I mean, you can dedicate your soul, but personally, I do not think that the gods want you to "sell" your soul, nor do they actually want your soul. I believe they're more dedicated to make us transcend and reach our goals by using our own power, they can teach you how to do that. And yeah, sure...

Work with money demons to get out of there asap, sadly the mistake you made was letting them know about your practices and your beliefs. They will keep behaving like that even if you're their child. I'm living in a similar situation and I was desperate as well but I started working with King...

Yes, i am aware of that, i´ve been meditating for over a year but for some reason it didn¨t actually fill my doubts, i knew there was something out there that i didn¨t actually knew, that i had something else waiting, somehow i ended up in the JOS and now i do want to dedicate my life to Father...