$ynthetics
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- Joined
- Dec 20, 2009
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Earlier in the year, before I came to father Satan. My family got a puppy.
The moment my mom set her on the ground she came right to me and looked up at me with big gorgeous eyes.
I automatically grew an amazingly strong relationship with her.
I KNEW she was meant to be mine.
But, maybe two months before I came to Satan. I had to give her up because of a move.
We could in no way keep her; every time I had to go back to get things from my old home. I'd bawl my eyes out; and she seemed to know. We were getting torn apart.
And ever since, I get choked up.
Most teens my age would just get over a lost dog. But, even now. I feel the bond between us.
And looking now, and looking at how everything in my life has lead me to Father. She was a familiar to me.
But, now that I've joined satan. My cat(Whom I've always been very close to; and whom I've had since I was one) seems to have become much more vocal.
But that leads me to these questions...
What happens, if for some reason someone is torn from their familiar?
What becomes of the animal?
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Also, this is off topic.
But does anyone happen to reside inside of central Florida?
I go to a school with a very HIGH concentration of xians. And my "friends" are all atheist/agnostic or STRONG in their faith.
I'd like to have someone I could actually talk to about my beliefs and experiences with out having to censor myself or deal with mockery :/
Kind of sucks when all of your friends are blinded by lies.
The moment my mom set her on the ground she came right to me and looked up at me with big gorgeous eyes.
I automatically grew an amazingly strong relationship with her.
I KNEW she was meant to be mine.
But, maybe two months before I came to Satan. I had to give her up because of a move.
We could in no way keep her; every time I had to go back to get things from my old home. I'd bawl my eyes out; and she seemed to know. We were getting torn apart.
And ever since, I get choked up.
Most teens my age would just get over a lost dog. But, even now. I feel the bond between us.
And looking now, and looking at how everything in my life has lead me to Father. She was a familiar to me.
But, now that I've joined satan. My cat(Whom I've always been very close to; and whom I've had since I was one) seems to have become much more vocal.
But that leads me to these questions...
What happens, if for some reason someone is torn from their familiar?
What becomes of the animal?
-
Also, this is off topic.
But does anyone happen to reside inside of central Florida?
I go to a school with a very HIGH concentration of xians. And my "friends" are all atheist/agnostic or STRONG in their faith.
I'd like to have someone I could actually talk to about my beliefs and experiences with out having to censor myself or deal with mockery :/
Kind of sucks when all of your friends are blinded by lies.