i dedicated almost a month back..in the morning..i felt much better..more confident..but i still feel something missing. i want to feel 'touched' n 'blessed'.. i've prayed a number of times to Father, asking Him to let me 'feel' him around.. but i dont get enuff..please help? i really need this...

dude i totally felt the same thing. i dedicated a month ago, and i felt that like a couple of weeks later..altho i didnt think it myself, i cud hear the voice inside me tell me that what i did ws wrong! i ws all blue n shit.. later that week i prayed to Father asking me to free me off thoughts...

guys! guys! i did it! and i do feel the difference.. altho i wasnt fully clear of doubt, now i am..im totally happy and no matter what ppl say, i just know that i did the right thing.. thanks a lot u guys.. anyway..what next now? i wanna find my guardian demons but i dunno how.. and is...

well,, i've always known that there's much more to satanism than what it seems, and finally to be here, its amazing. many times in the night, i feel like im not alone n that i have someone watching over me. i want to know my Father..and when i read the website, somehow i just felt that i didnt...

well,, i've always known that there's much more to satanism than what it seems, and finally to be here, its amazing. many times in the night, i feel like im not alone n that i have someone watching over me. i want to know my Father..and when i read the website, somehow i just felt that i didnt...