Other #79939 No way out

[Ask Satya Operator]

I am completely trapped, I'm alone and have no home to stay. I'm studying right now at university so I can't work in a full time job. I can't afford anything, my family has left me completely. I have no one, literally no one. I can't even afford a place to stay and I can only stay in my dorm for 4 months or even shorter. I can't return home because I get both physically and mentally abused there. I have nowhere to go. I feel so alone, so pathetic. I gave 10 kg because of stress, my legs are spamming all the time so much that sometimes i can't walk because it hurts. My mother is taking the money I earn from private lessons whenever I go home, she threatens to choke me and so. My father was never even there. My partner just cheated on me. I have no hope. I have no family, no home. I have no money to stay at a house, i can't work fulltime and parttime jobs are giving me only money that can only be enough for food. I am also so scared because I'm still so young. I have to study and finish a collage but i don't know how to. My partner cheated on me too, i puke al the time all because of stress. I have no hope that i don't even do meditations or i don't pray, nothing changes. I have no way out, but death. I can only pray for gods to take my life, i have to hope to pray for anything else. I want to die and I am so pathetic for writing this here and seeking hep. No one can help me but I still need support at least, I'm still a human. I wish I wasn't born at all. I just want to be gone, gone, gone.

 

[Henu the Great]

I was doing some editorial work, and came across this paragraph:

As humans, we have certain instincts, just like animals, but we also have the ability to regulate and control them. Many strong instincts express themselves through the first, second, and third chakras. These chakras are directly connected in the body to the rectum, the genitals, and the navel. According to the science of humanology, as taught by Yogi Bhajan, functional disorders in the body are reflected in the mind and vice versa. Serious neurotic behaviour or self-destructive thinking will also express itself in an imbalance of the lower three chakras. The most direct way to restore balance is to stimulate the nervous and glandular systems to change the instinctive and learned patterns of the lowest chakras. Only once this has been achieved and a new energy balance has been found, will it be possible to change behaviour in the desired way through critical self-examination and meditation.

You still have your body, your mind, and your soul intact as one. So there is ample opportunity to make things better for you. It will take time, it will be difficult, and at times, you want to give up. Persevering, however, will yield many rewards, such as a newfound love for life. I say this because I have hit rock bottom, too. Our reactions are vastly different, but the essence of the situation is the same.

I would advise you to take a moment to reflect on what you can do rather than what you cannot do, because that is how the world of possibilities opens up. You are in a situation where you have almost nothing to lose, only significant gains ahead. Step by step, you can do it as well.

Now, this is only one very specific advice, and you would need a lot of specific methods over a duration of multiple years. I know it may sound very daunting, but rest assured, there is a world where you have overcome all of these issues, and more.

The above paragraph is in Dutch only, as far as I know, but as a favor to you, I am going to post the whole translated and edited page for you ahead of anyone else, because I truly think that you could benefit from it. I hope to see you around.