I thank you both @Hs666 & @Engineered Trasformation for taking the time out of your day to respond back to me. You guys have no idea the journey I've been on mentally ever since getting snagged after dedicating myself. But then again, everyone has their own story to tell am I right? I'm guessing...

I understand most folks really don't fancy on reading novels when one has a question, so let's get to it. I dedicated myself to Father Satan some years back, right after that I got snagged by the enemy. I understand it takes 2 to tango, so yes, I allowed for it to happen. A lot of doubts, a lot...