advancing the solar plexus chakra?

[exarkuun1991]

mine is opened, and since i was told about working on it helps with self-esteem and all that good stuff (that i have been raised to not have), i have been on it and working on it..

ive gotten somewhere better than before, and i am still deprogramming the enemy's self hate, but im nowhere near where i need to be..

im looking for whatever else can help. i know squares can, but i need to a sun square for better employment still. i dont think i can combine a spiritual and physical square..

i wasnt expecting anything fast. but it's been a few months now, and i just feel like something..isn't right. still somewhat of a mix of bored and lazy. i can start things or think of cool things to do, but im still lacking any drive or desire to work on them. right now im forcing myself to look for better work and learning to code...and it feels like a massive, uninteresting chore.

 

[Allison Passino]

You are not alone, Exar! I too, have massive self-esteem and apathy
issues. Any advice on rectifying such would be greatly appreciated!
Satan bless! ^

On 6/21/17, exarkuun1991@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

mine is opened, and since i was told about working on it helps with
self-esteem and all that good stuff (that i have been raised to not have), i
have been on it and working on it..

ive gotten somewhere better than before, and i am still deprogramming the
enemy's self hate, but im nowhere near where i need to be..

im looking for whatever else can help. i know squares can, but i need to a
sun square for better employment still. i dont think i can combine a
spiritual and physical square..

i wasnt expecting anything fast. but it's been a few months now, and i just
feel like something..isn't right. still somewhat of a mix of bored and lazy.
i can start things or think of cool things to do, but im still lacking any
drive or desire to work on them. right now im forcing myself to look for
better work and learning to code...and it feels like a massive,
uninteresting chore.

 

[Shael1]

(Self-)hypnosis can help when dealing with mental hangups, which are very likely the root of your self-esteem problems.Just practice going into a trance and work on getting into deeper and deeper ones over time. Once you are able to go into a very deep trance, you can state repeated, short and to the point affirmations for the stuff you want to achieve. In your case, you can state an affirmation like "I am completely free of all hangups and mental blockages" (that one is ofcourse just a suggestion).
I'm actively doing self hypnosis and I like the results so far (note that I'm not even able to go into an extremely deep trance yet, so the results would likely be even better if you can). 
I hope this helps you.  
-Shael
Hail Satan Forever!
Hail Minoson Forever!

On Thu, Jun 22, 2017 at 12:51, exarkuun1991@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   mine is opened, and since i was told about working on it helps with self-esteem and all that good stuff (that i have been raised to not have), i have been on it and working on it..

ive gotten somewhere better than before, and i am still deprogramming the enemy's self hate, but im nowhere near where i need to be..

im looking for whatever else can help. i know squares can, but i need to a sun square for better employment still. i dont think i can combine a spiritual and physical square..

i wasnt expecting anything fast. but it's been a few months now, and i just feel like something..isn't right. still somewhat of a mix of bored and lazy. i can start things or think of cool things to do, but im still lacking any drive or desire to work on them. right now im forcing myself to look for better work and learning to code...and it feels like a massive, uninteresting chore.

 

[livingforsatan]

@ shael - Give going into an extremely deep trance a try. I mean, DEEP.

Give it a try. Satan and your GD protect you. Go for it.

It's incredible.

Hail Satan!

 

[exarkuun1991]

back about a year ago i had a friend do some actualy hypnosis on me..i remember it helping a lot for some hang ups..google "ennui" for the idea.

i will try towards self hypnosis. i want to avoid using binaural audio this time. that does weird stuff to you..

 

[Shael1]

@...
I meant that I'm trying to, but cant. I still need practice to reach deeper. But thank you for the encouragement nonetheless.  
-Shael

Hail Satan Forever!
Hail Minoson Forever!

On Fri, Jun 23, 2017 at 13:44, no.state@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   @ shael - Give going into an extremely deep trance a try. I mean, DEEP.

Give it a try. Satan and your GD protect you. Go for it.

It's incredible.

Hail Satan!