I have no alter either physical or astral to do anything and really have no money but all my life I've wanted, longed, yearned to know who my ancestors are. I deserve to know and no one in my 'christian' family will tell me anything, I have plateaued on familytree.com, ancestory.com all of it. I...

I have been trying to find out about my ancestry for quite sometime now but only get so far and then they want money which I don't have. I don't care what I find I just know that I wasn't told anything about my ancestry and long to know. Where should I go? I eagerly wait responses.

After awhile, well also have both stores having websites! I will do my best to keep everyone updated. Hail Satan!! Allyson Ford <dectotaku34@... wrote:

This boy is heartless, he only thinks for himself, doesn't care bout anyone but himself. He's a user, he uses everyone for his own uses. He has to pay child support and won't pay it until the state threatens to take his dl. So to me he has no soul to try to tell what to do. I want to hurt him so...

Is it unusual if I'd rather do my rituals in a graveyard? The "death" energy doesn't bother me whatsoever. I actually love being surrounded by spirits/ghosts/entities. Makes me feel comfortable. I find that the times that I've been in graveyards actually kinda gives me that easy feeling, like...

I am currently trying to get ahold a real estate agent so that I can look at a nearby house. But I'm afraid that they'll say no because I have student loans that ( because of a$$hole I haven't been able to pay a cent on) they'll tell me that I can't even make payments. So I'm hopin that they'll...

I'm am and have been tryin for the past 2 years to move out and still hasn't worked, cause somehow the a$$ makes it so that we barely survive. Just had to spend $120 on food and I don't have it to drop that kinda cash.. I have done meditation for the past 2-3 years and still nothing. There...

I don't have time to do meditations, this is why I need either a spell or ritual.

Is there any ritual or spell that I can do to attract some money?   I eagerly wait any and all responses.

I am currently unable to go online so I was wondering if someone could send me how to ask/contact satan or whoever regarding giving or letting me have a demon lover as an attachment, i would really appreciate it. I would very much like to try having a male demon lover that would do what id like...

Since ive been with satan for the past 5 years and even before i have ever been `attacked` by the enemy: be it greys or otherwise. Do i have a natural immunity or does my body naturally battle them subconsiously? I mean once when i was bout 5 i banished a ghost, but other than that i have...

as ive said before i cannot do any rituals, build my astral temple or do any meditations where I live because it might as well be a christian household and the negative energy thats in there is near chokin the life outta me everyday. the reason that I asked about lilith is because many people...

Where i live at right now i cant do summoning or even get my astral temple together because there is WAY too much negative energy where i am currently living at. I completely understand that father is busy and rarely call on him, in fact the 5 years that I've been a satanist, i have called on...

First off somehow i think that father has abandoned me: i have been asking for sometime now for some kind of money to come so that me and my guy can move into a house that we like and to keep it up, and nothing. we need to get out of where were living at asap, his father (the other guy that were...

I was wondering where the best place online would be to get colored contacts at. Any and all responses are and will be highly appreciated. Thank you.

I heard about the satanshop thing and I do thank you so much for letting the rest of us know about that. Prob saved alot more people money. But where could one go to buy things for their alter? To get an idea of what they want?     I eagerly wait any responses.

In some of the rituals ive read calls for drinking from a chalice. What kind of chalice should it be? What should i be drinking? I still have yet to find my guardian demon/ unholy guardian, sorry if i put them in the same sentence if they are different entities for I am still a beginner. I...

his father is very much against ALL religions. Basically he has his own beliefs and your wrong if u dont believe what he believes to the point where he will call people names ( ex: dumbfu<k as he called me yesterday). He barely lets us keep our satanic books here. And there is no way to do any...

His father barely allows us to have our books satanic books here let alone to be able to do meditation/trances are out of the question. I have tried but to no avail. There is just an overpowering negative energy here that i have tried again to no avail to break through. I feel it everyday taking...

Im just about to say f life. And let me tell u why: my boyfriend live with his father ( who wont help AT ALL with ANYTHING round the house, wont do dishes, wont buy ANY food ( and eats what i buy for us and refuses to replinish), smokes so much that at night a white haze can CLEARLY be seen(...

