angelfighter666
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- Nov 1, 2005
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ok i have been doing he chakra spin for a while
and yesterday i decided to do it at an extremely high speed (at first when i said "speed of light" i felt nothing... then i was like, of fuck it this is taking too long.. so i skipped it then said "one thousand" and i felt them and it was a good feeling, then i whent more extreme and said a million times speed fo light, now i cant calm down at all (by the way, is there a limit on how fast it can go?)
and now i feel all hyper and jittery (too hyper to calm down and go into a trance) did i some how screw them up? yes i know it sounds dumb but i have been in this for 8 months and havent made much progress..
i still feel all jittery now...
and if i command it to spin at a certain speed, does it eventually slow down? like do i need to tell it tp spin at a certain speed everyday?
also i've dreamed about enlil three times
(once when i was new, in a dream i saw a church build for enlil (in the dream it said "churhc of beelzebub" on it)
i had another dream of him (didnt look a damn thing like him but somehow i knew who it was) taking me somewhere and i was getting ready to leave my parents (it was a weird dream)
and the last dream... it was a bit more strait forward...
in the dream enki (i think) was telling me something about enlil wanting to make contact with me)
could this all be signs that Enlil might be mu guardian god?
and yesterday i decided to do it at an extremely high speed (at first when i said "speed of light" i felt nothing... then i was like, of fuck it this is taking too long.. so i skipped it then said "one thousand" and i felt them and it was a good feeling, then i whent more extreme and said a million times speed fo light, now i cant calm down at all (by the way, is there a limit on how fast it can go?)
and now i feel all hyper and jittery (too hyper to calm down and go into a trance) did i some how screw them up? yes i know it sounds dumb but i have been in this for 8 months and havent made much progress..
i still feel all jittery now...
and if i command it to spin at a certain speed, does it eventually slow down? like do i need to tell it tp spin at a certain speed everyday?
also i've dreamed about enlil three times
(once when i was new, in a dream i saw a church build for enlil (in the dream it said "churhc of beelzebub" on it)
i had another dream of him (didnt look a damn thing like him but somehow i knew who it was) taking me somewhere and i was getting ready to leave my parents (it was a weird dream)
and the last dream... it was a bit more strait forward...
in the dream enki (i think) was telling me something about enlil wanting to make contact with me)
could this all be signs that Enlil might be mu guardian god?
