How do you know it isn't a good marriage also on the inside?

I knew someone will ask it...
Well, I know it from various obvious sources. For example, directly from the husband.

Hi, didn't want to answer at first because I wasn't really sure my answer would be a good one, but I've had time to experience a little more and decide this answer would probably match your request, at least partially.

I think I can say for a fact now that the Goddess Leraje helps with breaking up couples. It says in the ToZ but I'm learning this for myself. She broke up my girlfriend and I after almost 7 years, her multiple betrayals of my trust, my multiple attempt at letting her go only to have her go into an emotional breakdown that made me come back to her, and so on. I didn't ask Her, but I know it was Her, and I'm really grateful (even if I was kinda shocked at first, as my ex broke up with me over a dream I had and my friendship with another woman.. just friendship of course).

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How do you know it isn't a good marriage also on the inside?

I knew someone will ask it...
Well, I know it from various obvious sources. For example, directly from the husband.

Hi, didn't want to answer at first because I wasn't really sure my answer would be a good one, but I've had time to experience a little more and decide this answer would probably match your request, at least partially.

I think I can say for a fact now that the Goddess Leraje helps with breaking up couples. It says in the ToZ but I'm learning this for myself. She broke up my girlfriend and I after almost 7 years, her multiple betrayals of my trust, my multiple attempt at letting her go only to have her go into an emotional breakdown that made me come back to her, and so on. I didn't ask Her, but I know it was Her, and I'm really grateful (even if I was kinda shocked at first, as my ex broke up with me over a dream I had and my friendship with another woman.. just friendship of course).

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Selfish guy are you and women are slaves that you can beat and tell what to do when you want to do it.

If you want to be given everything by giving orders om a whim youre better off hiring a servant of some sorts.
That said, abusing people is NOT okay either.

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No you did not misunderstand anything I said because I never said anything at all about the things you wrote about, so you couldn't have misunderstood it. Your mind just made all of this up and you then projected all of this onto me. I never said I'm going to force anyone to do anything and that is the be all and end all of this discussion your lumping onto me I.e - I never said anything about this, especially the comment about the blue eyes and penis size which is somewhat hilarious. If anything forcing someone to do something is weakness and I reject all weakness.

BUT - the woman who I'll make my SO WILL be my slave i.e she will be submissive to me both Sexually, emotionally and physically and I will be her master. And that will be sorted out through continuous mutual consent where we'll establish strong boundaries about how we'll go on about our lives. I'll obviously do my utmost best to fulfill all her wishes ,if I find it legitimate. But she must be willing to submit the responsibility of the decision making part to me otherwise there shall be no relationship, which will be previously addressed. This is obviously a description of a Dom Sub relationship in the BDSM lifestyle and the woman mist consent to this on her own accord. I'll never force her to do anything because forcing is the antithesis of consensual submission. I've been working heavily on myself lately with removing inner blocks inside my personality and I discovered in addition to being naturally sexually dominant I also have a need to be emotionally dominant and being in a master slave relationship, establishes exactly that. I discovered that this will give me the most happiness and having me would get the woman who would be completely submissive, her complete happiness. Obviously this is outside the norm to think about for most people, but I'm not most people and I simply do not give a fuck so I'm going to pursue what will make me happy. Obviously the relationship between a husband and a wife is completely private ,so not that anyone else would be judgemental. This is not about being a misogynist or anything like that. Infact there are extremely dominant women in relationships with extremely submissive men and that dynamic is on the far left of the dynamic where I'm at and most people are somewhere in the middle.

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Hi everyone here,
I'm Goldenage18/666 from the old ToZ forum .
I just wanted to let my fellow Zevists friends know that I'm still here , simply I was too busy to post and write all the time.
If someone wrote me some personal email
And i didn't answer, I'm sorry for this.

So I saw this
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=18836&p=75239&hilit=Rpm#p75239

And I remembered how years ago in a few occasions my focus was pure and without distraction and time slowed down a lot and I could act without thinking, kinda like Master Instinct from Dragon Ball Super.

So is this focus I've had the flow from the above link?

The following are my own observations and should be regarded as such:

The human perception of time is very imprecise. If you perform void meditation while watching a clock, the second hand can feel like it takes more than five seconds to tick. If you hold a conversation and draw with a pencil while watching a clock, that second hand will zip through a whole minute before you know it. This seems to be related to how "occupied" the mind is. The mind is like a computer. It runs many processes at once, but if you do something very computationally intensive, like streaming a video, then other processes will run slower. The mind seems to devote less computation to timekeeping when busy with other thoughts. As a result, it will have counted less time than has really passed, which gives the perception of time passing faster. Our usual perception of time is with a typical mental load. During void meditation, there are no other thoughts, so the timekeeping process runs faster than normal, creating the perception that time is passing slower. In your question, the key phrase is "without distraction". Distractions are thoughts, which cost mental computation time. Without distractions, this is closer the the state of void described above where time seems to pass very slowly. Another consideration, which HP Mageson mentioned there is the release of adrenaline during excitement. Adrenaline is a stimulant. It essentially "overclocks" your mind so that everything runs faster, including timekeeping, which makes time feel slower.

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Ahh, I see. Is this better? :)

6th highest, that's so reassuring lol.

Surya x 216
Take 5 minute break.
Directing energies towards main chakras empowerment along with extensions.
Laum x 216
Take 5
Vaum x 216
Take 5
Raum x 216
Take 5
Aum x 666
Take 15 minutes break.
Haum x 216
Take 5
Gaum x 216
Take 5
Yaum x 216
Take 5
Maum x 216
Take 15.

• Base Chakra: Laum, vibrated as LLAHHH – UUU – MMM*
• Sacral Chakra: Vaum, vibrated as VAHHH – UUU – MMM
• Solar Plexus '666' Chakra: Raum, vibrated as RAHHH – UUU – MMM**
• Heart Chakra: Yaum, vibrated as YYAHHH – UUU – MMM
• Throat Chakra: Haum, vibrated as HAHHH – UUU – MMM
• Sixth Chakra: Aum, vibrated as AHHH – UUU – MMM
• Seventh Chakra: Maum, vibrated as MMAHHH – UUU – MMM

what does it mean?
does this number have a secret code to it?
....

and a third unrelated question .... why some of my post dont get approved ?