For some reason I have wanted to get a tattoo of either a red and black (with maybe a touch of silver) dragon with phoenix wings or a phoenix with dragon wings. A few years ago i broke free of certain chains that were holding me down. And since then ive also felt "something" for dragons, so i...

My boyfriend and I are trying to get a loan to get a house that he`s lived in before and itll be somewhere new for me. Its also a 2 story which i already plan on making one of the rooms into a ritual room. what im asking is for the doorways, what sigils or signs of protection, heath and...

I wanted to wish everyone a happy thanksgiving, merry christmas and happy new year!

I don't have the time to go into trance state. Too busy with trying to get a job and getting through school.

i didnt think religion should ever get to be brought up in trial. In fact it says somewhere ( dont know where but i have heard about it) that religion has no place in trial. There is suppose to be a separation between church and state. This is only my opinion.

I bought a ouji board a while back and have tried many times to use it but for some reason that is beyond me i can make it work, the planchette wont move and i dont know why. There is alot of negative vibes that i feel at the place were i currently live at that nothing can done about because...

I have repeatedly tried to use the ouji board to no avail. The house that i currently reside in does have its share of negative vibes in which nothing im afraid can be done about. I have even resorted to making my own on paper for i know that one tends to get more response if one makes their own...

Tara Doland. Put in message `JoS member` and ill add you! *~ HAIL SATAN ~*

Sorry, but th[/IMG]  I am SO very sorry if I offended anyone, wasn't intended.  

Last time jw or anyone with a bible in their hands came to my door ( and i knew they were on there way) i made sure that i ran to the freezer to get a halfway frozen chicken so by the time they got there i was ready. Someone else opened the door so that even before they said anything i was on...

Im wondering if me and my guy are the only ones. I eagerly wait any responses.

I would LOVE to have a JoS group on fb. Im not afraid of the "xians" who might try to inflitraite. I say let them try! On my fb (Tara Doland) I am an open satanist and to me I could care less who knows. Im proud to be a satanist! Besides, you never know some of those "xians" (or christians as I...

When is this group going to be created? Just wondering cause ive been waiting for an invite.

Give me an invite, im in!

Give me an invite, im in!

Sign me up! Tara Doland. Send me an invite on fb. Subject line: JoS group ~* HAIL SATAN *~

I know that there are christian schools. But no satanic schools? That's discrimination!! Maybe someone somewhere should open a satanic school and once ( and we all know that it'll happen) the christians try to shut it down, say that pretty much every religion on earth has a school for it's...

Was just wondering if there are any satanic schools in the US. HAIL SATAN!!!!!

I have a myspace: tara doland. Add me and put in JoS member

For those who didn't get it earlier. im on facebook as Tara Doland. just let me know that your a JoS member.   HAIL SATAN!!!!

Carve them in using some kind of engraving tool and make sure that the letters are well spaced apart and very easily readable. You basically shouldnt have them too close together nor too small. Big and well spaced apart. As far as the design, look up board designs and get ideas from that...

i found my boyfriends and i`s baphomet necklaces and invertEd crosses at imosh.com so i thought id pass that along. HAIL SATAN!!!

im an open satanist on fb, tara doland. Add me and put in the message as JoS member so that i know where i know you from. thanks. HAIL SATAN!!!

Youll get more of a response if you make it yourself. Make it out of oak, redwood or pine. You make it personal and get WAY more of a response if you make it yourself. I hope this helps. HAIL SATAN!!!

Just thought I`d pass this along for thos who were wonDering where to get sataniC jewelry: i got my boyfriend and i`s inverted crosses and baphomet necklaces and earring at imosh.com. They have alot of different stuff on their. Again, just thought id pass it along. HAIL SATAN!!!

Moneys getting extremely tight lately to the point where I barely have the money to pay the bills, let alone the insurance and tags on vehicles. Unfortunetly i am unable to get a job. I am already on SSI and have yet to get my check. Is there anything that i can do spell or ritual wise...

