its jan 11 and i did the ritual at about 5:00 am i now officially stanism?

hello i am kinda new i might be joining soon. i am 16 and in need of some help. if i go through the ritual what will happen i'm scared that bad things will happen. everything ive read seems very hopeful and promising but i dont want to endanger my family at all. please reply.

You are not alone. I am a long and deeply devout Bruder who is dedicated to spreading the joy of belonging to Our Lord Satan here in Northern Virginia. May HE guide and protect you always as HE has me.