Light Yagami
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I'm really really sorry, but I'll respond from your second paragraph onwards.
As you should have realized, since the fucking disgusting reptilians left and you felt at peace, and even when you were talking to Satan and you were accepting responses by energy, obviously, even if you visualized His Sigil wrong, He still talked to you and He DID protect you...
Now, that panic you had that came out of nowhere, it was obviously an enemy attack. You should always know that, when you have anxieties that do not have a normal origin/source (in other words, you're anxious for no reason) and when your heartbeat starts beating too fast and you feel that way, it is always enemy attack. You should visualize brilliant white gold energy around you (your aura) and then, electric blue Demonic flames all around your room/house. Do not call upon Satan all the time, I'm sure He's too busy to be helping you each time, since you *can* do it on your own.
Lastly, regarding the Dedication Ritual, it REALLY does not matter whether you write one or another, or both, please do not go crazy over the details. About the candle on www.joyofSatan.com in the page where it says about the dedication ritual you'll read the answer... If you can't find black, choose whichever. Satan is not demanding and He knows that since christianity (well the jews anyway) have corrupted this world so much, it's getting more and more difficult to find what you need for the rituals.
And why would you get interrupted when doing the ritual? I remember I had done mine on a day when my parents weren't home... You should try doing the same.
Απο: Filip <filipch@...
Προς: [email protected]
Στάλθηκε: 1:40 π.μ. Δευτέρα, 5 Αυγούστου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] Just a few I would like to consult about
First, I had a dream which got me thinking. This is one of the few dreams of mine that seem to be within the boundaries of normal. It goes: I am running from something in a dead forest. It is all in dark shades of grey, and the clouds in the sky are so dense and dark it might as well be a cave. So, I am running away from these dark, almost formless but apparently humanoid things, as I reach a clearing and then, from the back of my head, bright gold flames start burning in every direction(but not below the horizontal line) as to form a sort of a halo. Following that, the clouds split and a powerful ray of light burns away the creatures that are pursuing me and a thought comes to my mind: "Melechesh". And I wake up. Then I google that word and it is actually a black metal band. Apparently, Melechesh is hebrew for "King of Fire". The band originates from Jerusalem but they are Assyrian and relocated to the Netherlands due to religious prosecution. So, the weird thing is - the dream makes an awful lot of sense. I get that very specific word and it just happens to be related to an important part of my dream... no way it's coincidence. Especially as my dreams usually are a-bunch-of-fish-eggs-grows-spider-legs-and-enter-a-bus-where-they-become-sharks-and-swim-through-the-air-and-then-I-walk-down-the-boulevard-with-a-machinegun. This happened a while ago. I had already found SS but due to problems irl, I just eventually forgot and abandoned my meditations. Now I am well on the way to opening my chakras and am doing several meditations daily, so I'm not leaving this time. Now, the meaning of the dream... what do you guys think it is? I already have a couple of my own theories, but they would just take too much time and space to type down here, and I want to hear your thoughts.
Second. I tried talking to Father Satan recently(I did in the past), but I realise today I visualised his sigil wrong. I entered a trance, visualised the first sigil(wrong, the two lines intersecting and remaining fully within the triangle, and the bottom being like one of those symbols on the Royal French flag, only inverted), called upon him as "Father Satan" and I could feel a presence. With every question I posed I would get a mild sense of affirmation or declination, no words as I am not psychically open enough, and I could feel my aura pulsing in sync with every breath, as if the space around me was bending. Now, was it really Father that heard me(despite that I visualised his sigil wrong), was it an enemy impostor, or was I just in a deeper trance than usual and talking to myself?
Also, two nights ago, I remember feeling extreme fear, but afterwards I couldn't remember why. Last night, I again felt very uncomfortable and was sweating like crazy(more than usual, even on 30 room temperature), I kept seeing strange stuff in the dark with my peripheral vision and then I just got the urge to cover my eyes and the darkness was flickering. Then I saw two symmetrical, very reptilian looking eyes in the darkness, slowly closing in on me. So, I panicked, got into a trance as quickly as possible and tried calling upon Father to protect me(also visualising the sigil wrong) and I got a sense of affirmation, and in a few moments, the discomfort was gone and I could no longer see the reptilian eyes in the flickering darkness. So it either hints at it really being father or more enemy trickery?
Third and final, I am not dedicated yet. So I just want to ask several noob questions, seeing as the dedication ritual is one time and permanent, I want to get it just perfect. So, when I write the prayer on the piece of paper "Before the almighty and ineffable God Satan/Lucifer", should I write literally "Satan/Lucifer" or just the one of my choice?Stupid question, I know, but as I said - I want no possible mistakes. Also I can't get my hands on any colored candles, so would a simple candle do? I have a bunch of those, but I think they were bought in an orthodox church, so would that be a problem? What if I am interrupted in the middle of the ritual, as I am reciting the prayer, for example? Can it just be repeated later unless it's finished? I know I could probably find these answers in here, but yahoo search engine is just garbage.