I find that when i email something that hardly anyoNe answers. Im finding that others emails are getting ALOT more responsE than mine coUld ever hope for. So im thinking about leaving The group. I dont want to leave, but again i dont feel liKe anyone really listens. Theres other topics that have...

From somE of the books and webSites that ive seen and read calls for a goblet and juice. Can i use a favorite cup and what kind of fluid/juice is preferred? Ive never done any rituals befoRe and i want to make sure that i do it as Close to perfection as i can. I dont have much money. But ill try...

I'm looking for any dark arts/witchcraft/satanistic coven/  groups in/on the border of Evansdale-Waterloo, Iowa.   I eagerly wait responses.  

I was thinkig that one my emails adnt gotten through ( I think it was titLed something like just wondering) so I made another one. I JUST seen the firSt one and the lastest one I did right next to it. So I do apologize for the almost duplicate emails. But I`m sure you got the jest of what I`m...

Im sorry if it seems like i keep asking the samethings, its just that I feel extremely alone. My boyfriend is the only other satanist that I know.

I`ve already posted ths before and got no response so I`m gonna try this one last time: Any chance theres any satanist or vampires in Iowa? Preferrably in or close to the waterloo-evansdale border? I eagerly wait responses.

I know I probAbly already asked this, but wanted to try again: any satanists in iowa? Preferrably in waterloo area. I eagerly wait responses.

How do I find or get in contact with my unholy guardian? I eagerly wait responses.

How do I contact/find my unholy guardian? I eagerly wait responses.

Happy birthday! Heres to all your wishes comig true!

In regards to The DemOnic Bible: in some of the rituals it says "drink from the chalice", whats suppose to be in the chalice? What type of fluid Is suppose to be in the fluid? I eagerly wait responses.

I want to summon my unholy guardian, but in the ritual it says that i have to drink from a chalice. but it doesn't say what to put INTO the chalice. What goes into the chalice?   I eagerly wait responses.

My greatest wish is to become a high ranking Satanic high priestess aNd a high rankig vampire elder. Anyone know or can give me suggestions on how to start this? Any and all information as always will and always is highly appreciated. I eagerly wait resposes. Vv Ave Satanas! vV

I can someTimes sense energies so i know i can do that but since i started school (about 6 months ago) i find thats harder to call upon it. Is there anyway (magicallY/satanic /spellwise) thaT i can improve to mend My "Abilities"? any and all information as always is highly appreciated. Vv...

How does onE achieve godhead? I eagerly wait responses.

From what i hear the best working board is One what you create yourself. Learn what he likes, maybe put his sigil or symbol(s) on it. Or if you want to i got my board at my local spencers ( id call ahead and make sure they have one first, lol) . Mines glow in the dark. Though id highly suggest...

Ive posted here a few times and ever got any responses. i dont know if im asking the Wrong things or if no ones seeing my posts, but Its getting irriating and annoying. If anyone has any suggestions on how to maybe word my posts better to get more and better responses, im open to suggestions...

i know ive posted this before and got really no response. The yahoo group that i think someone mentioned didnt really work. Anyway, im looking for any satanic/satanic magic (dark magic)/vampiric peoples in the area of evansdale/waterloo, iowa. Any and all information is and will always be...

Is there any satanic schools in the US? I`m really interested in becoming a satanic high priestess. I want to learn as much as I can about satanic magic. Even as a kid i dabbled with wiccan, but now i want darker magic. ive always felt like I had ALOT of magic in me just looking for an outlet. I...

I started three threads and replied to atleast three and still dont see them in my emails as being replied to those threads and with the ones I started, I havent seen them in my email OR being replied to. whats going on? Why cant i see the threads ive started and/ or replied to? Any and...

I think my familiar is for right now a midnight black kitten. I see her out of the corner of my eye. I don`t know that much about her at the moment, being in a satanist for a little more a year now. Just wanted to put in my two cents.

I have been friends with a catholic for a few months to a year now and he knows that im a satanist. Our religions sometimes cross when we talk, but somehow we always come out friends. We rarely talk about our religious differences. We somehow manage to talk about everything but religion. He does...