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about to quit Satanism!!!
luisfer car1 min to read
It's because you stopped meditating that you feel this way. Don't stop meditating, no matter what. Keep at it. Even if you don't feel like it, do it anyways. That's what pulled me through. Once I am in the middle of it, I am glad I stuck through with my meditation program.Talk to Satan. It could well be your mother praying for you, and this is psychic harassment. Build up a strong aura of protection and program it to reflect and repel all negative energy of the enemy back to the original source.
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It's because you stopped meditating that you feel this way. Don't stop meditating, no matter what. Keep at it. Even if you don't feel like it, do it anyways. That's what pulled me through. Once I am in the middle of it, I am glad I stuck through with my meditation program.Talk to Satan. It could well be your mother praying for you, and this is psychic harassment. Build up a strong aura of protection and program it to reflect and repel all negative energy of the enemy back to the original source.
What Magus said.
And, as I told Yog, quit beating yourself up!
Now, is not the time to abuse yourself. Would you take constant abuse from another? No! Then, why take it from yourself?
Father will let you go back to your tormentors, sure, if you really want. But, why?
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What Magus said.
And, as I told Yog, quit beating yourself up!
Now, is not the time to abuse yourself. Would you take constant abuse from another? No! Then, why take it from yourself?
Father will let you go back to your tormentors, sure, if you really want. But, why?
A lot of it does have to do with your mother's religion/ the way she programmed you (I'm assuming she makes you go to church a lot if she's a fanatic). Try to stick with it. My mother isn't fanatic (she is Christian though), but I went through kind of the same thing and quit meditating for years because I thought I was rejected/not meant for Satanism. This is a normal reaction. Also, it didn't help matters when she thought I was smoking because I burnt the paper. I didn't start meditating until 3 years later, and in the meantime I became so depressed and empty feeling--I knew in the back of my mind that I was ignoring what was true, and I was so afraid that Satan would not accept me if I started meditating again. I cried a lot, thought about killing myself, sometimes I just sat there and did nothing because I didn't want to be alive but I knew it wouldn't do any good to kill myself. But I started meditating again, and Satan/the Gods of Elysium did accept me--I noticed small things, like seeing 666 different places--this is the way he sometimes communicates. For example, I was playing the sims and the family funds was 666.66 (By the way, I recommend quitting most video games, I was once addicted to the sims but I feel a lot better/less distracted now that I've stopped). At IKEA, the total was 666.13. Anyway, it's natural to have negative thoughts at first--this is years of programming/how the enemy wants to keep control. I had that happen too--I just started thinking negative things about the gods/etc., and I didn't want to but I thought it was my fault/that I didn't deserve to practice Satanism. These negative thoughts are a result of the enemy's media/propaganda bullshit. Church doesn't help either. But try to meditate even if you don't feel like it--you'll start feeling the energy and feel a lot better. In church, try a satanic blue aura and just think Hail Satan whenever they pray/bullshit. What you're feeling will lessen as you continue to meditate--things are going to get better. Hail Satan!
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A lot of it does have to do with your mother's religion/ the way she programmed you (I'm assuming she makes you go to church a lot if she's a fanatic). Try to stick with it. My mother isn't fanatic (she is Christian though), but I went through kind of the same thing and quit meditating for years because I thought I was rejected/not meant for Satanism. This is a normal reaction. Also, it didn't help matters when she thought I was smoking because I burnt the paper. I didn't start meditating until 3 years later, and in the meantime I became so depressed and empty feeling--I knew in the back of my mind that I was ignoring what was true, and I was so afraid that Satan would not accept me if I started meditating again. I cried a lot, thought about killing myself, sometimes I just sat there and did nothing because I didn't want to be alive but I knew it wouldn't do any good to kill myself. But I started meditating again, and Satan/the Gods of Elysium did accept me--I noticed small things, like seeing 666 different places--this is the way he sometimes communicates. For example, I was playing the sims and the family funds was 666.66 (By the way, I recommend quitting most video games, I was once addicted to the sims but I feel a lot better/less distracted now that I've stopped). At IKEA, the total was 666.13. Anyway, it's natural to have negative thoughts at first--this is years of programming/how the enemy wants to keep control. I had that happen too--I just started thinking negative things about the gods/etc., and I didn't want to but I thought it was my fault/that I didn't deserve to practice Satanism. These negative thoughts are a result of the enemy's media/propaganda bullshit. Church doesn't help either. But try to meditate even if you don't feel like it--you'll start feeling the energy and feel a lot better. In church, try a satanic blue aura and just think Hail Satan whenever they pray/bullshit. What you're feeling will lessen as you continue to meditate--things are going to get better. Hail Satan!
