A dream/nightmare

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The fucking Jews or Christian's are attacking me in my sleep as if it's not bad enough I dont sleep worth a damn anyways now I'm having night terrors of going to a Christian asylum for my beliefs they brought In my fuvking
Mom the Jews need to fucking bring killed off 1 by 1 they showed my mom driving me there to a forced brainwashing asylum alle jooden de mooden hail satan hail hitler and hail all the gods

 

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Did you read the reply I typed to you several days ago? Do, then try the things in it.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

Just keep going in life. My mom locked me in the basement all day today with no food or shoes. I had to break the door so I could stop vomiting from starvation. I'm way too old for this shit. She usually tortures me by starving me or yelling at me or acting violent, and then forces me to break something in order to keep my sanity which she threatens to put me in an institution for. I really like where I live and don't want to leave but I might have to just run away and live on the streets soon. Whatever you do, do not let the enemy convince you that you were born to suffer. Satan hates bullies.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

Oh, another thing, Satan can show us some disturbing things about the world but those things were there before we knew about them. And also going through meditations and kundalini might show you some uncomfortable things about your past or etc and you just have to straight up get over it and move on. Obviously it's not like you can just have the world on a silver platter but I survived and kept my life together by building skills that are fun for leisure and doing RTRs and meditating like a day job for the past while. I feel a lot more disgust at the world but I'm way happier now and actually feel like a human being inside a body rather than a potential nothing in a world of people who want to own me. A part of moving on is just getting over (or maybe changing with RTRs) disgusting uncomfortable things instead of ignoring them and basically bottling them up inside.

 

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I love you brother you dont deserve that I wish I could help I'm here to support