Light Yagami
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- Jul 8, 2011
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Something really beautiful is happening in between the lies they're so passionately teaching you;
a reality between corruption and hoaxes that give an entirely different meaning to all that you think you may know.
It's truly ironic -and rather painful to be honest- for all this knowledge, that could so easily slip through the tip of my tongue, to be so violently pushed underground, in a rabbithole that seems to have no end, in another world, in which the Truth was still living amongst us...
It's truly ironic...I always have to keep my mouth shut, no matter how much I'd like to help you.Enchanting words caress my throat and my heart is beating even faster, I feel tears being formed and the excitement in my soul makes me feel like I'm running out of time... Yet, I still can't spell the Truth to you.
It's really powerful, after all...As if my words would be forced in your mind by Jupiter's gravity, as if my words would be spoken to you by God Himself... You're still not ready for them.
And it saddens me truly...This knowledge that was passed from generations before me; why do people nowadays have to be so weak?Seeing you troubling your mind over trivial things, watching you striving your hardest over something that has no meaning, and finally, declaring your defeat in an enclosed bed filled with flowers, because there can never be a winner...It saddens me truly...
Because, you see, I know something very well. I may not yet know the Truth of it all (we will always be His children after all, and a child can always find more things to discover) but I do know that these powerful words you're so helplessly afraid of would put an end to all the misery and grief that is trying to take you over...I know that these powerful words you're so reluctant at letting them sink into your brain will make you a new person all over again, everything that's been bothering you for so long, being defeated right before your eyes... Being conquered by your own hands.
However, I understand. All these years of so much confusion and pain, all these years of trying to realize (and thinking you finally got it) a lie that's been spreading like poison in your system... It's too hard to neglect all the effort you put into believing their words. It's too hard to let yourself accept that there's more than that, or that you were so easily fooled with lies and promises of the entire world; sickly weak creatures standing next to your bed and promising that they'll keep you safe at night...
It's too hard and I understand that.It'd be too easy if you could just renounce every little thought that someone pushed into your mind ever since you were an infant. It'd be too easy for both you and me.
Eventually, I apprehend the fact that this isn't merely your own challenge... It's not just for you to accept that you've been tricked and cheated, but it's also for me to accept the current state of the world, to accept that some of us will be left behind, to accept that there will be too many losses to count, to accept that the people surrounding me, no matter how much I love them, they'll eventually be gone from my sight, just because they could never be brave enough to savor those powerful words that would rescue them...
In the end, my challenge is much more difficult than yours, but I was once in your shoes as well.
I won't complain anymore and let my tears fall for wrong reasons.I won't try to persuade you that the Truth is all there is to it because in all honesty, that challenge of yours will be the most important part of your entire life...I won't try to convince you otherwise, and I will not fill your head with lies, fears and promises that originate from false creatures.I will not.
I will simply stand here, lie down and sit next to you, watch the stars by your side and laugh at all the jokes that are trying to ease our minds...And finally, I will simply wait.
Waiting a couple of months sounds like a tough decision for most, but knowing that our Gods waited for milleniums for us to finally accept the Truth which They were giving us so freely... I'm pretty sure I can manage.
a reality between corruption and hoaxes that give an entirely different meaning to all that you think you may know.
It's truly ironic -and rather painful to be honest- for all this knowledge, that could so easily slip through the tip of my tongue, to be so violently pushed underground, in a rabbithole that seems to have no end, in another world, in which the Truth was still living amongst us...
It's truly ironic...I always have to keep my mouth shut, no matter how much I'd like to help you.Enchanting words caress my throat and my heart is beating even faster, I feel tears being formed and the excitement in my soul makes me feel like I'm running out of time... Yet, I still can't spell the Truth to you.
It's really powerful, after all...As if my words would be forced in your mind by Jupiter's gravity, as if my words would be spoken to you by God Himself... You're still not ready for them.
And it saddens me truly...This knowledge that was passed from generations before me; why do people nowadays have to be so weak?Seeing you troubling your mind over trivial things, watching you striving your hardest over something that has no meaning, and finally, declaring your defeat in an enclosed bed filled with flowers, because there can never be a winner...It saddens me truly...
Because, you see, I know something very well. I may not yet know the Truth of it all (we will always be His children after all, and a child can always find more things to discover) but I do know that these powerful words you're so helplessly afraid of would put an end to all the misery and grief that is trying to take you over...I know that these powerful words you're so reluctant at letting them sink into your brain will make you a new person all over again, everything that's been bothering you for so long, being defeated right before your eyes... Being conquered by your own hands.
However, I understand. All these years of so much confusion and pain, all these years of trying to realize (and thinking you finally got it) a lie that's been spreading like poison in your system... It's too hard to neglect all the effort you put into believing their words. It's too hard to let yourself accept that there's more than that, or that you were so easily fooled with lies and promises of the entire world; sickly weak creatures standing next to your bed and promising that they'll keep you safe at night...
It's too hard and I understand that.It'd be too easy if you could just renounce every little thought that someone pushed into your mind ever since you were an infant. It'd be too easy for both you and me.
Eventually, I apprehend the fact that this isn't merely your own challenge... It's not just for you to accept that you've been tricked and cheated, but it's also for me to accept the current state of the world, to accept that some of us will be left behind, to accept that there will be too many losses to count, to accept that the people surrounding me, no matter how much I love them, they'll eventually be gone from my sight, just because they could never be brave enough to savor those powerful words that would rescue them...
In the end, my challenge is much more difficult than yours, but I was once in your shoes as well.
I won't complain anymore and let my tears fall for wrong reasons.I won't try to persuade you that the Truth is all there is to it because in all honesty, that challenge of yours will be the most important part of your entire life...I won't try to convince you otherwise, and I will not fill your head with lies, fears and promises that originate from false creatures.I will not.
I will simply stand here, lie down and sit next to you, watch the stars by your side and laugh at all the jokes that are trying to ease our minds...And finally, I will simply wait.
Waiting a couple of months sounds like a tough decision for most, but knowing that our Gods waited for milleniums for us to finally accept the Truth which They were giving us so freely... I'm pretty sure I can manage.
