoughts and questions I had, were answered and mirrored on the JOS website. I recently performed the ritual renouncing past allegiances and accepting Satan Lucifer as my one true god and all Daemons of Elysium. I feel it in my heart that its the right path and the way I should be living my life. It felt like a spiritual awakening but now, I don't know where to go from here. I've been reading about the meditations and I'm still left wondering where I should start and how to start. I feel a bit stupid for admitting this but its like the more I read about how to start, the more confused I get. I guess I'm looking for guidance, I know this is the path for me and the right way to live my life, but I dont know how to go about it in the right way or if I even did the ritual the right way. I didnt have a black, blue, or red candle, I used the candle I lit on the night my mom took her own life. A candle I haven't used since that night 12 years ago. Im not in an environment where I can meditate freely or even admit that Satan is my one true God. How do you go about practicing Spiritual Satanism in an environment where anything unChristian is condemned? I can still feel the influence of the enemy, from music neighbors play, to people I encounter and live with preaching about it daily. It doesnt make me question my decision, just how I go about strengthening my relationship with Satan and the demons who have been there for me my entire life, when every time I try, there are interruptions and life situations that seem to hinder it. Im sorry for this being so long, but any guidance would be deeply appreciated.
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Throughout my life, Ive encountered strangers who called themselves mediums who knew things about myself and experiences that no one else knows. They told me I have a powerful energy that is attracting darkness and demons to me, and out of fear I used every bit of energy I could to cast them out. In doing so, it felt like I lost a part of myself and I had never felt more alone. It made me realize that what people considered to be "darkness" around and inside of me, was bringing me strength, hope, and comfort. In every aspect of my life, it has always been the only thing there for me. Ive always been drawn to what most consider to be dark or evil. The idea of Satanism always called to me, and after being in a Christian home, it made me question everything I had been taught about God and Satan. It felt like whenever I called on the "darkness" it answered, while every time I called on God, I felt ignored. The thoughts and questions I had, were answered and mirrored on the JOS website. I recently performed the ritual renouncing past allegiances and accepting Satan Lucifer as my one true god and all Daemons of Elysium. I feel it in my heart that its the right path and the way I should be living my life. It felt like a spiritual awakening but now, I don't know where to go from here. I've been reading about the meditations and I'm still left wondering where I should start and how to start. I feel a bit stupid for admitting this but its like the more I read about how to start, the more confused I get. I guess I'm looking for guidance, I know this is the path for me and the right way to live my life, but I dont know how to go about it in the right way or if I even did the ritual the right way. I didnt have a black, blue, or red candle, I used the candle I lit on the night my mom took her own life. A candle I haven't used since that night 12 years ago. Im not in an environment where I can meditate freely or even admit that Satan is my one true God. How do you go about practicing Spiritual Satanism in an environment where anything unChristian is condemned? I can still feel the influence of the enemy, from music neighbors play, to people I encounter and live with preaching about it daily. It doesnt make me question my decision, just how I go about strengthening my relationship with Satan and the demons who have been there for me my entire life, when every time I try, there are interruptions and life situations that seem to hinder it. Im sorry for this being so long, but any guidance would be deeply appreciated.
You could begin the 40 day meditation empowerment program.it is for new and inexperienced members. Use the search box and type 40 day meditation empowerment program,you should find other members posts linking ttoo it.
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You could begin the 40 day meditation empowerment program.it is for new and inexperienced members. Use the search box and type 40 day meditation empowerment program,you should find other members posts linking ttoo it.
