My mother found out that I have been self-harming. She is sending me back to the psych ward. Goodbye for a while. I don't know how long i'll be gone. I wish you all well for when i'm gone.

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No it's not me. I go my the rules.

Thank you. All of you.💕

Hello, it's been a while since I posted hasn't it? I attempted. This is the first time I'm bringing it up ever since I last posted. I took advice, put it to use, and yeah. though, during all of this I had a severe Self-harm relapse. I think I'm okay not but who's to say..? My brother, I want...

Right..I'm still here, I guess. Nothings new.

I don't like myself. I want to kill myself. I can do this anymore.

I will try that out. to all that responded, thank you.

I'm experiencing emotional abuse from my mom. I don't know what god to reach out to help. Could someone please help me with this??

I fucking hate myself. I just don't want to be here. I often think of suicide and cutting myself. I've tried multiple times to kill myself. I still, to this day, struggle with self harm. I also don't like my body. I'm on antidepressants, and i'm on ADHD meds. I don't know whats going on. Does...

Just so you know, this is something that I took from Google. - - > "What is a therian? Identifying as therian means that a person identifies as a non-human being, typically an animal, which might be a wolf, bear, cat, or maybe even a worm. It has a lot of overlap with the general "otherkin"...

So...I am openly a therian. For those who don't who what a Therian is.... What is a therian? Identifying as therian means that a person identifies as a non-human being, typically an animal, which might be a wolf, bear, cat, or maybe even a worm. It has a lot of overlap with the general...

You just made me cry. :cry: No one has ever told me anything like that. Not even my therapist or psychiatrist. I'm glad I'm here. thank you.

DO NOT WORRY ABOUT THE PREVIOUS REPLY I POSTED(accidental) Sorry, I forgot that I wrote a bit before I closed and then I accidentally submitted it. (Read what's above first-) This is when Middle school got hard. real hard. I started losing friends due to Shaylin. She would make comments like...

To answer the little history part or you response, I was living with my grandmother at the time, I was about seven or eight when I got sexually assaulted. :/ When I was ten, I got my first girlfriend. we were pretty good together. stayed together for about a year or so, she broke up with me...

You're not a pussy for doing what you did. (Also I feel you. 🩸 🔪)

I guess I just have a feeling of passion and, for a moment, happiness. I don't usually feel that way at all, so cutting is, to me, my only way to it.😕

I've been getting more and more urges to cut myself. Last night I was carving a piece of wood to add to my carving collection, and I sliced my thumb(Directly by the side of the nail.) this started the thought process. I recognize the feeling and for a moment, I missed it. I have been clean from...

HELP!! I don't know how to come out to my parents that I am a SS... i've already came out to them as Bi and they supported, but THIS IS DIFFERENT. I'm pretending to be a Christian for them. (also does Satan still like me if I pretend that I hate him?? I still worship him)

No. This isn't harmful. I do this all the time and just doing this helps me see and realize things i've been missing. This is actually what I used to get out of a toxic relationship. I would like, talk to myself and then, poof, It just came to me ig.

I'm going to be blunt, this sounds like depression. I have Major Depressive disorder and this what I feel nine times out of ten. No, I'm not saying you have this, but i'm saying it could be possible. You should check in with someone like a therapist or a psychiatrist for example. Another thing...

Also, I was reading about Ravens and their connection to satan when someone/thing(idk how I should refer to them as) came up as Malphas?? Anyone know who this is?

I did not know this actually, so thank you for telling me! More info would be nice.

Thanks! I've been thinking about this for awhile, so I really enjoy the response about what it could be.

Does Satan or any other god or goddess like Ravens? I was walking up to my school entry doors when three Ravens flew right above me. But, there was one that swooped down close to me and cawed really loudly. Is this a sign?

I was on Adderal for ADHD for a few months and got addicted. I don't suggest to do so.

What if I want to kill myself, or engage in self harm? Would anybody care?