do some void meditation and build your aura of pertection force yourself to do it if you have to make a triger for yourself that when you do it you automaticly think about meditating and i agree you feel this way becouse you stoped meditating
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do some void meditation and build your aura of pertection force yourself to do it if you have to make a triger for yourself that when you do it you automaticly think about meditating and i agree you feel this way becouse you stoped meditating
Ive had this to but I agree with Magus that you should keep to meditating everyday and once you get into it you will be glad you did. Doing the yoga program is good because sometimes its good to get you into a meditative state. Also I'm sure the aura of protection will help do it in the morning, then when you meditate and then at night before you go to sleep and clean your aura morning, day and night.
What Magus said.
And, as I told Yog, quit beating yourself up!
Now, is not the time to abuse yourself. Would you take constant abuse from another? No! Then, why take it from yourself?
Father will let you go back to your tormentors, sure, if you really want. But, why?
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Ive had this to but I agree with Magus that you should keep to meditating everyday and once you get into it you will be glad you did. Doing the yoga program is good because sometimes its good to get you into a meditative state. Also I'm sure the aura of protection will help do it in the morning, then when you meditate and then at night before you go to sleep and clean your aura morning, day and night.
What Magus said.
And, as I told Yog, quit beating yourself up!
Now, is not the time to abuse yourself. Would you take constant abuse from another? No! Then, why take it from yourself?
Father will let you go back to your tormentors, sure, if you really want. But, why?
I definitely know how you feel, i go through most of the day feeling hatred and negativity from idk what (can't tell if its an enemy or if i'm put through this to learn) but by the end of it i always felt like i've learned something important from going through such torment over time i felt my mind getting stronger naturally. And when i ask why i go through this and why i can't seem to get rid of the negative feelings and pain or why they can't help get rid of it my guardian demon always says i'm a speial case and doesn't tell me anything more. its unreal the amount of pain i've gone through. Just be patient because even doing nothing over time you'll notice your mind getting stronger
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I definitely know how you feel, i go through most of the day feeling hatred and negativity from idk what (can't tell if its an enemy or if i'm put through this to learn) but by the end of it i always felt like i've learned something important from going through such torment over time i felt my mind getting stronger naturally. And when i ask why i go through this and why i can't seem to get rid of the negative feelings and pain or why they can't help get rid of it my guardian demon always says i'm a speial case and doesn't tell me anything more. its unreal the amount of pain i've gone through. Just be patient because even doing nothing over time you'll notice your mind getting stronger
use the algiz rune and continue meditating. the enemy is attacking you psychically. chant the algiz rune and focus on aura of protection.
HAIL SATAN!
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use the algiz rune and continue meditating. the enemy is attacking you psychically. chant the algiz rune and focus on aura of protection.
HAIL SATAN!
@DiscipleoftheGods13 I'm kind of curious to see that picture, now since you brought it up... lol.
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@DiscipleoftheGods13 I'm kind of curious to see that picture, now since you brought it up... lol.
It does happen, usually when someone is coerced or frightened back into Christi-SCAM-ity or pisslam. Usually it is congregations of xians praying for them to return. Almost always, they want to return in due time.
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It does happen, usually when someone is coerced or frightened back into Christi-SCAM-ity or pisslam. Usually it is congregations of xians praying for them to return. Almost always, they want to return in due time.
I've had asshole xians try to openly kill me before. But that's not nearly as annoying, insulting or deranging as when these retards "pray" for you.
Again, he needs to use the algiz rune and build an aura of protection and meditate daily
It does happen, usually when someone is coerced or frightened back into Christi-SCAM-ity or pisslam. Usually it is congregations of xians praying for them to return. Almost always, they want to return in due time.
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I've had asshole xians try to openly kill me before. But that's not nearly as annoying, insulting or deranging as when these retards "pray" for you.
Again, he needs to use the algiz rune and build an aura of protection and meditate daily
It does happen, usually when someone is coerced or frightened back into Christi-SCAM-ity or pisslam. Usually it is congregations of xians praying for them to return. Almost always, they want to return in due time.
Oh goddammit... I didn't want to put the negativity here, but fine...
It's basically a picture of a rotting corpse. I won't actually put the picture here though for the above mentioned reasons...
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Oh goddammit... I didn't want to put the negativity here, but fine...
It's basically a picture of a rotting corpse. I won't actually put the picture here though for the above mentioned reasons...
Btw, I know my name is not properly capitalized, I've tried to figure it out :/
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Btw, I know my name is not properly capitalized, I've tried to figure it out :/