Throughout my life, Ive encountered strangers who called themselves mediums who knew things about myself and experiences that no one else knows. They told me I have a powerful energy that is attracting darkness and demons to me, and out of fear I used every bit of energy I could to cast them out. In doing so, it felt like I lost a part of myself and I had never felt more alone. It made me realize that what people considered to be "darkness" around and inside of me, was bringing me strength, hope, and comfort. In every aspect of my life, it has always been the only thing there for me. Ive always been drawn to what most consider to be dark or evil. The idea of Satanism always called to me, and after being in a Christian home, it made me question everything I had been taught about God and Satan. It felt like whenever I called on the "darkness" it answered, while every time I called on God, I felt ignored. The thoughts and questions I had, were answered and mirrored on the JOS website. I recently performed the ritual renouncing past allegiances and accepting Satan Lucifer as my one true god and all Daemons of Elysium. I feel it in my heart that its the right path and the way I should be living my life. It felt like a spiritual awakening but now, I don't know where to go from here. I've been reading about the meditations and I'm still left wondering where I should start and how to start. I feel a bit stupid for admitting this but its like the more I read about how to start, the more confused I get. I guess I'm looking for guidance, I know this is the path for me and the right way to live my life, but I dont know how to go about it in the right way or if I even did the ritual the right way. I didnt have a black, blue, or red candle, I used the candle I lit on the night my mom took her own life. A candle I haven't used since that night 12 years ago. Im not in an environment where I can meditate freely or even admit that Satan is my one true God. How do you go about practicing Spiritual Satanism in an environment where anything unChristian is condemned? I can still feel the influence of the enemy, from music neighbors play, to people I encounter and live with preaching about it daily. It doesnt make me question my decision, just how I go about strengthening my relationship with Satan and the demons who have been there for me my entire life, when every time I try, there are interruptions and life situations that seem to hinder it. Im sorry for this being so long, but any guidance would be deeply appreciated
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Throughout my life, Ive encountered strangers who called themselves mediums who knew things about myself and experiences that no one else knows. They told me I have a powerful energy that is attracting darkness and demons to me, and out of fear I used every bit of energy I could to cast them out. In doing so, it felt like I lost a part of myself and I had never felt more alone. It made me realize that what people considered to be "darkness" around and inside of me, was bringing me strength, hope, and comfort. In every aspect of my life, it has always been the only thing there for me. Ive always been drawn to what most consider to be dark or evil. The idea of Satanism always called to me, and after being in a Christian home, it made me question everything I had been taught about God and Satan. It felt like whenever I called on the "darkness" it answered, while every time I called on God, I felt ignored. The thoughts and questions I had, were answered and mirrored on the JOS website. I recently performed the ritual renouncing past allegiances and accepting Satan Lucifer as my one true god and all Daemons of Elysium. I feel it in my heart that its the right path and the way I should be living my life. It felt like a spiritual awakening but now, I don't know where to go from here. I've been reading about the meditations and I'm still left wondering where I should start and how to start. I feel a bit stupid for admitting this but its like the more I read about how to start, the more confused I get. I guess I'm looking for guidance, I know this is the path for me and the right way to live my life, but I dont know how to go about it in the right way or if I even did the ritual the right way. I didnt have a black, blue, or red candle, I used the candle I lit on the night my mom took her own life. A candle I haven't used since that night 12 years ago. Im not in an environment where I can meditate freely or even admit that Satan is my one true God. How do you go about practicing Spiritual Satanism in an environment where anything unChristian is condemned? I can still feel the influence of the enemy, from music neighbors play, to people I encounter and live with preaching about it daily. It doesnt make me question my decision, just how I go about strengthening my relationship with Satan and the demons who have been there for me my entire life, when every time I try, there are interruptions and life situations that seem to hinder it. Im sorry for this being so long, but any guidance would be deeply appreciated
Hey,
Though this may be pretty general, would strongly advise reading various grimwars, or other documents that will give you info on how to summon and communicate with demons. The key of solomon is a good book to start with, and ive found the work of E.A. Koetting on become a living god.com very informative, even though his philosophy seems to be slightly different. Hope some of this helps. The see of information out there can be pretty overwhelming. Also definetly found just medditating and focussing upon demons a good way to strenghthen the alighance with the darker side of the spirtual realm.
