I had a problem in childhood, my parents found out that I was a Satanist, and they cut off all my internet and I didn't have access to the site for a few months, then a period in which I didn't enter for a few years for fear that my mother would find out. Luckily I was lucky enough to feel my protective gods who helped me enormously to overcome a lot of problems, but I was left with something I don't understand. When there is another error on the channel and I can't enter, now it's like the error 522. I know that maybe it's not a big deal but I'm terribly scared of the idea that maybe I'll suffer from not having access to the information again, it's the biggest fear. Thank you for all the effort you make for us, you are brilliant. I wanted an opinion, I hope it doesn't sound childish, but I want to overcome this worry.
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I had a problem in childhood, my parents found out that I was a Satanist, and they cut off all my internet and I didn't have access to the site for a few months, then a period in which I didn't enter for a few years for fear that my mother would find out. Luckily I was lucky enough to feel my protective gods who helped me enormously to overcome a lot of problems, but I was left with something I don't understand. When there is another error on the channel and I can't enter, now it's like the error 522. I know that maybe it's not a big deal but I'm terribly scared of the idea that maybe I'll suffer from not having access to the information again, it's the biggest fear. Thank you for all the effort you make for us, you are brilliant. I wanted an opinion, I hope it doesn't sound childish, but I want to overcome this worry.
If you mean you’re no longer able to access the main website, it’s www.templeofzeus.org
"All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident."
- Arthur Schopenhauer
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I'm terribly scared of the idea that maybe I'll suffer from not having access to the information again, it's the biggest fear.
rest your mind regarding this concern.
this might be grew strongly in your head according to the nature of the era you are living (hardwares and stored data), losing a mobile now equals a disaster!
however.. unlike the digitally stored data
what stored in your spirit is impossible to be lost. clouded maybe or hard to reach but never lost (unless you intend to get rid of it) which also isn't an easy task.
as you mentioned feeling the Gods always. that's good and i can assure you that the Gods having a very interested methods, way beyond our calculations.
I had a problem in childhood, my parents found out that I was a Satanist, and they cut off all my internet and I didn't have access to the site for a few months, then a period in which I didn't enter for a few years for fear that my mother would find out. Luckily I was lucky enough to feel my protective gods who helped me enormously to overcome a lot of problems, but I was left with something I don't understand. When there is another error on the channel and I can't enter, now it's like the error 522. I know that maybe it's not a big deal but I'm terribly scared of the idea that maybe I'll suffer from not having access to the information again, it's the biggest fear. Thank you for all the effort you make for us, you are brilliant. I wanted an opinion, I hope it doesn't sound childish, but I want to overcome this worry.
Tell your parents that you realized that you didn't actually like Satanism really, but you were just fascinated by the spirituality behind it and so you gave up Satanism to pursue purer studies online and in the books of Greek, Norse and Egyptian thought on religions because you are fascinated by the ancient Deities of the mankind. Which then is not even lying. Try to "thank" your parents for having supported you in this developedment of your ideas. Because yes, you can lie lol.
You can download Library of Thoth pdf's onto a safe and secure folder on your PC through here:
And next time, don't tell anyone who you believe in. Just say that you're an atheist and that's it. Works like a charm for me.
Good luck!
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I had a problem in childhood, my parents found out that I was a Satanist, and they cut off all my internet and I didn't have access to the site for a few months, then a period in which I didn't enter for a few years for fear that my mother would find out. Luckily I was lucky enough to feel my protective gods who helped me enormously to overcome a lot of problems, but I was left with something I don't understand. When there is another error on the channel and I can't enter, now it's like the error 522. I know that maybe it's not a big deal but I'm terribly scared of the idea that maybe I'll suffer from not having access to the information again, it's the biggest fear. Thank you for all the effort you make for us, you are brilliant. I wanted an opinion, I hope it doesn't sound childish, but I want to overcome this worry.
When you do not know something, it is wise to look it up. We live in a time where information is easily accessible to most of the planet.
What error 522 means: https://www.qwant.com/?q=error+522
For beginners: A Beginner's Guide
I know that maybe it's not a big deal but I'm terribly scared of the idea that maybe I'll suffer from not having access to the information again, it's the biggest fear.
I think you simply lived a traumatic event in your childhood.
Being deprived of freedom for an extended amount of time, may cause the mind to react as you describe. Living with a permanent block to your internet, and any access to the knowledge from the Gods, may have left a scar in your mind. You may not consciously feel that, but your subconscious may have literally felt like in prison for a while, as it was deprived of "fresh air", namely the Truth from the Gods.
When the error pops up in your screen, this is called a "trigger", or an event that may turn on fears, or other emotional reactions, because it is very similar to a past event that caused this trauma and the mind wrongly believes you are back in the past. Amigdala gland then reacts and enact emotional defenses, like feeling anxious in the attempt of finding an immediate solution, or the such.
Healing a trauma can be done in many ways. The most basic is inner dialogue, by literally explaining to your subconscious, when the "error" pops up in your screen, that you are not prevented access to JoS/ToZ by anyone now. Also, getting connected safely, will further erase this fear - provided you keep sending this information to your mind, as the mind may "freeze" to the event of not being connected, and omit to perceive the subsequent events, like being connected.
In addition you may use Munka to remove traumatic fears, in 40 days sessions - or longer. I believe also the rune Wunjo can be used for healing, vibrating into the affected chakra (I think it can be hearth or throat chakra, but you only know that).
I had a problem in childhood, my parents found out that I was a Satanist, and they cut off all my internet and I didn't have access to the site for a few months, then a period in which I didn't enter for a few years for fear that my mother would find out. Luckily I was lucky enough to feel my protective gods who helped me enormously to overcome a lot of problems, but I was left with something I don't understand. When there is another error on the channel and I can't enter, now it's like the error 522. I know that maybe it's not a big deal but I'm terribly scared of the idea that maybe I'll suffer from not having access to the information again, it's the biggest fear. Thank you for all the effort you make for us, you are brilliant. I wanted an opinion, I hope it doesn't sound childish, but I want to overcome this worry.
If your parents turn off the Internet, you can connect via your friends' Wi-Fi, for example at their home, of course from your device, so as not to arouse suspicion that you are a Spiritual Satanist.
«You will find on the left of the halls of Hades a spring, and standing by it a white cypress. Do not approach this spring at all. You will find another, from the Lake of Memory, with cold water flowing from it. Guardians stand before it. Say: 'I am a child of Earth and starry Heaven, but my race is of Heaven alone. You know this yourselves. I am parched with thirst and am perishing. Give me quickly the cold water flowing from the Lake of Memory.' And they will give you to drink from the sacred spring, and after that you will reign among the other heroes» - From the Petelia Tablet (300-200 BCE) ⚡
