This might be a thoughtform that has stuck around for a long time. It might be astral entities. Or this might be someone sending negative energy to you. Your thoughts might be christian psychic attacks, astral entities (enemies) messing with your mind, or some programming from your subconscious. It is possible it's a combination. And the combination might vary from time to time, and sometimes it's just one of them. If it's a thoughtform that's been feeded with energy for a while, it might take several months of banishing rituals and ignoring it to the best of your ability for it to go away. And remember jews are cursing us with energy from that thoughtform that's been feeded for centuries.
You can try vibrating VINASA x 108, x 216, or more? Or you can try doing the x 108 several times a day if necessary. You can try Blue Satanic Flames (visualizing them) around your area. And cleaning your aura and building a strong aura of protection daily. And do void meditation to be able to banish thoughts and controlling your focus.
If there are someone who is sending you this negative energy, you can try this:
Fighting Back
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... _Back.html
Here are some links and comments from johnson_akemi:
Banishing Ritual
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... shing.html
Satanic Electric-Blue Fire (The picture is towards the middle of the page)
http://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/extras.html
Void Meditation
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html
Cleaning your aura and building an aura of protection daily will prevent spiritual attacks. A clean aura naturally
repels negative entities and also keeps disease from manifesting. A strong aura of protection guards you against spiritual attacks, bad luck, accidents, horrible people, and other misfortune.
How to Clean Your Aura
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html
Aura of Protection
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html
Meditation for Protection
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic10007.html
You can also absorb energy from the sun or visualize yourself in a golden aura and affirm 108 times “I am always safe, secure, protected, and healthy in every way,”. The protection working can be done multiple times a day.