Thanks in advance.
As you should have realized, since the fucking disgusting reptilians left and you felt at peace, and even when you were talking to Satan and you were accepting responses by energy, obviously, even if you visualized His Sigil wrong, He still talked to you and He DID protect you...
Now, that panic you had that came out of nowhere, it was obviously an enemy attack. You should always know that, when you have anxieties that do not have a normal origin/source (in other words, you're anxious for no reason) and when your heartbeat starts beating too fast and you feel that way, it is always enemy attack. You should visualize brilliant white gold energy around you (your aura) and then, electric blue Demonic flames all around your room/house. Do not call upon Satan all the time, I'm sure He's too busy to be helping you each time, since you *can* do it on your own.
Lastly, regarding the Dedication Ritual, it REALLY does not matter whether you write one or another, or both, please do not go crazy over the details. About the candle on www.joyofSatan.com in the page where it says about the dedication ritual you'll read the answer... If you can't find black, choose whichever. Satan is not demanding and He knows that since christianity (well the jews anyway) have corrupted this world so much, it's getting more and more difficult to find what you need for the rituals.
And why would you get interrupted when doing the ritual? I remember I had done mine on a day when my parents weren't home... You should try doing the same.
Απο: Filip <filipch@...
Προς: [email protected]
Στάλθηκε: 1:40 π.μ. Δευτέρα, 5 Αυγούστου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] Just a few I would like to consult about
First, I had a dream which got me thinking. This is one of the few dreams of mine that seem to be within the boundaries of normal. It goes: I am running from something in a dead forest. It is all in dark shades of grey, and the clouds in the sky are so dense and dark it might as well be a cave. So, I am running away from these dark, almost formless but apparently humanoid things, as I reach a clearing and then, from the back of my head, bright gold flames start burning in every direction(but not below the horizontal line) as to form a sort of a halo. Following that, the clouds split and a powerful ray of light burns away the creatures that are pursuing me and a thought comes to my mind: "Melechesh". And I wake up. Then I google that word and it is actually a black metal band. Apparently, Melechesh is hebrew for "King of Fire". The band originates from Jerusalem but they are Assyrian and relocated to the Netherlands due to religious prosecution. So, the weird thing is - the dream makes an awful lot of sense. I get that very specific word and it just happens to be related to an important part of my dream... no way it's coincidence. Especially as my dreams usually are a-bunch-of-fish-eggs-grows-spider-legs-and-enter-a-bus-where-they-become-sharks-and-swim-through-the-air-and-then-I-walk-down-the-boulevard-with-a-machinegun. This happened a while ago. I had already found SS but due to problems irl, I just eventually forgot and abandoned my meditations. Now I am well on the way to opening my chakras and am doing several meditations daily, so I'm not leaving this time. Now, the meaning of the dream... what do you guys think it is? I already have a couple of my own theories, but they would just take too much time and space to type down here, and I want to hear your thoughts.
Second. I tried talking to Father Satan recently(I did in the past), but I realise today I visualised his sigil wrong. I entered a trance, visualised the first sigil(wrong, the two lines intersecting and remaining fully within the triangle, and the bottom being like one of those symbols on the Royal French flag, only inverted), called upon him as "Father Satan" and I could feel a presence. With every question I posed I would get a mild sense of affirmation or declination, no words as I am not psychically open enough, and I could feel my aura pulsing in sync with every breath, as if the space around me was bending. Now, was it really Father that heard me(despite that I visualised his sigil wrong), was it an enemy impostor, or was I just in a deeper trance than usual and talking to myself?
Also, two nights ago, I remember feeling extreme fear, but afterwards I couldn't remember why. Last night, I again felt very uncomfortable and was sweating like crazy(more than usual, even on 30 room temperature), I kept seeing strange stuff in the dark with my peripheral vision and then I just got the urge to cover my eyes and the darkness was flickering. Then I saw two symmetrical, very reptilian looking eyes in the darkness, slowly closing in on me. So, I panicked, got into a trance as quickly as possible and tried calling upon Father to protect me(also visualising the sigil wrong) and I got a sense of affirmation, and in a few moments, the discomfort was gone and I could no longer see the reptilian eyes in the flickering darkness. So it either hints at it really being father or more enemy trickery?
Third and final, I am not dedicated yet. So I just want to ask several noob questions, seeing as the dedication ritual is one time and permanent, I want to get it just perfect. So, when I write the prayer on the piece of paper "Before the almighty and ineffable God Satan/Lucifer", should I write literally "Satan/Lucifer" or just the one of my choice?Stupid question, I know, but as I said - I want no possible mistakes. Also I can't get my hands on any colored candles, so would a simple candle do? I have a bunch of those, but I think they were bought in an orthodox church, so would that be a problem? What if I am interrupted in the middle of the ritual, as I am reciting the prayer, for example? Can it just be repeated later unless it's finished? I know I could probably find these answers in here, but yahoo search engine is just garbage.
Thanks in advance.
