They were helping me but i didnt feel scared or sad when they were killed

So i just woke up from one of the weirdest dreams i have and for a while and i was wondering if someone could help tell me what it means? At first it starts off with me being in a paranormal investigation group with like ten to twenty people in it and were investigating a series of...

Before i did my dedication ritual i was so confused with everything that was going on in my life. after i did it not less then three days later i was tricked into like giving up on him but i found my way back finally and it all feels right again. So my question is should i do the ritual again...