Throughout my life, Ive encountered strangers who called themselves mediums who knew things about myself and experiences that no one else knows. They told me I have a powerful energy that is attracting darkness and demons to me, and out of fear I used every bit of energy I could to cast them out. In doing so, it felt like I lost a part of myself and I had never felt more alone. It made me realize that what people considered to be "darkness" around and inside of me, was bringing me strength, hope, and comfort. In every aspect of my life, it has always been the only thing there for me. Ive always been drawn to what most consider to be dark or evil. The idea of Satanism always called to me, and after being in a Christian home, it made me question everything I had been taught about God and Satan. It felt like whenever I called on the "darkness" it answered, while every time I called on God, I felt ignored. The thoughts and questions I had, were answered and mirrored on the JOS website. I recently performed the ritual renouncing past allegiances and accepting Satan Lucifer as my one true god and all Daemons of Elysium. I feel it in my heart that its the right path and the way I should be living my life. It felt like a spiritual awakening but now, I don't know where to go from here. I've been reading about the meditations and I'm still left wondering where I should start and how to start. I feel a bit stupid for admitting this but its like the more I read about how to start, the more confused I get. I guess I'm looking for guidance, I know this is the path for me and the right way to live my life, but I dont know how to go about it in the right way or if I even did the ritual the right way. I didnt have a black, blue, or red candle, I used the candle I lit on the night my mom took her own life. A candle I haven't used since that night 12 years ago. Im not in an environment where I can meditate freely or even admit that Satan is my one true God. How do you go about practicing Spiritual Satanism in an environment where anything unChristian is condemned? I can still feel the influence of the enemy, from music neighbors play, to people I encounter and live with preaching about it daily. It doesnt make me question my decision, just how I go about strengthening my relationship with Satan and the demons who have been there for me my entire life, when every time I try, there are interruptions and life situations that seem to hinder it. Im sorry for this being so long, but any guidance would be deeply appreciated.
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Hey,
Though this may be pretty general, would strongly advise reading various grimwars, or other documents that will give you info on how to summon and communicate with demons. The key of solomon is a good book to start with, and ive found the work of E.A. Koetting on become a living god.com very informative, even though his philosophy seems to be slightly different. Hope some of this helps. The see of information out there can be pretty overwhelming. Also definetly found just medditating and focussing upon demons a good way to strenghthen the alighance with the darker side of the spirtual realm.
Throughout my life, Ive encountered strangers who called themselves mediums who knew things about myself and experiences that no one else knows. They told me I have a powerful energy that is attracting darkness and demons to me, and out of fear I used every bit of energy I could to cast them out. In doing so, it felt like I lost a part of myself and I had never felt more alone. It made me realize that what people considered to be "darkness" around and inside of me, was bringing me strength, hope, and comfort. In every aspect of my life, it has always been the only thing there for me. Ive always been drawn to what most consider to be dark or evil. The idea of Satanism always called to me, and after being in a Christian home, it made me question everything I had been taught about God and Satan. It felt like whenever I called on the "darkness" it answered, while every time I called on God, I felt ignored. The thoughts and questions I had, were answered and mirrored on the JOS website. I recently performed the ritual renouncing past allegiances and accepting Satan Lucifer as my one true god and all Daemons of Elysium. I feel it in my heart that its the right path and the way I should be living my life. It felt like a spiritual awakening but now, I don't know where to go from here. I've been reading about the meditations and I'm still left wondering where I should start and how to start. I feel a bit stupid for admitting this but its like the more I read about how to start, the more confused I get. I guess I'm looking for guidance, I know this is the path for me and the right way to live my life, but I dont know how to go about it in the right way or if I even did the ritual the right way. I didnt have a black, blue, or red candle, I used the candle I lit on the night my mom took her own life. A candle I haven't used since that night 12 years ago. Im not in an environment where I can meditate freely or even admit that Satan is my one true God. How do you go about practicing Spiritual Satanism in an environment where anything unChristian is condemned? I can still feel the influence of the enemy, from music neighbors play, to people I encounter and live with preaching about it daily. It doesnt make me question my decision, just how I go about strengthening my relationship with Satan and the demons who have been there for me my entire life, when every time I try, there are interruptions and life situations that seem to hinder it. Im sorry for this being so long, but any guidance would be deeply appreciated.
I found the link to the 40 day self empowerment programm and it is what I have been looking for. Just the right way to start. I dont have anyone to talk to or teach me about this and I really want to do everything the right way. The joy of ministries website is extremely helpful I just get confused easily. Im sorry I referred to things as "darkness" I was only trying to explain why I was having difficulties. I meant no disrespect.
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I found the link to the 40 day self empowerment programm and it is what I have been looking for. Just the right way to start. I dont have anyone to talk to or teach me about this and I really want to do everything the right way. The joy of ministries website is extremely helpful I just get confused easily. Im sorry I referred to things as "darkness" I was only trying to explain why I was having difficulties. I meant no disrespect.