I've practiced and researched various belief systems and in a way made my own, but after researching 'occult' practices more and more I've realized that they are the ones who are the most correct with the way reality works. I've been reading the joy of Satan site and that's what brought me here...

Ive been researching religion and the state of reality for my own beliefs and every time I thought I'd found a religion I could agree with, something would pop up. Example, when I was studying to be a Jew I was told to love god and be loved by god, but also to fear him. When I was studying...